I just got back yesterday so let me sum up my adventure!

March 30th, I end up in Newark, NJ! I used to think Camden was the OFFICIAL mezzanine of Hell! That is until I came to Newark! Newark is like Camden, but more populated and with cheaper heroin($5 bags)!! I came to this outreach place there and I'm the ONLY white boy there! I enter a van with 2 other dudes and two chicks(all black folk).

They drop us off at Metropolitan Hospital in NYC! While waiting for the help I'm dopesick as fuck! In one of the rooms, I start having a panic attack! My heart is racing, I'm hyperventilating, and my face puffs up! They then give me an IM Ativan. It helped.

I talk to the doctor and guess who I meet, my old friend Mr. Methadone. By night, I get a bed and am given 30mgs of the 'done. They take off 2.5 mgs each day until I am down to 20mgs. From there they take off 5mgs till 4/6, when I have my last dose.

I hated it there. My roomate was this gay Puerto Rican named Diamond! He would go into other peoples rooms and sniff their underwear. He was kool to talk to though(he was 40 yrs old)! I have NOTHING against gays! I had my birthday in there(4/4)! The staff got me a little cake. The day before I almost got in a fight with Spic and Span. Fuckin PRs have the shittiest attitudes!

4/6 they shipped me off to Blaisdell ATC! I was there for 21 days. As soon as I got there, I got a cold from the dry air in the building! I met many people there! A majority of the peeps there came from prison so it was a rough crowd.

However, I befriended many of the folks there! I only had beef w/ one nigga. It was my fault b/c that day the doctor confirmed I have an incurable liver virus(HVC) as a result of the dopefiend lifestyle I led, so I snapped on him for tryin to mooch $$$ from me.

But I enjoyed my stay for the most part. I went home on the 27th! That day would change my life! In more than one way!

I took the train home from nyc to Trenton. From there I took the riverline to Camden. After that went well. I hopped a cab to my crib.

Upon arriving home, my gf calls me. SHe's in the hospital. Chloe Lynn has been born!!!! She had the baby 8:58a . The baby weighed 7lbs 5 ozs and she was 20in long. I'm sooo happy! Pics are on http://www.myspace.com/lakitu1983

congrats buddy.



TAKE CARE OF THAT KID DUDE, NO DRUGS IN FRONT OF HER....PLEASE DUDE.

KP!! Congrats on everything, man, and BEST of luck! You did good for yourself, that's for sure, man. We definitely need to catch up sometime soon. Hit me up sometime on AIM, I don't got my cell anymore for the moment being.

Good to see you back though, bro. Missed your crazy ass.

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congrats!!
must be greating being a father... damn

You need to rethink your habit. Doing drugs is all fine and good, but you need to know that you have to control yourself more. You can't be nodding and shit while trying to feed an infant. You can't go to juniors game on mushrooms. You better have your fun now, cuz when that kid comes, it's over man. Of course, there are baby sitters, and family to take him, but getting fucked up 24/7 is just not feasible with a kid around.

Not trying to be a dick, just giving you an idea of what to expect here. I'm all for some drugs man. I'm only saying this because I have a son who is due to be born in about 9 weeks. I'm having my last hurrah right now. I will have to change my habits quite a bit. It's ok though. And I already have one kid, who I had to stop even smoking pot for at one point. Her mother stole her though, and it's a huge fucking debacle in which I can't talk to her. Cunt. Not going into that.

But I know what to expect, having done it, and I am ok with it. Just make sure you are.

And congrats man. The drugs won't matter anyway when you look at that kid, and hold him/her. That kind of love is just unequaled by ANYTHING else in the entire world. No drug compares, and I say that having done the majority of them. All the "good" more popular ones, no RCs though. Just so rare.

But loving your own kid, and that feeling you get makes heroin look like nutmeg, as far as euphoria goes.

Congratulations man! Now would be an opportune time to lay off the smack.I wish the best of luck to you and your family!

You're right! This euphoria I feel is gr8!!! Much better than the heroin ANYDAY!

Props!

Cute kid, congrats