I'm depressed totse, because of several things. but the main one being my lack of motivation.
I dunno, I've had this "lack" of it for about 4 years now. I'll know I have to do something but I just wont do it, making up excuses all along the way.
even now I have a spare period, I should be using this time to finsih assignments I'm behind on but instead, I couldn't find a pen, and instead of asking someone for one, I'm on totse instead....
I do this all the time, and not just with school work,. I've been wanting to tell this girl that I like her for the longest time, but the time is never "right". in other words more excuses.

I know I'm lazy and un motivated and I want to change that.
but I appear to be to unmotivated to do even that.

I need a hug...:(

Get in a few fights, get your ass kicked a few times. Then you should get a job. Sounds dumb but it will toughen you up and youll be motivateizzld.

Get up RIGHT NOW and do whatever you need to do.



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You still here?
I said do it NOW!

It's always the right time to tell a girl you like her...How about instead of sitting and typing, you go do the analogue communication thing and tell her you like her?

Go on man...Do it.

If this has been going on for four years or more, then you should seriously consider seeing a professional about this. Yeah, I know that making an appointment to see a shrink is really gross and a rather repulsive notion to consider.

I am not in the same boat as you are.... mine has long since sunk.

But you need to find some serious assistance before your bow (or stern) sinks beneath the waves.

There are drugs out there that can help (or so they say) to help you cope with depression. But I can't in good concience advise you to go that route; only because I absolutely refuse to do that for myself. I just seem to go from day to day, not knowing if today will be a 'good' day or a 'bad' day. I just deal with each day as it comes... and then whatever day it is, it eventually goes away. Just to wait for the next day to come.

Sorry for the seemingless ramble. I just wanted to let you know that I not only feel, but also share your pain. I presume that since you are posting on Totse that you are pretty much a 12 y/o kid (give or take a handfull of years). I am one of the older farts on here at 55+ and wishing I had your youth to wast away.

From that perspective, it will get better before it gets worse. But then, rest assured, it will get worse, and worse, and worse.

Enjoy what ever you have the best you can... while you still can.

Edit: shit! that was crappy advice. My sincere apologies to you.

Do look into counseling or drugs (the prescribed kind only) and I hope that you can find your way to a better life, if not true happiness.

If I can be of any further assistance, don't hesitate to let me know.

I would just like to say. Fuck doctors. Fuck prescription medication. They decided I needed pills. I took their pills. for 3 years I took different pills. Nearly killed me more than once. I told them to fuck off and refuse to take any more medication.

I am now as normal as I can hope to be.

Mind you, it was for different reasons, and I am as unmotivated as it gets. Point being, you have to find your own way about getting motivated.

And always remember: Doctors LOVE to hand out pills, even if they don't know whats wrong. Before you take anything, get a full diagnosis, one that makes sense. Then get a second opinion. If both doctors say the same thing, or medicate you the same way, give it a try. Just don't let them shove pills down your throat till them find one that "works".

/rant