Well to put it bluntly, i'm in a shite state of affairs.

Started seeing this girl around in december 2005 and we officially finished seeing each other in august 2007, in that time i ended it with her a few times because i honestly didn't know what i wanted, we would end it for a few days and then we'd get back together, each time it would rip her heart to pieces and hurt her, i'm a cold bastard.

At the start of june i went away for about 2 months, to the other side of the country doing some shit, but i'd ring her every night to see how she was and how i was and all that, after a few weeks she started calling me by someone elses name by accident then quickly correct herself and say sorry, this would fucking annoy me, i said who the fuck is this person and she said its just some lad she goes out with as mates, so i said fair enough - trusted her.

I got back from where i was at the end of july, my head was totally fucked up, i didn't know what i was doing and somehow i had changed into an agressive bastard with a short temper, she kept on telling me i had changed but i argued with her that i hadn't - in turn, i ended it with her, now a few weeks ago i sorted myself out and went and seen her and she said she was seeing someone else now, and i said who, and its that lad she was going out with as mates when i was away, now this sounded suspect to me, naturally i still loved her and i still do now, and it wound me the fuck up, i wanted to kill this person who "worked his charm" on her while i was away, as the saying goes, the fucker.

She says she still loves me but won't get back with me because i've hurt her too many times - by finishing her, this time is different though, when i was away it made me realise what i want in life and i want her there in it for the rest of it, she just doesn't believe me though, which grips my shit because i'm so certain about it yet she won't rethink it.

Her past has been a rough one too, i don't know anyone with a worse past than her, just the shit shes been through, some mad and horrible stuff. This make me care for her more though because i want to just be there and look after her.

Just to think, we had the best times together, if she wasn't so stubborn in her fucking ways i wouldn't be writing this now.

bleh.

edit: discuss!!

Discuss?
What, the fact that you were a dick to her once too often and she had the courage to end it?
Or the fact that despite casting her away several times you claim now to 'love' her, simply because you know now you cant have her?

Move on, man.
She's found someone else, and no doubt you're a decent guy, but you dont sound as if you were great for her.

Forget about her existence.

Forget about her existence.

I intend to.

/thread.

I intend to.

/thread.


Good boy. There are more reliable ones out there.

Yeah i know, trouble is finding one.

5char

Fuck, you were such a bastard. After everything she has been through, she turned to you for support and loved you and you just tortured her. Im glad she found someone who will give her the love she needs.
I hope you find someone just like you who will torment you! Good luck

Thought this was going to be about a scat interweb page...

Yeah I'm not really sure what's going on in here.

I think I would have enjoyed a scat site discussion better though.

leave her alone. you were stubborn in your fucking ways too. one of the most painful and tedious things in a relationship is periodically being treated like shit and even when things get better you know the next fight is coming sometime and you're going to get hurt. you're better off without each other. she's made her decision and i'd say it's the right one so save both of yourselves some frustration and leave her alone and move on.

It seems everyone was expecting scat. Me too.

So who wants to hijack this thread and discuss scat?
Say aye.

I agree lets hijack. www.shit.com I've never been there I'm just throwing out a random website.

Does ass-tounging constitute as scat?

Maybe scat-lite.