I am unsure what is going on with me or even if I have allways been this way. I have found that I do not enjoy certain kinks but still watch on rare ocassion and feel bad afterwards..

Well anyways, I watched this gang bang video were they were having anal sex with this girl. Some where towards the end I started feeling bad for her and it kind of seemed like she was not enjoying herself as well. I also started wondering how she could live with herself after doing somthing like this. I also noticed that she may of had some std's and thought well maybe she dosn't care any more and is maybe she feels she is stuck doing this type of stuff. I climaxed during the double penetration part towads the end just to get it over with. I felt very dirty afterwards and felt almost as dirty for her for even geting off on somthing like this.

What the heck happened to me?
Any one else experience anything similar to this situation?

Stay away from pornos you know will make you feel dirty.

Look man, don't feel too dirty. That chick in the video is getting paid (probably way higher by the hour even if she isn't bg) to do what she's doing. Which means, at the very best, she's so accustomed to this that it's easier than working an office job.

At the very worst, she feels shitty and hates herself, but got the money she needed to feed her child (and that's the very worst).

Alright I will do my best. This incident was unintended I was just browsing through the channels of this site that someone posted on here and got pulled in by that one. http://www.adult-sex-porn-tv.com/ . On a rare occassion I will watch a dirty video expecting to feel different afterwards but almost allways feeling the same. I guess I am a little insane. Well I just had to vent to help me to feel better which I am. I would appreciate any more responses to my situation.

1) maybe gangbanging isnt your prefered genre. try something else. maybe a woman by herself?

2) i watched this documentary which said that porn actressess do indeed, treat their work like any other job, and if they are getting GB'd they choose to do so (apparently it gets bonuses, or you have a higher chance of getting paid if you say youre willing to do it)

Dude I feel you.

Every now and then I'll masturbate watching something like a DP, and I get these feelings like "she must fucking hate that", but I try to ignore it, and once I've 'climaxed', I just watch her for a second and think man this is some filthy shit. Not cool at all.

I don't know why I do it, I guess I'm... Maturing or something?

i hate that shit... i'll watch it, then once i cum it's suddenly disgusting.

Dude I feel you.

Every now and then I'll masturbate watching something like a DP, and I get these feelings like "she must fucking hate that", but I try to ignore it, and once I've 'climaxed', I just watch her for a second and think man this is some filthy shit. Not cool at all.

I don't know why I do it, I guess I'm... Maturing or something?If that's maturing, I don't ever want to grow up.

i watched a video of an eastern european woman who got fucked in the ass by a wine bottle

she obviously didnt want it to happen but i think she needed the money or something

it tore her ass up real bad but they kept going. when they finally took the bottle out she cried and cried and cried and in that moment i got a real insight into the mental state of a woman who has to resort to getting fucked in the ass with a wine bottle and knows she has truly hit rock bottom when shes crying with a torn anus and the guys in the room just keep fapping and dont care

she was like a piece of meat

http://www.efukt.com/1822_Painful_Anal_Insertion.html

there it is

I feel like that with most porn. I'll watch it for fapness and it's hot, but gross, but hot. Then I'll come and realise I've just been watching these two icky humans doing something icky to each other and feel so damn dirty. Most of the stuff I watch isnt even stuff I'd find arousing or want to happen to myself.

Continue to watch it until it no longer affects you then find something else that does, rinse and repeat.

IMMUNIZE IMMUNIZE IMMUNIZE!!!

EDIT: I lolled and fapped at that vid.

I don't know why I do it, I guess I'm... Maturing or something?

Thats what I assumed must be happening to myself. I guess I will just have to move along with it or feel the guilt if I do not.

I wonder if this has any relation to the fact that I am allmost 21 and my frontal lobe will be almost fully developed.

Wikipedia "The frontal lobes have been found to play a part in impulse control, judgment, language production, working memory, motor function, sexual behavior, socialization, and spontaneity. The frontal lobes assist in planning, coordinating, controlling, and executing behavior. People who have damaged frontal lobes may experience problems with these aspects of cognitive function, being at times impulsive; impaired in their ability to plan and execute complex sequences of actions; perhaps persisting with one course of action or pattern of behavior when a change would be appropriate."

They pay by the scene, not the hour. There is no telling that she has kids, and there is no way for you to know if she is unhappy with the work she is doing. Not every porn actress is fucked up emotionally.

I feel like that with most porn. I'll watch it for fapness and it's hot, but gross, but hot. Then I'll come and realise I've just been watching these two icky humans doing something icky to each other and feel so damn dirty. Most of the stuff I watch isnt even stuff I'd find arousing or want to happen to myself.

You have to be the most emotionally stunted person alive.

Link to vid?

Link to vid?

I added the link I watched the video on. It was online tv with different channels. It would be impossible to find that vid.

ugh i feel intensely bothered by porn like that when it seems really apparent that the woman is in pain or is not having a good time, it instantly kills my boner.

Dont feel bad dude, its not like you made her do that porno. She made her own descision to be in it. And its not your fault if it turns you on, thats kind of the point.

jerking off to double penetration's make you at least %33.33 gay

scientific fact

Watching Nigella fondle meat in duck fat just makes me feel soooo dirty...

*smacks own head*

Baaaaad Ketch! Down Boy!

Gross Ketch really gross! and yoyo I'm well kinda shocked, I never thought of you as a pron watcher?

Dont feel bad dude, its not like you made her do that porno.

It is if he paid for it or clicked on any of the ads on the site.

Anyways that's one of the reasons I don't like most porn; if it's just mechanical fucking it doesn't do much for me.

Maybe if you were bothered by someone being painfully, anally gangbung, then that doesn't mean that there's something wrong with you... just a thought...

If you're going to think about your pornlets, then maybe you should watch nicer porn then? Like maybe something where the girl is enjoying herself?

Here, try this, it's nothing like what you described, promise...
http://www.efukt.com/1793_E.T._Alien_Sex_2.html

They pay by the scene, not the hour. There is no telling that she has kids, and there is no way for you to know if she is unhappy with the work she is doing. Not every porn actress is fucked up emotionally.

Every human being is fucked up emotionally in more than one way. No one is normal and there is no standard we can use to make that judgement.



You have to be the most emotionally stunted person alive.



You are equally emotionally stunted because you feel the need to say this to others. You are a walking hypocrit just like every other human being.

Them dirty French.

so I did it again. I was on that website efukt website and watched some other videos on it and now I feel fucked up again. I do not no why but some messed up videos turn me on but my feelings I feel are oppistite. There is a conflict. Damit I really did not want to do this to myself again and this was soon. I even prayed and stuff. Oh well...

Don't worry about it and don't feel bad for girls in pornos. No one forces them to do it and they're getting paid. If a porno makes you feel uncomfortable while you're watching it, just find something else to watch. And if it's turning you on, then just go with it. Nothing to feel guilty about. And it's not that hard to find porn where all parties involved are into it.

After you cum and your body comes down from the high, the images that turned you on a second ago simply no longer arouse your body. I think some people take this physical reaction as a sign that they should feel guilty, but you really shouldn't.

I used to feel really dirty/guilty after I looked at porn. But now I realise that there's better things to feel bad about than masturbation. If you can't wrap your head around that and let go of the guilt, then I would suggest that you just stop using porn to masturbate.

You are equally emotionally stunted because you feel the need to say this to others. You are a walking hypocrit just like every other human being.

No, sorry, not every person on the planet is emotionally unstable, and I doubt you have the ability or the knowledge to make a statement on my growth emotionally. Especially considering the fact this is a "persona" and doesn't really represent how or who I actually am.

Here, try this, it's nothing like what you described, promise...
http://www.efukt.com/1793_E.T._Alien_Sex_2.html

WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT.
at first i wasnt sure if its a joke but then i realized its some very weird and very fucked up fetish

something like that can NEVER get me in the mood

same thing with the other vid...fake 'acting' pain is one thing, but that girl seemed for real...not cool

I love gangbang videos because of the look of guilt they have sometimes.

When they just take it like a happy little slut though its even better :)

Anyways that's one of the reasons I don't like most porn; if it's just mechanical fucking it doesn't do much for me.

I've said it before and I'll say it again: if you feel mainstream 'pump-action' porn is too artificial, watch an Abby Winters Girl-Girl Tier 3 video (available over your favourite copyright infringement software). While it's true that the girls aren't exactly supermodels, the action is better (in my opinion, anyway).

I... I honestly don't now what to say. That is one fucked up thing.
Silence dwindles over me. I've seen some fucked up things but that is one thing that really really fucked with me.

My thoughts exactly, though I've gotten more used to it.

Gangbang porn is on the top of my list. While groupsex isn't by nature degrading, the film is sooo degrading. It's fantastic.

Edit: Wait how is this thread at all graphic?

Edit: Wait how is this thread at all graphic?

haha. The cumming part & gangbang video? Guess it was not that graphic. It is now though with that link to those crazy videos.

After you cum and your body comes down from the high, the images that turned you on a second ago simply no longer arouse your body. I think some people take this physical reaction as a sign that they should feel guilty, but you really shouldn't.

I used to feel really dirty/guilty after I looked at porn. But now I realise that there's better things to feel bad about than masturbation. If you can't wrap your head around that and let go of the guilt, then I would suggest that you just stop using porn to masturbate.

Thank you for your response it was very insightful. I will definitly continue to keep this in mind for my minor sexual habits which I seem to have been doing fine with and will try my best to not masturbate to any porn reminiscent to rape or which has such a negative affect on my self. If I can not I will just have to accept it I suppose. Either way it is good to experience negative situations. From them I can grow as a person. Thanks you all for all your contributions.

It looks like she has hemorrhoids. I saw the look in her face at the end that said, what have I done?

I feel really fuckin bad for this chick. Fucked up.

Holy fuck. That winebottle video was awesome... Did you guys see the gaping torn hole? Hot hot hot.



Holy shiiit that was the grossest porn I have seen in my life...
What the fuck happens to an asshole like that after?

I hope she goes looking for a new job. Haha, and at the job interview she'll poop without even knowing it :D

No, sorry, not every person on the planet is emotionally unstable, and I doubt you have the ability or the knowledge to make a statement on my growth emotionally. Especially considering the fact this is a "persona" and doesn't really represent how or who I actually am.

I doubt YOU have the ability or the knowledge to make a statement on Yoyobeks growth emotionally. But you did, so that makes your insecure about yourself and emotionally stunted. Only an insecure person would go and say something like that to someone. You feel small deep down, so you make others feel smaller and it somehow makes you feel bigger. Plain and simple. Sad bully.

How can any porn make you feel dirty?
I fapped to 2girls1cup, honhestly.

Seen alot of stuff.

Not much ever came from being grossed out by things.

Better to take what is as is.

*schlickness, nub.

Na I loled about the bottle in her arse, thought it was quite funny.