Well as some of you may know, I've never settled into any sort of sense of truly comfortable sexuality. I seem to find guys more physically attractive, but not sexually so. I find women more sexually than physically but my problem is I'm always finding flaws with them. I don't think I'll ever truly settle into who anything and therein lies part of my problems. I can't see myself saying to everyone in life my preferences either and I'm not about to start "experimenting".

At the moment, I'm kind of just seeing random girls who at first I think "Hey, she's pretty good looking, lets see to her.."

Sooner or later I get pretty bored though, whether it's the thrill of the chase being over or I just keep finding flaws in them I don't know. So perhaps for the mean time.. I'm set to be a bastard. Phasing one girl in and phasing one girl out just for a bit of light interest. I figure whilst I'm with a girl, she's having fun, I'm having fun and I just sort of go a little quiet on her over a few days till she gets bored of chasing, never acting like it's anything serious whilst we're seeing each other. I don't really feel bad about this cos of this.

So I'm sort of musing and thinking is it gonna be this way forever? Surely somethings gonna slap me in the face to wake me up from this sort of dozy way of going through things.

Fuck one, I'm not kidding, if you cant figure it out after that than your a little more fucked than I thought. Perhaps your a-sexual.

Don't get me wrong, in all other respects I'm a perfectly normal guy.. I can operate around this, but I'm figuring I'm not gonna be totally happy, or end up being happily married with kids.

Don't think I'm asexual. I love sex with women, just it's often more because of the power trip like "Ha, I can have any woman I want."

Hopefully it will pass.
I went through a phase of only being able to get with people who turned out to be bland psychotic nutbars. I solved the problem by killing them all.

You'll work round your problems I hope.
Perhaps a bit of reverse psychology might work, as in, try to pull the ugliest, most annoying fucked up bitch you can find*.
That might teach you to appreciate beauty and non-annoyingness in females after her.


*No I'm not available.

I don't even think I could bring myself to the shame!

We'll see in time..

So do you check out guys asses as you pass them in the street?

maybe you're just bi?

I find men more physically attractive too, but that's probably because I'm so vain. I don't think women can ever look as good as men, they're just handicapped so to speak. And I'm pretty certain I'm straight, as I find women hot and willing to fuck.

I don't really have too much interest in them either. It's mostly 1 night stands, although here and there I'll keep one for a few days or weeks. I value my friends (male of female) more, but I wouldn't fuck them.

Then again, I'm nowhere near old enough to start taking life (or women) seriously.

I wouldn't worry about it, unless you really want to be tied down with a long-term girlfriend.

yeah you've got some problems. I get bored with girls too after a bit when I realize I don't really care about them at all beyond what they can do for me. I haven't been that selfish as of late though. I think rejection would be good for you and might bring you down to earth. While a good chunk of bitches ain't shit but ho's and trix there are ones that are smokin hot and get whatever the fuck they want and you gotta work hard for.

And wtf is the differance between physically and sexually? you just like to look at guys but there's a bit black dot over their dicks? WTF you're tripped. Maybe you're insecure and afraid of commitment or something. I used to enjoy fuckin a girl then dissapearin on coke for a couple days and considerin if she was worth my time later because I was too cocky. Could be same thang....

No, there is a difference. Men like Clint Eastwood look good in a way that women never could. Doesn't mean I'd fuck him. Blonde's look like shit on the other hand, but I find myself strangely attracted to their snizz.