Ok, I know you guys remember my jealousy thread. Im mostly over that.

Anyway, she tried to break up with me after a week because her homelife is shit.

It really is. The guy she lives with got her off the streets, and off Heroin about 8 months ago.

Anyway, I kept her out till 930 the other night. She got "grounded" until Saturday. Plus the guy knows Im fucking her, and am "with" her(if she fucks around on me.....). He hates me so bad. I dont fucking care about him. I will beat his fucking ass over the past if given a chance(like he hits her in front of me)!!!

She tried breaking up with me earlier today. I told her no, if she can come up with a better reason than her homelife, then ok, we will stop being together. She says I dont need her baggage. Maybe shes right, but who is she to say what I can fucking handle? That made me mad. Her telling me what I can handle. I love her anyway. Its fucked up. I dont want to love her, I just do.

So, anyway, I told her, if she can come up with a better reason than Homelife, its ok.

I really forgot where I was going with this. Needless to say, she is still "with" me (snoggin for JK). I dont want to fucking let her go, but it almost seems like she wants to be alone.

I really think, I havnet given enough to warrent a response. Just know, Im in love, and she almost loves me. what to do, for TL/DR people.

give her some time, i mean... no one will stick around someone else if he/she doesnt want to, so if shes trying to leave, let her go mate, i know its hard at first, but you'll thank yourself at a later time if you do.

I used to be that way and it just doesn't work, as hard as it is to accept.

You're coming off to her as needy, and it's not an attractive trait.

Have some confidence in yourself and let her go. She'll come back if it was meant to be, any other way, you're doomed to a relationship of unfulfillment.

She's trying out the independent woman role. I think you did the right thing. You didn't "suffocate her with your feelings", but you also weren't emotionless, so you should be fine. Go on as if nothing happened, but do go to great lengths to help her with he baggage.

she wants to be alone.

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