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This could go in B&M, SG, HB, and god knows where else, but lets keep it here for shits and giggles.
For a little background info, its been about a year or so since i've had sex, it was partially the lack of women, and partially my own belief system (Buddhism)
I broke down today and gave in to this girl who likes me. Things we're going happy, and she kept fondling my nutsack and I was happy fingering her. Things went to hell as soon as I let my mind wander, I thought about a girl whos company I do enjoy, but I never let anything happen because of my Buddhist nature. As soon as I thought about her I came rather hard, and the chick gave me the look like WTF did you just do? So for another uncomfortable 10 minutes where my penis was chilling happily, I was about ready to have a mental breakdown. I was violating everything I believed in, I was about to have sex with some chick who I hardly knew, and didn't really want to. I ended up making some bullshit story and got out of it.
To make this conversation worthy and not just a rant, has anyone else ever come to the realization they didn't want to be where they were a little too late?
Oh, the best part is she's desperately in love with me now. Woe the teenage years :p
In short: I was cockblocked by a chick 2 hours away, it all worked out good because I didn't want to have sex with this chick anyhow. However she thinks I can't last to save my life now.
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Edit: Shit, I ment to post in S&A, oh well.