1.- I hate her lies.
2.- I hate her absurd arrogance.
3.- I hate her bossiness.
4.- I hate her narcissistic attitude.
5.- I hate her because I can't stop thinking about her.
6.- I hate her to be a fucked up stripper.
7.- I hate her for calling my attention.
8.- I hate her for not getting the fuck out of my life.
9.- I hate her for telling me she loves me.
10.- But above all, I hate to feel attracted to her somehow.....

Damn !! She is a VICE !!!!!!!!!!!!

get rid of her

Machettes: learn to love them.


Seriously though, get rid of the bitch. If you hate her that much she needs to go before she seriously fucks you up. Look at Arquin and his psycho -finally - ex as an example.

The whole "I hate you but I love you because I can't stop thinking about you" thing is so fucking overdone, melodramatic, and dangerous.

Here's a clue about conflicting feelings: There may be positive feelings, but those are about your past. Your ill feelings are your present, and in your future. Leave her. People are true to themselves, which most likely will not include you. Since she's already shown you that she's overly arrogant, and doesn't care about your opinion on things (Bossiness?), it means she doesn't respect you as a man.

Band-Aid rip method, and move on bro. The longer you stay in damage control mode, the longer you pick up the pieces after it burns down.

~Saint947

^^ Very true.
End it, because it's just going to keep going downhill.

But what happens when pains of th epast haunt you, even if (in the present) you should have no reason not to be happy?

Then it sounds to me like you're more hung up on My Chemical Romance songs than your relationship.

If that's the case, then the logical explanation is that love is not for you right now. Why would you willingly cause yourself affliction?

Bury your past, and while you're down there, plant seeds for the future.

~Saint947

no offense yoyo, and not sayin your wrong but.......you givin advice on relationships?

no offense yoyo, and not sayin your wrong but.......you givin advice on relationships?

Experience comes from acting on ignorance.

I know I have to leave this bitch way behind and bury my fucked up past but it is not as easy as it sounds especially when I have to see her face everyday at school.

If she just disappeared somehow, then my life would be a fuck lot easier goddamned it !! THe problem here is that she always finds the way to call my attention. I don't know if sex is the only thing she wants from me really.

Maybe she has a void inside of her and she's looking for someone to fill it but nobody sets their sights on this stripper, so I guess she has enough from an 18 year old like me.

Sometimes I feel the aching need to smack her and make her suffer like a street dog and other times I miss her and I just want to hang out with her and have a good time, fuck !!!!!

Why not be with a person who you like all the time? Not constantly going from one end of the spectrum to another. As far as seeing her every day- I know how that is man. Seeing what you can't, or won't allow yourself to have. It's easy to say "get some fucking balls and get past it" but that's really not the case.

You have to come to the realization that whatever relationship you have with her is not exactly the most healthy thing.

That, and she's a fucking stripper.

~Saint947