PLEASE DEL THE PREVIOUS THREAD I POSTED MODS i appologise for the error.

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***This post is pretty detailed (sorry -> scattered); but i will indicate the crucial information instead of just waiting your time with my long ass boring post**** (anything with **** next to it) + I ALSO HAVE INCLUDED @ THE BOTTOM A POINT FORM of this post!**********

Im not sure if it should be in BLTC so ill post it in the sex & affection board as well. So the mods can delete this if it belongs there.

You'll also find a point form version so u can skip all this long winded shit of mine because i really would like someone to shed some light on a problem of mine.

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1st off let me 1st appologise for any scattered/tweakish/idiotic english as i am currently on the 3rd or 4th day of a binge after not touching crystal for 2 weeks prior.
I've been smoking crystal on and off now through 2-12 day binges @ a time. I thought i experienced everything lovely tina could show me but FUCK me! was i wrong!*******************

I've been dating my gf for approx a month and a half now and she has since helped me pull me through a few addictions of mine (i.e. IV'ing smack/methcathinone & crystal) i still do indulge in crystal now and again but its either a) for a special event [metal gig -> for the mosh pit] or b) or hit the pipe with a mate of mine for no more than about 3 days max; just to give you an outline of my tollerance at this present time.

I've offered a hit off the pipe 2 my gf twice but that was not even enough to get her even remotely close to the "white & shiny effect" e.g. the warm rush of a GOOD decent hit off the glass dick.
She was a bit anxious about eventually feeling it full force as all she has got under her belt is a fair bit of pot smoking (she has now quit) and i've smoked 5-MeO-DMT with her on one occasion as well as a few SHITTY speed based MDMA tabs.

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As we are going to a Parkway Drive (Aussie Metalcore band) gig in about 4 weeks i decided to purchace about 3-4 points of crystal meth which is about $150-$200 (AUD) and so i dont go anywhere near lovely tina i suggested that my gf keep them @ her house and away from me due to hardcore fiending i get for the shit.

I plan on smoking approx 1 point to myself before heading out on the train to the gig; my gf doesnt want to touch it then due to her friends judgements of her who are also going to the gig. So we decided that we leave the other 2 @ home and when we get back; give her 1 hell of meth hit and hopefully fuck like rabbits all the way till the morning.

*****SHARDS & METAL GiG********
(instead of making a new thread about this thought id put this in here to)
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Ok theres the background info which i'd like to ask you opinions on my plan @ the moment; as i think it may be a bit flawed due to the timing; if i smoke the shards @ home; then catch the train (approx 1hr) to the city; then queue up to the gig, then the sound checks and of course the 1st 2 supporting bands (as parkway drive are headling) I think i may not acheive the duriation, i couldnt really care about the 1st 2 supporting acts im just there for parkway, and theres the slight problem of i cant bring my pipe with me due to a) nowhere to smoke the shit and b) it will obviously get destroyed in the carnage of the pit. Any thoughts on my plan in BETA atm? Some feedback would be greatly appreciated.

*****Ok heres the beginning of my problem that i came to post @ BLTC this morning*****
Yesterday my gf randomly suggested to me that she should come into school the next week (her yr11 exams are on then) and smoke shards to enhance her congnitive thinking and improve her focus (she got the idea coz i always rave about how i from time to time like to hit the pipe before TAFE and just fly through my work.) @ 1st i thought she was joking but then she kept saying how feasable it could be.... i was like hmmm ok well i suggest that i give you a small amount enough for you to gauge what the proper altered state of mind is like on it so you not in the dark next week for your exams.

She suggested that we just grab the bag that i already gave her 2 save for the gig seeing as i was getting a free bag from my dealer on saturday anyway. This was for a) for the reason i just stated and b) she had to get her english assignment finished by the next day and without a lil help from tina she would never have the motivation to do the work. (a lame excuse iknow but hey, it worked!)

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Belive it or not we got back to my place and i split the $50 bag with her and exchanged hits from each other via "shotgunning" (google it..) after this was ingested she THOROUGHLY enjoyed the euphoric rush of dopeamine and quite comfortable and managabe body high as she says lol.
So fast forward a few hours; my mate rings me asks if i can give him a lift to a nightclub and if i can bring my pipe out to him and he'il shout me a pipe or 2.
We get there pass the pipe from my mate -> me -> my gf and repeat until all smoked.
I decided to smoke as less as i could so i could give my gf quite a good hit off the dick; and to which i succeded.

We then drive back to my place; and proceed to attempt to complete/assist in the completion of her assignment; long story short we actually did finish it thanks to a lil help from tina .
Now heres the odd thing; i've always heard the stigma surrounding crystal meth and its increase of pleasure of anything sexually orientated; but never experienced it 1st hand, now my gf and I "get intimate" about 5x a week (i bet ppl will call BS on this 1)
So what i find quite odd is that both of us were both feeling consistantly mildly "horny" im not sure if thats the correct term here; we would constantly stop and pet each other etc during the assignment work; but what we never did was eventually go fuck it and throw everything off the bed and start going @ it; neither of us were game for sex during that time usually ill "stand to attention @ the slightest thing and that sets us off but i couldnt even get a hardon @ all during this time.

Now with me being up for +3-4 days i figure had something to do with it and after the work was complete i said lets just turn off all the lights and rest our eyes and bodies even if we couldnt sleep (being as i had'nt shut my eyes for about 3-4 days)
but as soon as we got into bed (we sleep naked); BANG all of a sudden my libido kicked into OVERDRIVE and in less than 1min we were onto of each other in every single conceivable position every part of my body was on fire with what seemed like an EXTREME OVERLOAD of dopamine flooding my brain!

Every single sense was hightened to the maximum; my sense of touch was both giving and receiving it was like an orgasem in itself; i noticed that the crystal increased my physical pain threshold to the point where i couldnt withstand some pretty good punishment (biteing/clawing @ my back etc) as well as a hardon that just WOULD NOT DiE! We fucked for just around an hour and a half with about 2 2min breaks after my dick became very slightly flacid but it quickly returned.
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****heres my biggest problem******* PLEASE READ***Crystal Dick? Or what?
... I like to occasionally go bearback with her and thrust about 4x-5x before i put the rubber on.. I did this action bear back twice after the breaks inbetween (in where i wore a rubber) i noticed when i pulled out whilst wearing the rubber my dick was flacid on 2 occasions but not when i with drew after bear backing her. My question/fear is that @ no point did i even notice i came! With "crystal dick" can u fuck for hours and just never cum? Or was there so much dopeamine flooding my cortex that i simply didnt notice one sensation from the other (just gives you an idea on how extreme my sense were hightened) My gf tried all she could to finish me off but no matter how much stimulation she gave me it still felt fucking amazing but never pushed me over the edge; so she eventually got so tired she asked me to stop eventually and i simply laid back and my hardon slowly died and as did my euphoria gradually bringing me back to reality and just a lil bit on the painful side as i notice in the end how hard i was going @ it.

***PLEASE BLTC/Fellow and/or EX-Tweakers i am BEGGING for any of your advice or feedback on this experience; is it common to experience it in such a heavily euphoric way? When i think of the dose i consume in total over the last 3-4 days in retrospect isnt a particuarly large dose in comparison to what i've previously experienced prior.
Perhaps it was just really HQ crystal? or the fact that i was a "virgin" via sex on crystal. So; if somone could give me some closure that could i of ejaculated inside her @ any point in time is my main concern here atm...

(btw the comdom hardly decreased the pleasure @ ALL! I dont know what the fuck was going on with my dopeamine/seretonine receptors!?)

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Heres The Point Form Edition======================
* Tuesday->Thursday smoked approx 2 points of A+ (IMO) crystal methamphetamine been awake for 3-4 days

*Thursday afternoon my gf suggests (whom has had 1 or 2 PUFFS off my pipe on 2
occasions not even giving her a noticable effect) that before both of us go on a binge together after a metal gig (see above) that she try a small portion to guage its FX on her.

*We decide to split 1 point together that i had her stash away for me so i couldnt use it before the gig. We decide to smoke the meth aswell to see how well it increases her metal cognivity with school assignments etc..

*Mate rings me up, asks if i drop my pipe off to him and he'il shout me a pipe or 2; my gf and i head over and we split another $50 (AUD) (1 point) 3 ways.
The hit that i my gf receive was quite good doses pipe as she states how euphoric she is after the hit.

*We go back 2 my place and eventually finish her assignment....
(to see the rest jsut go to the trip report section i've marked and then read down from there)
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Oh my god.

if rep was still around if give him some just for giving me lulz

your post looks far too confusing to read, so I didn't bother but i'm sure whatever it says is not good. Meth and sex. doesn't sound good. period

I'm closing this because it is about 99% BLTC material, mate.
The guys over there will probably be able to answer the "neurochemical levels in relation to spunk shooting" questions you have better than we here.

But for the little bit about sex, go get her checked out if you rthink you may have shot a couple times in her. Better to be safe than sorry.