that is very true, i never said anything about that. but if your not yet dating and be all sweet, and explain you got jealous because you really liked her and told her you want her to be yours and what not, she'll take it as a sweet thing and be like "awww..." but if your dating and never showed any signs of being jealous before and just mention it, it can defiantly backfire bigtime.
props to you for bringing it up.

It sounds like you're not ready for a relationship.

she's nervous now because she thinks she made herself too comfortable w/ u and you dont like her back like she likes you. so even if you liked her a little, her talking to other guys will get your attention, which it did. now its your turn to respond. =P and good luck w/ the talking. ^.^

Well I was playing Scrabble with her today and last night and she did seem really nervous cause she was constantly biting her lip since she was sitting like 4 feet across the table. It could be a good way to improve my relationship with her.

Thanx for good luck :)

who? pisstest?
mehh, he's fine.

Well I was playing Scrabble with her today and last night and she did seem really nervous cause she was constantly biting her lip since she was sitting like 4 feet across the table. It could be a good way to improve my relationship with her.

Thanx for good luck :)

just ^.^
=P
lol.
but she defiantly likes you, if she was doing as u said, which, i dont see why would make up nervousness and biting lips for her?
anyways. ( =
still, just goodluck w/ talking and what not.
n idk, as an experiment, try holding her hand sometime just while talking, or when you two sit down and she's sitting far away, move in right next to her and hold her hand or pur ur arm around her, or ask if you can if your not too bold of a person and care about her rejecting you. =P tell me how that goes ^.^

There was a time when she was laying by me and she had he arm stretched towards me and her hand was face up with palm open. Seemed like she wanted me to hold her hand then but Ill think about the holding her hand idea. I think I should smile a lot more to see if it makes her less nervous but should I smile when I catch her staring at me? And could she be in love with me and thats why she is nervous?

could be, but when a girl stares, they usually want you to smile back at them and they're usually thinking about something sweet w/ u.

(and incase your wondering im not full of crap, like i said my best friend is a chick, and so happens to be my g/f, so i can ask her all these weird ass questions and not get weird remarks and what not.)

Well I do love her a lot and I would do anything to not lose her. It just hurts when she ignores me and I just lose myself sometimes when the pain becomes too much. She flirts with my other bro but it seems like shes in denial when she does because she justs calls stuff like fat and crap but if it isnt its nothing too serious cause she seems to flirt with me and give me attention even when hes around. I remember when she was hanging downstairs with my bro and I took it too serious and I lost my mind and I ended taking the darkest walk of my life. I walked to this small park at midnight and just layed on a bench crying for about a half hour. I got to just hope that her and my older bro are just close. Also Ill try smiling the next time she stares at me.

hah, k. you act like my friend. =P
he has huge problems w/ his g/f, and anytime something wrong happens he just takes off walking in the middle of the night to the park in our neighborhood and lays down on the pinic table.
when is the next time youll see her?

Well I forgot to mention she is my sis's friend and she constantly sleeps over and she just left the living room right now which is where I am, to go to my sis's room to sleep.

ohh damn, dude. lmao. just get all snuggly w/ her tonight, and lay down with her and cuddle, after you warm up your flirting with her and when she stares smile and what not stuff. id say go all out right now. =P

Well Id rather not because:

1). My older bro is sleeping in the living room.

2). Its hard to talk to her sometimes or flirt because she has a lot of mood swings so right now doesnt seem like the best time.

Id rather wait until tomorrow.

lmao. good deal then.

Well If it was just me and her Id at least talk to her but thats not the situation right now so yea I wait until tomorrow.

welp. once again, good luck and im going to sleep. i gotta wake up bright and early at 6 and run a nice 3 miles under 6minute mile pace. =/ so basically i need my damned sleep. fuck cross country, even though i love it<3

Lol I think I might too. I tell you how it turns out tomorrow. Good Night.

stop smoking weed.

stop smoking weed.

Who? And I dont think weed is any of our problems right now. lol

stop smoking weed.

i cant do drugs. i run and bike and swim... im as fit as can be. =P
and i have asthma and im allergic to smoke. ^.^
so no weed for me just incase you were directing that towards me?
-.-

Guess what? Still don't know if shes totally into me, but I think Ive calmed down with my jealousy. Fucking hard man. But I shan't be a controlling asshole. I did forget the flowers this morning, but its OK. I didn't see her at lunch. I saw her driving away. Apparently, I left to early. Hopefully Ill get to see her tonight or tomorrow. We both got off so lets see what happens.

d'oh. lunch thing sucks. but ig just repost once you see her? =P lol.

Of course, you now have to see this to its end. Its your duty. Yes, duty.

Nah, I really appreciate the advice and shit.

If only I could find my camera, I would take pictures of her eyes and post em.

hah. obsessed little person you. tisk tisk.
>=P
did you guys have an fun flirty time at work today at all though?

She wasnt there. : ( I kept looking for her though. Its a habit, not stalking, I promise. And I do have a small problem with obssesion, but thats for later.

lol no, that's not a problem. im the same way about that w/ my g/f.
=P n she's the same way too so it works out. lol

Dont go for girls like that. If you were her boyfriend she would cheat on you.
Learn to hate her because those are the type of girls that are going to have worthless lives, used up pussys, and five illegitimate children.

that makes no sense what so ever?
it means overly jealous so therfore wouldnt do anything.
morooon. n plus, i know my g/f doesnt/wouldnt ever cheat on me because #1. she cant go anywhere/do anything because her parents are dicks (asians)
#2 we're best friends n have been before we went out, so i know her as a person not only as a g/f
#3 being jelaous and curious about eachother is good and keeps us in check so we never even think about flirting w/ another
#4 that means we share myspace/facebook/aim/etc. passwords.
#5 im pretty that sums up how i know girls like that dont cheat, so i have no idea what your talking about? it means they care more. dickweed.

and only calling you a moron if your talking about what i said about my g/f who we both constantly look for eachother n etc....? otherwise.
( = sorry for misundertand ^.^

So I got to hang out with girlie. It was fucking nice. Got some kisses in. I just wish she had more time out. I dont know why, but the people she lives with wont let her out much. Its a complicated situation, thats probably going to need to be addressed.

Right now, Im only going to look on the happy side. Unless she cheats on me. Then, who knows what will happen?

Im about to go steal some flowers for tomorrow.

haha. w00t. congratz.
>=D
be so sweet so wont want to cheat.
thats my theory. =P

I used to do something like that. I used to walk my dogs everyday after school just to see the girl I like.

I used to do something like that. I used to walk my dogs everyday after school just to see the girl I like.

eh, nothing wrong w/ that. like thursday i have to go my g/fs counsins neighbor hood and just look like an average person running, just to see her at their nerighborhood pool. but if no older familes members are there w/ her. >=D hell yeah party time.

n ooh, did u ever do anything w/ that chick u like stealth bio?

Well when she was all forward with her feelings for me, I never did anything sexual or anything. She used to touch me a lot, sit on my lap, I use to give her piggy back rides. There was a time I was flirting with her and she got onto my lap area like she was going to ride me and she put her face close to mine and smiled and she most likely wanted to make out but I kind of got scared because she did it too quick. But this day, I highly regret not making out with her. Here are some questions I asked on yahoo answers, which has some stories with her.

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=AoAig5JkfPSxSU1ny70NXL_sy6IX?qid=200612 27153734AAneEiy

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=AgzQL4HKK2TohvUP3697LZzsy6IX?qid=200701 04152447AA687PE

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=AsJ9lJYWCIHyNwm0FsIuMgXsy6IX?qid=200702 24004501AAzgLmA

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=AhkFNUoaCMCtpwY3QSt_iNjsy6IX?qid=200705 15153507AA0Oap2

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=AqE6J2y41uRlqRcPnbModKbsy6IX?qid=200705 29183025AAU3oPD

well, to the last one, yeahh, she likes you.
=P thats just official. id say just flirt w/ her n see where it goes now.

be so sweet so wont want to cheat.
thats my theory. =P

Cant be too sweet. She doesnt like that. I dont wanna be that sweet anyway.

Thats the thing. She seems like she doesnt want to make it obvious that she likes me. Most of the time she flirts with me its in front of someone that knows she likes me or my dumbass sister. If I go to flirt with her verbally shell say "shut up". Sometimes I have success, sometimes I dont. She is really unpredictable.

Cant be too sweet. She doesnt like that. I dont wanna be that sweet anyway.

then fuck her so good she doesnt want another fucker. hah.

kinda weird? idk just approach her somenight and get her alone and ask her 1 on 1 if she likes you. my only suggestion.

then fuck her so good she doesnt want another fucker. hah.

I hope I can.

Man I havent had sex in almost a year, and she doesnt like getting oral. She likes giving head though. I dont like getting head, but love licking a woman to orgasm. Fucking weird, my last girl was like that.

Anyway, Im going to lick this bitches pussy right, so then she will love me!! ROAR!! lol, just kidding about the love part.

well I know its weird but maybe its because she doesnt want to flirt with me so its not obvious that she likes me? Cause when she flirts with me sometimes she does it uncontrollably and heres an example today of her unpredictableness

She said something about not getting her report card and I simply said "Did you pass?" and she started screaming at me in a friendly way and she seems to lean down like someone kicked her hard in the stomach each time she screams at me in a friendly way.

I hope I can.

Man I havent had sex in almost a year, and she doesnt like getting oral. She likes giving head though. I dont like getting head, but love licking a woman to orgasm. Fucking weird, my last girl was like that.

Anyway, Im going to lick this bitches pussy right, so then she will love me!! ROAR!! lol, just kidding about the love part.

lmao. =P

She said something about not getting her report card and I simply said "Did you pass?" and she started screaming at me in a friendly way and she seems to lean down like someone kicked her hard in the stomach each time she screams at me in a friendly way.

im confused on what you mean? -.-

Ill try to explain as best as I can:

http://www.mountaineermusing.com/telethon3.jpg

A leaned down position like the kid in white and she starts off screaming at me(ill explain that after i explain this) and gradually leans down like so in the pic as she screams at me.

Well It is really hard to explain the screaming thing. Like I said, she'll scream at me in a nice way.

uhh? interesting? lol.

She also tends to be protective of me sometimes. Like if my sister is bothering me about something like letting her use the computer when Im on or her stealing my food, She'll tell my sister to stop. Also whenever another girl is around she'll try to flirt with me first or talk with me first. But then again, theres times when I get mad at her for not talking to me and saying shut up(she doesnt say it in a mean way though) when I try to talk to her that I just think "Wtf she wants to show that Im hers in front of people but she doesnt deserve to be mine if she doesnt pay attention to me"

zomg. okay. now i know, my friend across the street had this SAME problem, idky it just hit me? this chick wouldnt EVER let him date any other girls, but she would date other guys n etc etc. n claimed she never liked him n all that, n was really good friends w/ him for years, and even spent the night at his house and never made a move on him cept little childish friendly flirting, not enough to really get a clue. but we recently found out because he went out w/ this other girl n had sex w/ her n lost his virginity. she went absolutly MAD! because we never knew, n she was absolutly majorly in LOVE with him. n i mean dude, she would throw a hissy fit if he EVER talked to another girl. she just NEVER EVER wanted to ADMIT it. so id say confront her and say you like her, no doubt.

Yea she did seem to get mad when me, my small cousin and the other girl that likes me was downstairs and my cousin went to my old room and said "you still have those sex stains on your bed?" (although they were my cousins because he used to use my room to have sex with girls) and she looked at me and said "What!?" in a kind of pissed off way. She also gets pissed off when I talk and flirt with the other girl that likes me. She'll just stare at me with this pissed off look in her eyes. The only reason I talk to the other girl that likes me is because she is a lot easier to talk to because she'll at least talk to me. Also the girl that I like, her eye color seems to change depending on her mood. When she's mad its dark hazel and when shes happy its green mixed with hazel.

her eye color seems to change depending on her mood. When she's mad its dark hazel and when shes happy its green mixed with hazel.

she's a mutant alien who needs to feed off your teenage human semen to survive on, screw her quick. hah.
umm, yeah, idk, just approach her w/ that question some time soon ig?

Well Ill just question her about the stuff she does the next time she stares at me and we're alone.

Im going to bed so talk to you tomorrow.

kk. night.

You think she is in denial when she flirts with my brother? although he is not a big problem since she has on many occasions to show more attention to me than him.

So, Im doing better. Her and her mom were talking about the past shit, and I only got slightly jealous. She does have a lot of baggage though.

All girls have that though right? Hope I can handle it.

Well you cant do anything about what happened in her past, just got to live with it.

In my situation, I really fucking pissed at her because it seems like she keeps toying with my fucking feelings and she gets mad when I talk to other girls but its ok for her to talk to other boys. She should be grateful that she can be with me. She knows that most of my other sister's friends like me. So many girls stare at me in school and I had a chance to go out with 2 girls this year but I limited myself only to talking to them just so I can try to be with her. I just feel like hurting her feelings so bad now.

Kick that bitch to the curb. You dont need the stress in your life. Maybe she wants her feelings hurt? I met a chick like that once or twice.

Some women get off on knowing how much they piss you off. That was my last girlfriend.

Yea but it sucks when you're deeply in love with her and your sub-conscious won't let her go. I have tried so many times to get over her. I have gone from crying myself to sleep to not talking to her at all. I had little success.

I just said this, but it works.


She takes shits, just like you or me. She isnt that special. Not if she makes you go through this. I really shouldnt be talking though.

Well yea you shouldnt. I just need to see what countdown2chaos says and I just need to cool off.

I know. I just didnt want you feeling lonely.

Well I still want to ask her if she likes me the next time she stares at me and we're kind of alone but I really dont know what to do. Its so hard to talk to her though. I cant think of anything to talk to her about. The most I could do is comments and simple questions and that even seems desperate.

I cant think of anything to talk to her about. The most I could do is comments and simple questions and that even seems desperate.

I have the same problem. I just try not to babble too much. Still feel like an ass though.

She is kinda easy to talk to, but some shit makes me uncomfortable. That I will have to deal with, because most of it is just in my head. I hope........

I know its pure mental but I dont always try to feel desperate. I tried saying some stuff yesterday but she really just responded by nodding her head no or yes. So in my head I was like "WTF YOU WANT ME TO TALK TO YOU BUT YOU CANT EVEN SPEAK TO ME OR TRY TO EXTEND THE CONVERSATION!" Then she asked me something about the movie we were watching and she seemed pretty happy asking me too so I was whatever.

Well I have a good positive update.

Well after she went into the pool I went to the bathroom to pee and I saw her spongebob toothbrush. So I told her "Nice spongebob toothbrush." and she smiled and said "Thank You." and then we actually had a decent conversation in the living room while watching tv after that. So it seems like things are going good. It almost seems like she is putting me through tests to make me the perfect boyfriend or something. Its weird. She started talking to me more after I stopped getting jealous with her talking to my bro and crap.

Im not so happy. Im getting tired of waiting to bang this chick. She says she wants to, then something always comes up. We both work at 1 tomorrow, so Im gonna call her up, and try to get over her house before work.

If this doesnt work out, Im done. Fuck being played. If she wants to have fun at someone elses expense, it aint gonna fuckin be me!!! I even stopped drinking for her. Well, myself to, but more her.

I just dont know anymore. Fucking women, know they got ya by the short and curlies (if you dont shave).

Fuck! Im fucking pissed off!!!


Edit: Now Im REALLY fucking pissed. I do belive Im getting played. I would cry if I wasnt so pissed off. Fuck this bitch. Let her fucking do whatever. ROAR!

I just started job training today and I really dont want to work although Im 17, I just cant take the depression, stress and the fact that I cant see her that much it just sucks. Im about to go fucking crazy. I cant talk much right now but Ill double post lolz in a few minutes.

Ive decided to say Fuck that bitch. I dont need this fucking drama in my fucking life. Fuck head games. Fuck women. Fuck fucking everyone!!!

"Fuck women." Kind of true to me sometimes. I hate the fact that love is nothing but a highly fucking addictive drug.

Anyways, theres so many times I wish I never met her last April If I knew everything was going to turn out like this. I get so depressed when I look back at all the good times we had together last summer. Our relationship was so perfect. We loved each other so much but never made out once. I basically fell in love with her just through flirting and being close with her. When I met her I never had any interest in her until she just started flirting with me the second she met me. I just want to tell her a second time about how I feel except this time in person.

Do it man. Fuck it. If she likes you like you say, she will be very happy. Maybe she wants you to make the first move? Ive missed out on women because I didnt know/too shy to recognize it.

Well my she im'd me on AIM like 5 minutes ago. She asked who was at my house. Got me really happy though. So I asked "Why do you want to know?" She says "just wondering"

It turns out to be my fucking sister using her sn. WTF!

About what you said, Im getting so many mixed signals from her that I dont know. Honestly I think she wants me to make a move. That maybe why she started a conversation with me today.

Go for it bro!! Rah rah siscomba

that makes no sense what so ever?
it means overly jealous so therfore wouldnt do anything.
morooon. n plus, i know my g/f doesnt/wouldnt ever cheat on me because #1. she cant go anywhere/do anything because her parents are dicks (asians)
#2 we're best friends n have been before we went out, so i know her as a person not only as a g/f
#3 being jelaous and curious about eachother is good and keeps us in check so we never even think about flirting w/ another
#4 that means we share myspace/facebook/aim/etc. passwords.
#5 im pretty that sums up how i know girls like that dont cheat, so i have no idea what your talking about? it means they care more. dickweed.

and only calling you a moron if your talking about what i said about my g/f who we both constantly look for eachother n etc....? otherwise.
( = sorry for misundertand ^.^
Not you fucking retard. Did I quote you? NO!
Fuck off!

Not you fucking retard. Did I quote you? NO!
Fuck off!

lolz^^^ he didnt quote anyone, which is why i said if me. =P
but that sucks pisstest. n stealth bio, as i said lots of times. still good luck x.x :thumbs up:

Yea but I get so nervous each time she comes to my house since she gives me mixed signals. I want to tell her so bad that I like her or ask if she likes me but I havent had a chance yet. Theres so many stares she gives me that I could tell she wants me.

Example:

One time I was on the couch sitting down at midnight watching tv while she was awake laying down on a pullout couch mattress that was on the floor. So she decides to put on MTVHits (that stupid 24/7 music video channel) and a song comes on. So she has her head on a pillow turned towards me and she asked "Isnt this song your brother was listening to before" (since he was on the computer listening to music and he had his headphones blasting) I simply looked at her and nicely said no. She just stared at me for about 6 seconds before she turned her head forward towards the tv. So basically the next I find her giving me a stare that she wants me, Im just going to ask her "Do you like me?"

Yea but I get so nervous each time she comes to my house since she gives me mixed signals. I want to tell her so bad that I like her or ask if she likes me but I havent had a chance yet. Theres so many stares she gives me that I could tell she wants me.

Example:

One time I was on the couch sitting down at midnight watching tv while she was awake laying down on a pullout couch mattress that was on the floor. So she decides to put on MTVHits (that stupid 24/7 music video channel) and a song comes on. So she has her head on a pillow turned towards me and she asked "Isnt this song your brother was listening to before" (since he was on the computer listening to music and he had his headphones blasting) I simply looked at her and nicely said no. She just stared at me for about 6 seconds before she turned her head forward towards the tv. So basically the next I find her giving me a stare that she wants me, Im just going to ask her "Do you like me?"

x.x sounds exactly like me before i met my g/f. jeeze. n id hate myself for being like that.

Well Im not saying that I said no in a mean way. I said it in a relaxed voice. She prolly stared at me because she wants me.

no no no, i know lol. that's what i mean, i never asked questions or did at all at the right time or took oppritunities i had until the g/f i have now. lol. =P sorry 4 the confusion. ^.^

Sucks that it was my sister on aim not her :(

yeah? how/why would ur sis be on her aim...?

Shes sleeping over her house tonight.

You should punch your sister in the nose for that shit. Just make sure youre not jumping to conclusions.

lolz.

Well yea I should for her getting me all happy that I thought it was her(girl I like) actually talking to me then I get a message saying heii its me *sister's name*.

Now it seems like things can be taking a big turn. My stepmom and my dad like officially broke up and I most likely have to move. Im just, most likely, staying in town at least. Ill prolly cry If I do move even though im not moving far but still.

Ive never met a girl or seen a girl as perfect as her. She has the nicest eyes Ive ever seen, she has a great personality, a nice tan skintone and the sexiest body. I just want to spend the rest of my life with her. Now it seems like I may not. :(

dude that sucks...
(btw, just im her how you feel atm? like, exatly that last paragraph.)
the end. thatd be pwnzered.

I feel like crying basically. Thats really it.

) '=
why dont u just tell her and explain ur situation/side of the story to her, ur on aim n she's on aim right?

Well she got off like an hour ago and I really dont want to talk to her about it through computer just like the way I told her I liked her through myspace which then created this awkward scary feeling between us for about a week.

ooh lol. yeah i forgot about that. reading about that in the (yahoo?) page questions or w/e? not sure? but yeah, gotcha. n welp idk, if you do move, time will take care of the getting over her, and then there's always alot more girls? n if you dont move. yey. n just take ur time ig? =P

I really dont think Ill concentrate on girls for a long time If I move and dont see her.

I really dont want even want to work now because of all this. I cant even spend vacation next week with her which is now really fucking pissing me off because I have fucking job training.

-.-

^-all i have to say.

All this shit Im saying is so useless without actions =/

Going car shopping so talk to you tomorrow :(

bring me one back.

I opened a car door last night and some how the alarm still managed to go off lolz.

Now I think Im moving today and its sadly.....out of town. Now I dont even know what to do. If anything Ill prolly spill my feelings out to her in an im If I really do move out of town :(

I dont even know how to feel about her now. I want to get over her consciously but my subconscious wants me to stay in love with her. I actually didnt smile back at her when she asked me to answer the phone. Should I just ignore her the best I can or should I try to talk to her some more?

How far away are you moving? Got a ride? If youre not coming back, just tell her. If youre coming back, tell her.

Ill prolly be staying at my uncles which is out of town for a little bit then I moving into this apartment which 5 minutes from my house. I even got my self fired from my job today by not going to training because I was so emotional. Feels like Im going to get rejected If I tell her. I want to show her that shes hurting my feelings through my actions.

ohh? why?
to the showing her through ur actions, or, how will you plan to do that?

Im about to breakdown and cry. I really dont know what to do.

n idk wut to say? -.-

This is so damn hard.........

/agreed.

Yea Im just gonna cry tonight =/

good luck w/ that, idt im gonna sleep tonight at all, and i have to run tomarrow too...jeeze. my minds going crazy atm.

I should :/

hah, so no action from ur vacation? =/ man, this girl is confusing dude.

Well I couldnt get any because shes always with my sis or vise-versa(sp?) And last Wednesday is when she just randomly started being all forward with her feelings again. I shouldve gotten more fucking cuddly with her Thursday. All I had to say was "get comfortable then." Then I couldve had her laying on me.

ouch, oh well, are you still going for her now though? or still see her like you use to on a regular basis since moving?

Well I didnt move yet. I think my stepmom and dad are trying to work out their relationship a little.

Well she left about an hour after we got back yesterday afternoon and I havent seen her since because shes hanging out with her cousin. Im going to try to still go for her since Im not going to get over her as long as I keep seeing her and also since I love her too much. She im'd me on AIM last night but It was confusing. We had a good convo but she wanted me to get off so my bro could go on so she can yell at him and she kept saying at one point GET OFF after everything I said.

whaa? she wanted you to get off so she could yell at your brother? was she yelling, or flirting? because man, she seems like she's flirting w/ everyone. -.-

Shes the really flirty and hyper type but she flirts different with me though and I know she flirts with people she doesnt even like at all. She said my bro is cute but its nothing major.

oh, hm, man, i would of gave up by now. XD shit, you must really love her for real, what did she say when she was all forward w/ her feelings?

When she started flirting with my bro awhile back, I thought she got over me and I got really depressed and I just wanted to die.

Yea love is the only thing that has gotten me this far. Ive learned so much about her. She didnt say anything when she was all forward with her feelings. She just shows them. She'll make it seem like Im her boyfriend. She cracked up at things that had little humour in them, she behind me and held onto my shoulders in the pool, she grabbed my wrist and jumped in the pool with me, she tried to mess me up when I was playing games at the arcade, she hits me all the time. Couple of others too, but you should get the point.

yeah, but could it just be she's being friendly, or treating you like everyone else she flirts with? or is it different?

No she doesnt do this to anyone else. She's the first one or only one to crack up at my jokes. Ex: My cousin stole her cell phone while we over there and she simply stood in front of him when he was sitting down and asked for it back and reached to a little to grab it.

I was playing goldfish with my sisters and her and I lied about the cards I had and she wanted to see them and she climbed on top of me to get the cards.

She does stuff like that just so she can touch in some way.

ahh, icee, well then that's cool/nice. ig just keep talking to her.
XD

She does do some stuff that seems friendly but I think she does it because shes in love with me. How else would she still like me from the day she met me (Around the end of April 2006) up to now?

ahh, then just keep at her, and soon enough you'll get the gold hopefully.
haha. try and kiss her sometime, see what she does, im interested in hearing that.

Well its hard getting her alone to make out with her.

oh lol, then uhh, just kiss her cheek? XD
who will care then?
( =

Id rather make out with her alone

good deal w/ me man. hah.

Well I really want to be with her now because I can truly love her rather than be infatuated like last summer. The love I felt last wednesday felt so good because it seemed like we were actually together.

Lolz I talk too much about how I feel.

lol. who cares if you do. =P is it sex and affection? ^.^

lol thats true.

Im going to miss being in the jacuzzi with her, although it was a public one.

well damn, at least you too get to check eachother out.
^.^ always fun, esp. when both of you know what your looking at, haha. makes things interested. ^.^

Well she does have a nice bubble butt but I usually look at her face more. Felt good though when she stared at me cause she was only about 4 feet away and she was directly across from me :)

haha nice. i think its funny when someone checks out a girl and they know. XD
then reacy positive to it 0.o?

Each time I catch her staring at me she says something random or sings a random part from a random song (thats what she did what I caught her staring at me in the jacuzzi)

you should be like "quit starring and take it, rawr."

She did however complain to me when I look at her. She was like stop staring at me then she would cover her face with something for like 10 seconds.

hah, then dont look at her face, just aim below the shoulders. ^.^

Lolz, it got me kind of pissed off in a funny way. I was like wtf look at me all the time but its not ok for me to look at you (said it in my head, not to her)

Lol its funny how many pics she has of herself on my hard drive because she uses my sis's camera and I just look at them when Im bored (not in a perverted way though, I dont masturbate to them)

Well this sucks. My stepmom is moving out by Wednesday so that means my sisters are too. So basically Friday was the last time I saw her and I wont be seeing her for a while ;_;

If your having girl problems I feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one

[Verse One]
I got the rap patrol on the gat patrol
Foes that wanna make sure my casket's closed
Rap critics that say he's "Money Cash Hoes"
I'm from the hood stupid what type of facts are those
If you grew up with holes in your zapitos
You'd celebrate the minute you was having doe
I'm like fuck critics you can kiss my whole asshole
If you don't like my lyrics you can press fast forward
Got beef with radio if I don't play they show
They don't play my hits well I don't give a shit SO
Rap mags try and use my black ass
So advertisers can give em more cash for ads...fuckers
I don't know what you take me as
or understand the intelligence that Jay-Z has
I'm from rags to ritches nigga I ain't dumb
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me

[Chorus]
99 Problems but a bitch ain't one
If you having girl problems I feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me

[Verse Two]
The year is '94 and in my trunk is raw
In my rear view mirror is the mother fucking law
I got two choices yall pull over the car or
bounce on the double put the pedal to the floor
Now I ain't trying to see no highway chase with jake
Plus I got a few dollars I can fight the case
So I...pull over to the side of the road
And I heard "Son do you know why I'm stopping you for?"
Cause I'm young and I'm black and my hats real low
Do I look like a mind reader sir, I don't know
Am I under arrest or should I guess some mo?
"Well you was doing fifty five in a fifty four"
"License and registration and step out of the car"
"Are you carrying a weapon on you I know alot of you are"
I ain't stepping out of shit all my papers legit
"Do you mind if I look round the car a little bit?"
Well my glove compartment is locked so is the trunk and the back
And I know my rights so you gon' need a warrent for that
"Aren't you sharp as a tack are some type of lawyer or something?"
"Or somebody important or something?"
Nah I ain't pass the bar but I know a little bit
Enough that you won't illegally search my shit
"Well see how smart you are when the K-9's come"
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me

[Chorus X2]

[Verse Three]
Now once upon a time not too long ago
A nigga like myself had to strong arm a hoe
This is not a hoe in the sense of having a pussy
But a pussy having no God Damn sense, try and push me
I tried to ignore him and talk to the Lord
Pray for him, cause some fools just love to perform
You know the type loud as a motor bike
But wouldn't bust a grape in a fruit fight
The only thing that's gonna happen is i'mma get to clapping
He and his boys gon' be yapping to the captain
And there I go trapped in the kit kat again
Back through the system with the riff raff again
Fiends on the floor scratching again
Paparazzi's with they cameras snapping them
D.A. tred to give the nigga the shaft again
Half-a-mil for bail cause I'm African
All because this fool was horrasin them
Trying to play the boy like hes saccarin
But ain't nothing sweet 'bout how I hold my gun
I got 99 problems but being a bitch ain't one
Hit me

[Chorus X3]

You're crazy for this one Rick
It's your boy

Yea that didnt help much