I seriously cannot talk to or socialize with girls or anyone anymore for that matter. I just don't care about talking to people. It's hard to talk to friends and family and basically anyone. I have nothing to say. I seriously don't.

I remember when just a few months ago I could walk up to any girl and charm her easily and get her number. I would still have a problem following up because of this same problem (having zero interest in their "life" or "hobbies" just want sex and blowjobs, therefore having nothing to say) and even then I had problems following up but I would be OKAY. Now I can't even speak.

I can't stand it. It's like I can't really concentrate or think about anything to say. I don't relate to anyone in any significant way what so ever as to warrant a conversation.
Even when I do come out of the blue with some bullshit to say I feel unaccomplished because I feel like "Okay this is whack, I don't want to talk to you if I'm not SURE I'm gonna get some ass SOON".

I'm tired of socializing for no immediate reward. Socializing with people let alone talking to them is something I used to have a talent for (probably still do deep down) but I just can't get that charm up at all anymore. It's like if I do it's going to be so fucking tiring and too much fucking work. I'f I had the money I would pay different high class escorts of every race to blow me and fuck me anytime I pleased without having to work (mentally) for it.

How come I'm losing all my wit and charm? I'm not funny anymore I just drift through my life. I feel like my body is empty and what ever was in it is like evaporating into the air if that makes any sense.

How can I get my "game" back!!! I need it!!!! It's about the only thing I need in life other than air.

Hmm... Have you recently had a girlfriend?

No, I havent had a girlfriend ever. I never wanted one because I think it's too much for me to handle. I just had some random hook-ups and few fuck buddies. One or two girls tried to get me to go out with them but I declined (they were big time sluts)

Hmm okay... Well I had a similar experience, where I just stopped being a funny cool guy. But I think I was funny at first to make up for insecurities... Then I got a girlfriend and the funny guy disappeared. So she dumped me.

shit one...

I think the funny cool guy has been beaten out of my my numerous failed relationships and sleepless nights. I'm scared that I might not have it in me anymore. :)

-F☺rd

Lay off the drugs and alcohol? Or alternatively, start indulging in drugs and alcohol. Maybe see a shrink.