Where are you?

I know I was raised on another planet, I knew the real world was so different than the one I wanted.But for so long I've waited for you.So long now I've looked for you.Where are you?

Isn't the woman I want out there? I just wanted the one girl who was meant to be with me, who saved herself for me.The girl who knows what she's looking for.The same thing I want.

Instead I get the game. Is this your world? Am I supposed to trick you into letting me take you, fuck you, then forget you?

I hate the game, I fucking hate it, and I hate your world.I was trash once, so close, so very close to ending it
all, God dammit.I didn't deserve anyone.

Its been so hard...just *being* here. Its been hard work, but
each day I'm up a little bit, my work, my education, my life.

Except I'm so alone.I want to wake up in the morning, and see you, know that you're with me, my girl, I want you to wear my ring, and be happy that you're with me.

What does it take to get respect in your world? Do I need to go out Saturday, meet and fuck some nameless drunk chick? Then another? I could have. I've come up since I was trash, I am strong , and the mask I wear is direct, confident.The last one, she would have, and I doubt she'd remember my name.She was so beautiful, but she was just out to "party"

I WANTED her so bad.But I didn't want *HER*
and what stopped me? A cross around my neck, symbol of a God I no longer follow, which carries the words-

"Wait For Her"

Isn't there someone honest, real, thats hates that game the way I do? God, if I could find you...I'd be so happy.

I wasted so much time, and I'm so scared I missed you.
My main question.Is the way I feel that bent? Is it so screwed up? Is "get some get gone" the only world there is?
Why?

All humans are animals
All women are whores

Perhaps there are a tiny percentage of both that aren't, but you'll never meet them

I had one once but i fucked it up. Of all the girls i've met in my life i've only met one that didn't play the game but i didn't realize what i had till it was gone.

uh

eharmony?

Too emo, didn't read.

I've been there. What the fuck is this guy talking about? The stupidity of the OP was too much to read through.

I had a hard time fallowing it too. i just assumed it was about the fact that most woman are game playing manipulative bitches...

dont worry, you didnt miss her, youll find her I was the same way, why was everyone else getting what they want? I'm not a bad person, why dont I get what I want to? but I mean I am only 20, which is so young, when the person comes, they will come and all my worries and nights I stayed up crying over some useless boy will end forever, those nights made me realize why I like this person so much, why he will be right for me. But its good that you have standards and you wont settle for someone you dont want, that will all make it so special in the end.

I am so emo:(

LOL WUT

Everyone wants a good bitch, you just have to be playin some type of game to find her. But seriously man the fuck up, do some drugs, and it'll happen eventually.

What game are you talking about?
I dont think everyone plays 'the game'.

Unless you're talking about Counter strike, then you can go fuck yourself. That game is awesome.

There's supposed to be a space after a full stop.

the head games that most woman play... counter strike is pretty awesome...

ft. meade, eh? how long have you *not* been there?

oh, and if i understood you correctly, which i probably didn't, the reason most women play 'the game' is because they've been hurt by guys that do too and got tired of getting hurt.