Something strange happened today

For the first time I could imagine killing my s/o. I won't but I understood why some people do it. This never has happened to me before. I never thought I could kill anyone even in the most hypothetical world.


Granted it's almost 4 am and I went to sleep at 4am yesterday and woke up at 10, hungover, so I'm running kinda low on gas. It has been even more intensified because I have had the worst hour of my life right now because of her self centered cuntness. It's the end of the hour and who knows it might become two hours.

I've imagined destroying everything that means something to our relationship and walking out. Pretending it was all good but be making the fall become so much worse. I really want to ruin her life.

Who else has this imagination?

Yeah if you feel that, it's time to change the locks and throw her clothes out onto the street.

It hurts, but it kinda has to be done.

If you feel like you want to hurt her now, how are you going to feel however far in the future it is when you're married and have kids?
You'll feel obligated to stay and trapped by your own morals.

Obviously she has done something to make you feel this way, if it was so bad that you cant forgive her for what she did then do that yoyobek said and toss that bitch out..
If it was just something minor then i think you should go visit hospital..
just kidding ;) but seriously, maybe your just over reacting? if its too bad for you to handle then tell her so, if not then work past it!

Even with how vivid and detailed my imagination is, I can't bring myself to imagine that. I'm not even going to try.

:(

I have not only had to imagine it but plan for it/plan it in detail. :(

It is soul destroying.

Well if you need some help, you know my Email.

(I'm assuming you're refering to wifey not OC)

You HAD to imagine and plan it? What?

You HAD to imagine and plan it? What?

Yes. Life isn't always nice, y'know?

Of course not. It's beyond the realm of my consideration.

Yes. Life isn't always nice, y'know?

perhaps you could elaborate on this.
seems like an interesting story.

*looks at my hands, wild eyed.*

We all get a little crazy, sometimes...

I can imagine killing anyone, although I've never done it. I blame it on Totse.

You can do anything if you really have to.

One of my pet mice got paralysed somehow recently. And the idea of killing it seemed so fucked up and horrible, it made me flinch and find a way to put off killing it each time. Untill one day it got so sick and so clearly in pain I put it in a bag and crushed it quickly.

If you have to do something, no matter how horrible, you'll do it.

I woulda thrown it in the microwave.

It's the only way to go.

I would have fed it to my snake.

I woulda eviscerated it and eaten its insides while it squirmed in agony.

I blame TOTSE!

in the words of Chris rock

if you haven't contemplated murder you ain't been in love
if you haven't seriously thought about killing the mother fucker you ain't been in love
if you haven't had can of rat poison in your hand and looked at it for 45 minutes straight you ain't been in love
if you haven't put shovel in a bag and a rug to roll their ass up in you ain't been in love
if you haven't practised your alibi in front of the mirror you ain't been in love
and the only thing that stopped you from killing this mother fucker is a episode of CSI

0.o i couldnt never even consider thinking about killing my g/f. lol.

0.o i couldnt never even consider thinking about killing my g/f. lol.

Then you ain't in love...

I have dreams about it. =) Romantic, no?

I would have fed it to my snake.

I would have fed it to a snake, except I dont have one and guinea pigs are vegetarian.

HATE, if you think microwaving a creature is a good way to go you're even more retarded than I thought you were.

Go look up microwaves and how they work. Or, if you cant do that get your mother to read it aloud for you. Chop chop.

I would have fed it to a snake, except I dont have one and guinea pigs are vegetarian.

HATE, if you think microwaving a creature is a good way to go you're even more retarded than I thought you were.

Go look up microwaves and how they work. Or, if you cant do that get your mother to read it aloud for you. Chop chop.

I don't think it'd be a good way to go.

I just get hungry sometimes.

I think about killing pretty much everyone I know on a daily basis.

I don't think it'd be a good way to go.

I just get hungry sometimes.


Ah right. I'm sorry, I misunderstood you. :(


Anyway a a cripple mouse it got really skinny and icky. Nothing to eat really, unless you were planning to boil it to make a nice broth.

Ah right. I'm sorry, I misunderstood you. :(


Anyway a a cripple mouse it got really skinny and icky. Nothing to eat really, unless you were planning to boil it to make a nice broth.

Maybe jerky... mouse jerky.

For some reason yes. It's definitely distubring but I think its pretty common.

Slightly different from what your talking about now but, i know a guy that did accidently killed his long term girlfriend a few weeks ago in a car crash. He was at the wheel and spun the car whilst dangerously overtaking somebody on a corner, an oncoming mpv hit her side of the car and she died there. He got away with a broken arm.

His life has been ripped apart and now he will also face a prison sentance.

Actually a more humane and natural way to dispose of that mouse would have been to seek out an owner of a snake and let him get a nice meal out of it. Granted it would have to be a smaller snake, because something the size of a burmese python usually needs a guinea pig or other similar size to have a full meal.

I imagine stabbing people to death all the time. It's not just sick; it's sexual... like Achilles and Penthelisea. Hearing them moan in my mind arouses me.

You're a picquerist.

Assuming you weren't trolling.