Well anyway, im 15 and been with this girl for 2 years well call her J.

Well i havent been faithful (lol im 15 its a bit hard) but i am honest with her tho, anyway for the first 1 and half years-ish she was totaly anti-drug but i got that sorted.. so we'v been going out a while now and its same old i like her alot (couldnt call it love dont know how that feels but i do have alot of feeling for her) so for the last half a year it wasnt txt txt txt call call call it sort of calmed down see her like 2-3 times a week and its ok she dosent bug me i dont bug her, but this last half a year i losing feelings for her e.g cba to go see her or anything she always comes over to mine and i always would rather my weekends to be with friends rather then her, but she went on holiday 4 days ago and theres a txt here and there but today iv had the biggest urge to be with her and considering stopping taking ectasy and smoking pot.

I feel like doing this because i feel its making us drift apart, untill a couple of days ago i would have had the attitude, ''i do drugs take it or leave it'' if you understand what i mean, i dont normally get paranoid over her but im sat here pulling my hair out over her phones off and everything, im getting the first ''love'' feeling all over again and i dont know whats going on.

can someone please give me an idea why all these feeling are comeing rushing back? I feel like id rather her then anything and i would stop doing drugs for her i would now get off my ass and go see her also would not even consider cheating whats happening.

I know its all confusing but i am confused and was hoping some older people could tell me why this is happening.

Ask why she doesn't want to hang out? how the fuck do we know.

What? i think you mis-understood.

First thing you should do is stop taking drugs. Do that, not because of your (ex) girlfriend (she is probably fucking someone else right now) but because you, my friend, sound like a moron.
Fuck kid, your 15 and you do X regularly?
You do know that one of the side effects of the constant use of X is E.D. (a kid i knew had problems getting it up after the second time he tried it)


Shit i really don't want to answer your question but i guess i will do it because i am such a nice guy.;)

Human psychology says that we as human want what we can't have. Lets say a toddler has two toys, but is playing only with one. you take the one that he/she is not playing with and automatically the toddler will want to play with the one you took.
You are the toddler. Drugs is the toy that you are playing with right now. The toy that has been taken from you is your bitch.

Yea i respect everything you just wrote, you are proberly correct thanks for the reply.

P.s I am not stupid i limit my X use to MAX once a month and am only a social smoker. I tend not to fuck with drugs too much because in the long run they'l fuck with you.

retarded. If you want to do x, do the shit. If you want to fuck her at the same time, be quiet about the shit.


s o l v e d.

You don't know what you've got till its gone.

QFT. :'(

The fullstop button, AKA ., is right next to the /, which is next to the shift key.

Well i havent been faithful (lol im 15 its a bit hard)

You being fifteen is an excuse for cheating on your girlfriend of two years? Bullshit. Take some fucking responsibility for your actions.


Anyway, you're feeling this way because you're losing her.
Maybe because of... *gasp* your behavior!


My advice: if you value your relationship at all, cool down on the drugs. No, you don't have to stop, but at least keep it in moderation. Learn how to balance your time out between your girlfriend and your buddies.
It's all give and take, but you're who's responsible for what's going to happen.


And learn how to write a readable post. I mean, god damn.