so i just got home today from vacation (it was my spring break).. me and my family went on a vacation to visit my grandparents (dads side) who live in Arizona, we were staying in a hotel. my 2 sisters have one room, and me and my dad in the other sharing a queen size bed.

I fell asleep at around midnight when he was still reading next to me, I woke up at around 3am (i was facing the other way) and heard a jerking motion and some general friction.. I didn't suspect anything was going on so I jus turn that way naturally and see him head tilted back with eyes closed, jaw dropped, openly masturbating. I immediatly turned back away and pretended to be asleep (he didn't know I saw him thank god)... he was literally 2ft away from me, breathing loud as hell and towards the end i heard him sigh "fuck yeaaah" and then heard somethin get thrown against far wall. the next morning saw a gray tube sock in the corner of the room and couldnt even eat that entire day. i still have nightmares.

how do i deal with this :(

Hate to say this
but murder/suicide

Troll

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man speaks truth.

move out, ignore your dad, i dunno, pretend it never happened, i unfortunately know somebody who saw the same thing, and they are scarred for life :)

Huffing raid will ease your pain.