I have girl problems

There a two girls Emma and Bella, Emma was my first real girlfriend she was my everything and my world I will hold onto her in my heart for ever and still love her to this very day, Bella is a girl I met over the internet the first time I met her I asked her out (I was drunk but that no excuse) that exact same night she told me she loved me.

Three days ago Emma rang me because I didn't ring her when I said I would on Friday (I thought she would ring me this is before Bella) she sent me an email on the Wednesday before this telling me she was happy with her life as it is now (which is a blatant lie because its empty) now for the phone call Bella was right next to me by the end of the phone call Emma was crying and Bella was curious

I told her who it was and Emma sent me a message saying she just wanted to hear my voice I showed it to Bella (such a dick move) and we talked it out into the early hours of the morning.

The next day in the exact same position going to the exact same location I get a phone call from Emma this time she apologizes because he know I have a girlfriend I put her on the phone to Bella and tell her she can apologize herself when I get the phone back Emma is in tears and I feel horrible she send me a message telling me her grandmother is sick

I take Bella to meet my parents with her son (after the phone call) I ring Emma from home and tell her I will ring her later if she wants to talk about it then its off to the pub to sit around and contemplate my situation at eight Emma shows up and we sit in her car and talk I love this girl the heat rises to my face and my heart beats faster at just talking she tells me she loves me and I return her sentiment she also says she's coming up the pub Friday she cries and cries

I hang out with my buddy and contemplate the situation I even go as far as to draw a fucking rune hippy crap Bella picks me up at ten and we go somewhere scenic and I break up with her after getting a head job I broke up with her at 12 and at four in the morning I’m still consoling her I know its a mistake

The next day even though she isn't my girlfriend she buys me credit for my phone and messages me then Bella rings me and tells me that she’s going to pick me up from work with her son and just now she dropped by my work and gave me a card with a sweet sentiment on it and a book

I pretty sure the Emma is the one, but I don't want to hurt B and I don't want her to be hurt ever

I don't know

find a girl whos not an emotional basketcase.

don't give him unreasonable expectations.

Bumsex.

Rename your girlfriends.

I ended up being pressured into remaining with Bella but Emma is going to the pub tonight and I will be there at the same time her purpose is pretty much to see me

don't give him unreasonable expectations.

Thank you. You made my day.

OP: Your story is poorly written and I frequently got confused about who was who. I say neither of them. You sound like an asshole.

Thank you. You made my day.

OP: Your story is poorly written and I frequently got confused about who was who. I say neither of them. You sound like an asshole.

Kudos man, I couldn't even read past the 2nd paragraph. Too confusing.

Rename your girlfriends.

QFT

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I ended up with nothing in the end

I dumped Bella because she was batshit crazy and she threatened to kill herself, then i pursued emma and she rejected me


a fitting end

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lifes a bitch, huh?

Oh shit...

On the weekend I got inebriated The Text Message conversation with Emma went something like this:

"Ring Me Later"

"alright i might in a bit"

Two hours later she rings me by this time I am paralytic I don't remember the exact conversation it ended with me screaming into the receiver (my scream sounds like a mixture of a small girl and a raptor its how I got the name Gorgon)

"I was Drunk"

"yeah i figure, I'm sorry i keep hurting you, the words don't come out right :( i might ring you tomorrow"

"Its alright next time don't softcock out (I was drunk), I'll hear you then"

"I'll call you but i might not ring for a couple days is that ok?"

"yeah alright hear ya then"

"Goodnight"

"Night"

Thats not all I get myspace messages from Bella "my son keeps asking about you" "you said you wouldn't leave me does that mean you lied" and then finally "I went to see Pirates three with my ex and all i could think about was you i couldn't even get my knickers off (insert cheesy sentiment here)" I don't feel a single thing for this girl and by being with her i would be lying to myself she keeps ringing and trying to emotionally blackmail me into getting back with her.

I haven't heard from Emma

I have decided to go to a small remote town three hours away and get my head straight this in effect produces a new dilemma as Emma's boyfriend she left me for lives there

I plan to sit on the floor like Neil young and play acoustic guitar

fuck...