Ok so a the night a couple days back I was laying in bed, trying to project, but gave up like always. I sank into a light sleep. Soon i was overwhelmed with a familiar feeling. Sleep paralysis, which is associated with the etheric body. I thought that something big was happening. Like a kundalini awakening or a conscious OBE. I was scared at first, and tried to call out for my dad, but I couldn't. After a while I stopped being afraid, because i knew better.

As soon as I had relaxed, I was able to breathe, and I started to think what to do. I tried to raise my hands, and they were not my physical hands. They were my subtle hands. I examined them and they had some bright green creases in them. I immediately knew what was going on, so I remained calm so i wouldnt screw it up. I tried to get up but could not get my chest out (something to do with magnetic pull of chakra or something). I was like shit... so i made a mudra with my hand and somehow it magically worked and i was able to get up.

I started to walk around my room. I attempted to walk through a wall into my parents bedroom. It didn't work so i started to doubt i was in my subtle body. I looked at my hands and they looked like my physical hands with the skin and all.
So i went into the living room... everything was jumbled. Things were they weren't suppose to be, 2-3 of things that their are only one of, etc.. I stopped doubting i was in my subtle body.

Next i went into my room to do one more test. To look at my own body. It was not their. So I was like fuck this is confusing! Something was chucking shit at me now, for some reason. I looked back and it was a fucking scary ass brown skull hanging on the ceiling near the chandelier. I was like nigga plz and i smacked it down to the floor. I thought that this must be one of those elementals that seem to be common in the etheric plane and like to bother first-time projectors.

I got bored of my house, and I attempted to fly into space. It took me a while to get the feel for it, of what i've practiced in lucid dreams. I soared into space, and it was pitch black. While i did it I heard satan talking to me. I dont know what he was saying, but i was like fuck it, i dont care. As I continued soaring, suddenly an old song "wake me up" by evanescence started to play randomly. I was like Omg wtf cornholio! It wasn't till the morning after, as i was analyzing and contemplating the meaning of the experience. I thought of the lyrics to that song. "wake me up inside" Like some part of me inside was waking up. Whether it was my subtle body, or possibling im on the brink of a kundalini awakening (getting really close, i can feel it, and this OBE could be a sign)

This was a very interesting experience for me. My state of mind in the OBE was half-delirious, like in all of my dreams. (Ex. You are in your dream, you look at a ball. You suddenly know that it was the ball you used to play catch with your best friend johny everyday. But in reality the ball or Johny never existed, atleast in your lifetime) This could either be a past-life memory or delirium. I want to know what this really is.

I also want to know how I can project in higher planes. Etheric projection sucks for so many reasons. I could only go so far into space, until i woke up, because I could go very far with my etheric body. The elementals were creeping me out, and the process of getting out was not very gentle.

It doesn't sound right when you write it down does it? Like how the book is always better than the movie, how a diary gives you insight in to how someone is thinking, with this you can't describe it properly can you?

I tried my best

It's good.

Does it read like how you feel?

I left out quite a bit of details, like how everything felt, sounded, etc or exactly what thoughts were going through my head.
I didn't feel they were really neccesary. I just wanted to share my experience and maybe have a few questions answered.

What did you find out?

That I might be making actual spiritual progress

You don't know you're doing it till you do it hey? For as long as you think you are getting further, you only realise you've been going backwards when you start going forwards.

Ducky
Dude your there.If everything seems garbled and your not getting around like you want be patient and just stay with it.I went threw the EXACT same thing.Have faith and show no fear and its super important now that you keep after your nightly pratice it will soon fal into place.It works for me.Keep me posted.


tMg

It makes me want to learn more, and i couldn't ask for more.