i dont know how to delete a fucking thread sorry

Take up a habit. Start smoking ciggerettes or just fight the feeling as hard as you can. And Im thinking that your feeling really depressed right nowfor some reason. Its probally one of those deppresions where it only last a few days hopefully. Youll get over it.

Doing something will take my mind off of it for a little bit, but im like ADD or something so i cant really pay attention to one thing for a long time, so that kinda fucks that idea, and i dont think its depression ?

well, if your feeling lonley that can mean deppression. Are you able to see your girlfriend when you want? Do you have many friends? You should just be around someone. Get a job if you want.

i love being alone. It's tight. i like being alone more than i like being around people. get over it, once u start appreciating what it's like to be alone, it's awesome. Im sure ill miss it, caue when i go to college next eyar and have a roommate, i wont be able to be alone for a whiole.

Are you on adderall. because that shit is like coke or meth, as in it makes some people paranoid.

QFMFT

im allowed to see my girlfriend when ever i want but dont really have a lot of friends..... two to hang out with but yea... im not on any drugs like adderall or coke or anything, and yes it does feel like im really paranoid, and all of this just started happening out of no where