I'm having generic girl issues i won't bore(sp?) you with. The thing is I'm sort of stuck in limbo for the night and i suppose everything will be figured out tommarow, but all i can do is sit here and chain smoke while I worry. I will most likely jack off, work out, meditate, and attempt to sleep in that order barring a great suggestion from one of you.

The thing is I'm really psyco-analytical(if thats even a real term) about everything to the point where i have a serious problem even ordering food.(Not that i can't make up my mind but the thought of asking for it makes me wince).

Help me get to sleep tonight.

Try and get some rest
Count back one from ten
And don't say no to pills
Ativan won't kill

*Sigh* How I wish more than anything that I didn't have to have my first sober night in a long time tonight. I wouldn't even be coherent enough to understand that i had girl problems......*more pathetic sigh*

I have the exact same problem, almost down to every word you just said. Yeah, it srsly sux. At least I have drugs to take that away for the most part.

first remember no matter who the girl is, there are girls just as good if not better out there.

as far as the rest. i dont know what weed does for you but that usually fucks me up if im depressed because i become wayy to intropsective. drinking always works specially if you cant sleep. working out works wonders. video games, movies and type of media that will engross you.

oh and another thing depending on your personailty. organize your shit. i mean just like take a room apart and organize it from scratch. that always gets my mind off whatever it was on and when im finished i feel loads better.

i become wayy to intropsective.

Imagine every single waking hour like this, and I dont even think thats one of my top 5 psycological problems.

Well it turns out everythings cool. I didn't lose my girlfriend to my bestfriend, or her ex-bf who she says she isn't with which i belive but also that she will always love him which i dont like but can ultimatly relate to on every level.

I'm seeing a shrink soon and even though I despise thoose pill pushers I really just want my mind to slow the fuck down and i suppose someone with a degree in psycology could help.