First off, let me tell you that i'm not emo. I've never cut myself. And i'm just a regular kid. I'm 16, heterosexual, with above average intelligence, and fairly athletic. I have alot of friends, so before you say, quit being emo or get friends, i have all of it.

I dont know why, but i just cant seem to be happy. Not with anything. And i think my dad is the one to blame. It seems like ever since i was a little kid, he has never been happy with anything that i've ever done. Even if i got straight A's, he'd still say shit about how bad my grades are. He said that i need to be more masculine, just because he never saw me. He started shit with me, and i beat his ass. Never said anything else, not even good job.

Killing myself isn't something that i've just recently thought about, it's something that i've seriously been considering for a long time, just seems like i never get around to it. But today something struck inside of me, and it seems like i need to just get it over with. I feel like my mom is ashamed of me, and she's really the one person in this world that i actually still care about.

I'm sorry if this is all strung out, but i really dont care at this point.

So any advice, flames, tips on how to do it?

Your first paragraph was all one needs to read in this thread really. You're going to be fine, saighdiúir.

You\'ve got a kickass life compared to most people. Fuck your dad. He sounds like a worthless father. You\'re going to ruin all your potential because of that douchebag? Tell him to suck a nut, then move out once you\'re 18.

I didn't even bother reading your stupid rant. I happened to catch "16" in there and thats all I needed to see. Instead of making an attention-whoring thread on totse, why the fuck don't you just go and kill yourself you little bitch.

Fuck your dad, man. Your worth isn't dependent on what he thinks. I'm a lazy, ugly idiot who barely even goes to school, makes bad grades, has few friends and is weak and unhealthy. You've got nothing for your dad - or mother - to be ashamed of.

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I'm pretty sure I will too eventually.

I feel empty.

you're a fucking emo just kill yourself you fucking pussy if not then quit being a little bitch and start acting like a man

You're just 16 years old who thinks you're surrounded with problems.

Don't be stupid, seriously everyone goes thru that and we all have problems. Some worse, some not.

Screw your dad if he doesn't want to change then don't speak with him anymore, at least you still have your mother with you.

You get straight A's.. you have friends, why would you even consider this? I'm sure if you find a girl you truely like that life will feel much better for you.

I'm not trying to put this all on my parents, it really is mostly just something that i feel will end my problems.

I know i'm clinically depressed, but i feel like if i got prescribed, it'd affect my future, and idk, i just dont want to be taking pills. I feel like it'd be a crutch.

Gmail, you obviously don't know me. I'm sure my I.Q. is at least 20 points higher than yours, and i'm sure i could easily kick your ass in a fight. This is something that you've never had to deal with, feeling like no one wants you, not even yourself. I'm not attention-whoring, i'm asking for help, why would you persecute me for that? Can you not find it in your heart just to ignore me if all you think is i'm attention-whoring?

Punisher, i'm pretty much directing all of the questions that i asked gmail at you also. Why wont you try to help me? I've said i have friends in life, but honestly, if i said some of these things in front of them, i'd be on meds and probably put into some form of rehab. Can't i ask some of the people that i can trust?

You don't solve problems by killing yourself.

I would help more but really, you're 16... this is nothing new at all, most people are in your spot with no friends, and fucked up careless parents I'm sure they feel a lot worse.

You've got better options than death.

Do you know what they are?

Well, suicide isn't/shouldn't be an option. Just stay away from how as much as you can if you don't like it. Go workout, or whatever. My father is like the exact opposite, he's always telling me good when I don't think it's a good job. Honestly, suicide is selfish. Don't do it, think of your friends, and your peers, teachers, and school official. Suicide affects more than the person committing it, but it affects everybody around them.

I'm not trying to be an ass, but I honestly think anyone who's still a teenager naturally has feelings like this. Not all, but a lot. Not giving my medical or psychological opinion, as I haven't actually looked into if there's proof. BUT - I'm saying this judging by my personal experiences. Not only referring to myself, but with friends, other people, etc.

Just fuckin' deal. It'll pass, that's something I can guarantee.

This is kind of cheesy, but it still helps me.

There are two days in every week about which we should not worry, two days which should be kept free from fear and apprehension.

One of these days is YESTERDAY with its mistakes and cares, its faults and blunders, its aches and pains. YESTERDAY has passed forever beyond our control.

All the money in the world cannot bring back YESTERDAY. We cannot undo a single act we performed; we cannot erase a single word we said. YESTERDAY is gone.

The other day we should not worry about is TOMORROW with its possible adversities, its burdens, its large promise and poor performance. TOMORROW is also beyond our immediate control.

TOMORROW'S sun will rise, either in splendor or behind a mask of clouds - but it will rise. Until it does, we have no stake in TOMORROW, for it is as yet unborn.

This leaves only one day - TODAY - Any man can fight the battles of just one day. It is only when you and I add the burdens of those two awful eternities – YESTERDAY and TOMORROW that we break down.

It is not the experience of TODAY that drives men mad - it is remorse or bitterness for something which happened YESTERDAY and the dread of what TOMORROW may bring.



Let us, therefore, live but one day at a time.

quote:Originally posted by Maniak182:

with above average intelligence,



Wow, it seems everyone who is anywhere is reasonably above average in intelligence



quote: And i think my dad is the one to blame. It seems like ever since i was a little kid, he has never been happy with anything that i've ever done. Even if i got straight A's, he'd still say shit about how bad my grades are. He said that i need to be more masculine, just because he never saw me. He started shit with me, and i beat his ass. Never said anything else, not even good job.

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Let me tell you something. Let me tell YOU something. My father was an alcoholic, he had a heart attack and died when I was 13 years old. I was in the room when It happened.

I was forced to live with my unemployed mother and sister (who has anger managment problems) for another 5 years. Five horrible years. I had nothing. NOTHING. But I never once decided that I would kill myself, or that I would give up.

There was no point. No point to quit living. Because things CAN an WILL get better if you do something about it.

I'm guessing as Mod and also as a kind fatherly guy I should say something helpful, give you some paternal guidance and make things clearer for you.

So read this carefully (http://tinyurl.com/4yrce).

(It won't save your life but at least it will prevent you dangling there gasping for air with your eyes popping out of your skull and piss running down your leg,looking like a total twat.)

quote:Originally posted by Feds In Town:

I'm pretty sure I will too eventually.

I feel empty.

SUCIDE PACT FTW!!!!!!!

quote:Originally posted by jackketch:

I'm guessing as Mod and also as a kind fatherly guy I should say something helpful, give you some paternal guidance and make things clearer for you.

So read this carefully (http://tinyurl.com/4yrce).

(It won't save your life but at least it will prevent you dangling there gasping for air with your eyes popping out of your skull and piss running down your leg,looking like a total twat.)

That is in bad taste.

I hope that you don't kill yourself, it sounds like you have the potential for a full and enjoyable life. Life lasts a long time and you never know what cool new thing is going to come your way.

Start smoking.

quote:Originally posted by jackketch:

I'm guessing as Mod and also as a kind fatherly guy I should say something helpful, give you some paternal guidance and make things clearer for you.

So read this carefully (http://tinyurl.com/4yrce).

(It won't save your life but at least it will prevent you dangling there gasping for air with your eyes popping out of your skull and piss running down your leg,looking like a total twat.)



lol you always give good advice

Listen bitch. You're 16

fucking sixteen.

If you honestly wanted to kill yourself you wouldnt start a topic about it

you'd be on the front page with a 9mm through your brain.

People who want to kill themselves do it.

Daddy didnt love me...ill never be good enough blah blah blah

stfu.

Instead of killing yourself right now...Kill your dad.

quote:Originally posted by Zman:

Plus, I know you can't understand it, but all 16 year olds feel like shit all the time. It will go away and you won't know why.

That is the stupidest generalisation i've heard since one of Hitlers speeches.

quote:Originally posted by Maniak182:

First off, let me tell you that i'm not emo. I've never cut myself. And i'm just a regular kid. I'm 16, heterosexual, with above average intelligence, and fairly athletic. I have alot of friends, so before you say, quit being emo or get friends, i have all of it.

I dont know why, but i just cant seem to be happy. Not with anything. And i think my dad is the one to blame. It seems like ever since i was a little kid, he has never been happy with anything that i've ever done. Even if i got straight A's, he'd still say shit about how bad my grades are. He said that i need to be more masculine, just because he never saw me. He started shit with me, and i beat his ass. Never said anything else, not even good job.

Killing myself isn't something that i've just recently thought about, it's something that i've seriously been considering for a long time, just seems like i never get around to it. But today something struck inside of me, and it seems like i need to just get it over with. I feel like my mom is ashamed of me, and she's really the one person in this world that i actually still care about.

I'm sorry if this is all strung out, but i really dont care at this point.

So any advice, flames, tips on how to do it?

life's not a movie, you mess up, and there's no reruns.

so man the fuck up! im 16 and i can tell you that I have gone through a lot more shit than you. I wasn't born in the US and I migrated here, live in a slum in NYC, I have been treated like shit by many people for being immigrant, for my culture, and or my language/accent, and for legal shit. my family have gone trough shit. and then you, a person who has all the oportunities in this world complains for shit.

your are 16 its time for you to independisize! soon you'll learn that you have to leave everything behing and start your own life making your own decisions. mommy or daddy will not be there to treat you like shit. you'll be making money while they are 6Ft. underground.

if you wanna kill yourself go right ahead, i don't give a fuck, i don't know you. i don't even know why I wrote all these shit.



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I know what you're going through. Fuck. Almost everybody knows what you're going through.

Give it a day. A week. A month. No matter how shitty it sounds, just give it time, these feelings will pass eventually. I've been in your situation, I've had the notes written out to people and the plan and everything, but I didn't go through with it. Maybe you're not as much of a pussy, but still. Just wait it out man, everything will work itself out.

If you can't stand that, do shit that you wouldn't think of doing when you weren't suicidal, risky shit thats fun as hell! I mean, why not? If you die in the process, you're just delaying the inebidable.

quote:Originally posted by UraniYum:

Originally posted by Zman:

Plus, I know you can't understand it, but all 16 year olds feel like shit all the time. It will go away and you won't know why.

That is the stupidest generalisation i've heard since one of Hitlers speeches.



ok, lots of 16 year olds. why don't you cry about it

Did he kill himself already?If you did'nt, dont do it.In a couple years you'll be able to move out and do whatever the fuck you want.My advice to you is:Get a girlfriend and start smoking weed.

quote:Originally posted by UraniYum:

Originally posted by Zman:

Plus, I know you can't understand it, but all 16 year olds feel like shit all the time. It will go away and you won't know why.

That is the stupidest generalisation i've heard since one of Hitlers speeches.



Well, it's 99% true.

At least everyone I know.

You can do whatever you want, get medicated, wallow, die. I'm just going to tell you that for me, I thought that popping pills would be a crutch too. Maybe it is.

Or maybe people just need some help sometimes. I tried everything to change my depression, and I sincerely think that it is near impossible to do alone.

quote:Originally posted by Zoan19:

I'm not trying to be an ass, but I honestly think anyone who's still a teenager naturally has feelings like this. Not all, but a lot. Not giving my medical or psychological opinion, as I haven't actually looked into if there's proof. BUT - I'm saying this judging by my personal experiences. Not only referring to myself, but with friends, other people, etc.

I totally agree.

I get suicidal sometimes. Mainly when I'm tired, waking up or trying to drop off. I feel like I could just take something sharp and jam it through my neck. There's honestly NOTHING major or abnormally wrong with my life. Of course there's room for improvement, but I'm aware there are people much worse off.

The thing is nothing will make me care. I don't care how much some child in Africa suffers, I know I can just end it and there'll be no more suffering of any kind for me. No more happiness, of course, but no more desire for it either. It's the only situation where being blind enough for a religion would seriously help.

The only thing that stops me killing myself right now, to be totally honest, is how much my mum would miss me. And the rest of my immediate family, I guess. My parents mainly since they've already lost one child a while ago and I couldn't bear inflicting the same feelings upon them.

Say emo, pathetic, whatever. Buckle up, quit whining, it's probably true. I don't act like it in front of people though.

Hopefully it's a passing phase, teenage angst and whatnot.

quote:Originally posted by Maniak182:

I'm not trying to put this all on my parents, it really is mostly just something that i feel will end my problems.

I know i'm clinically depressed, but i feel like if i got prescribed, it'd affect my future, and idk, i just dont want to be taking pills. I feel like it'd be a crutch.

Gmail, you obviously don't know me. I'm sure my I.Q. is at least 20 points higher than yours, and i'm sure i could easily kick your ass in a fight. This is something that you've never had to deal with, feeling like no one wants you, not even yourself. I'm not attention-whoring, i'm asking for help, why would you persecute me for that? Can you not find it in your heart just to ignore me if all you think is i'm attention-whoring?

Punisher, i'm pretty much directing all of the questions that i asked gmail at you also. Why wont you try to help me? I've said i have friends in life, but honestly, if i said some of these things in front of them, i'd be on meds and probably put into some form of rehab. Can't i ask some of the people that i can trust?

This is going to sound bad, but just follow me please.



I had many similar issues when I was around your age, I never considered suicide, but I was hopelessly and utterly depressed. I did well in school, had friends, etc. But my life just felt empty. Then on a whim I joined a class trip to Spain. Seemed innocent enough. While there I befriended some older high schoolers and proceeded to party, hard. I did so for the next year following this trip too. Through it all I discovered alcohol, breaking the law, becoming addicted to nicotine, smoking pot, and just general insanity. Was it worth it, maybe, but would I do it again? Definitely.

I think you might just be confined to a pre-concieved way of thinking as I was at the time. There are set rules in this world but luckily can bend if not break most of them and still suffer no consequences.

Try living a little, it might brighten up your life, it did mine. A word of caution though, realize when and if you lose sight of your priorities in life. Do so for even a second and you might never get back on track.

Oh Christ this better not turn out to be one of those bunny.meatball type threads where we get an update every 4 pages.

Sleep more. Sleep = Awesomeness. I feel accomplished when I sleep well.

Dude, dont do it. Have you ever had a friend commit suicide? Me neither, but Someone i didnt know. But it shook up our entire high school. Some of my friends were friends with him. I can totally relate to your "dad situation". Mine was like that too. I would get a 94 and he would say "Thats good, but why wasnt it a 95?" Until my grandma showed me one of his old report cards. Then i realized this: I dont care if my dad thinks im good enough. Im the only son he has, and he will accept the way i am or loose his son. He will back off soon. If that doesnt work, ask him to help with math homework, then laugh at him when he cant do it. But seriously, dont kill yourself. If you absolutely have to, dont make it look like suicide, die doing something that looks like an accident, for the sake of your friends, family, people you dont know, and your memory.

If none of that helps, just think, two more years and youre in college.

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quote:Originally posted by jackketch:

I'm guessing as Mod and also as a kind fatherly guy I should say something helpful, give you some paternal guidance and make things clearer for you.

So read this carefully (http://tinyurl.com/4yrce).

(It won't save your life but at least it will prevent you dangling there gasping for air with your eyes popping out of your skull and piss running down your leg,looking like a total twat.)

jack, i expected something more from you. i fully agree with whoever has said this is in bad taste.

To the OP: i've got a friend who is going through much the same thing. He feels completely lost, yet his life is not to be considered bad. I'm sure he's considered suicide. But he abstains from such drastic actions.

Why?

He knows however bad depression sets in, death is never the solution. Life can get so much worse than temporary melancholy.

I even go through lonliness phases now and again. its hard to feel that way anymore. i have a parasite so obsessed with me that she lied about being raped to get my attention. fucking bitch...

So long as you have one reliable friend, you can rise above this. don't kill yourself. find a way to enjoy life.

Pros:

You are 16 years old.

You are a good student.

You have lots of friends.

You are athletic

Cons:

You have a crappy family that despises you.



Now boy tell me to which side does the balance tends to go???

If you do it, at least make sure you get on the news. We all consider it (don't we?), so don't worry.

You probably shouldn't do it. But who are we to talk? Every one has a different idea of what a livable life is. Yours seems pretty livable to me, but to you it may be hell, so what place do we have to tell you not to kill your self. Go with your instinct, but me thinks you wont do it. Yeah, that was a dare, pussy.

Dude, being happy isn't that hard. In fact, it's downright easy. Just flick a switch in your head and fuck everything else.

quote:Originally posted by RogueEagle91:

jack, i expected something more from you. i fully agree with whoever has said this is in bad taste..

It is only in bad taste if you assume I was trying to be funny.

As to your expectations, it was pretty much my stock answer for such threads.

quote:Originally posted by ApocalypsePlease:

Well, it's 99% true.

At least everyone I know.

Damn, 99% of the people i know are happy with their lives.

http://www.thebestpageintheuniverse.net/c.cgi?u=manly_suicide

If you think you're clinically depressed I would recommend a therapist or a psychiatrist.

As, for being 16, who cares what age he is? He's sick and needs help. That, "All teenagers are depressed, get over it." thing is bullshit.

It does sound like you have a lot going for you, though, I can understand how your mind can make you blind to that and only focus in on the bad.

Talk to your mom about it if she's the kind of person that doesn't freak out easily. If not talk to a close friend or school counselor, They can only hospitalize you if they think you're a danger to yourself or others, which may be true. Though, a hospital has never helped me, it's just a place where they can watch and keep you from doing things for awhile.

If a pill were to make you feel better, wouldn't that be enough for the "stigma" of taking medicine to dwindle?



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My first thought was something along the lines of...

quote:Originally posted by Maniak182:

I'm 16, heterosexual...

"Kill yourself."

...but then, I thought that maybe a tangible answer would be somewhat more appropirate. Maybe. Jury's still out.

quote:Originally posted by Maniak182:

And i think my dad is the one to blame. It seems like ever since i was a little kid, he has never been happy with anything that i've ever done. Even if i got straight A's, he'd still say shit about how bad my grades are. He said that i need to be more masculine, just because he never saw me. He started shit with me, and i beat his ass. Never said anything else, not even good job.

Can you tell me why you'd be under any obligation to believe him?

Can you tell me why there would be any sensical reason to believe shit he says?

Can you find one reason to respect him?

Beat his ass into a vegetative state, spend two years in juvie, and come out a better person.

quote:Originally posted by Maniak182:

I dont know why, but i just cant seem to be happy. Not with anything.

After you've done MDMA to learn that your capacity for happiness is much, much higher than your actuality of happiness...

...ever wonder if, like, neurotransmitters, like, have to come from someplace?

Or, like, maybe if you've got a lot of them, you're happy, no matter what, and if you don't have any, you're not happy, no matter what?

Think about it for a while, kid. You might get somewhere.

quote:Originally posted by Zman:

Plus, I know you can't understand it, but all 16 year olds feel like shit all the time. It will go away and you won't know why.

Im 16.

Feeling great. Never been depressed.

Have a bunch of friends around my age.

All feelin great.

Saw your post. Thought you were an idiot.

quote:Originally posted by Nereth:

Have a bunch of friends around my age.

All feelin great.

I'm sure that you know in detail how your play-buddies feel.

quote:Originally posted by Maniak182:

First off, let me tell you that i'm not emo. I've never cut myself. And i'm just a regular kid. I'm 16, heterosexual, with above average intelligence, and fairly athletic. I have alot of friends, so before you say, quit being emo or get friends, i have all of it.

I dont know why, but i just cant seem to be happy. Not with anything. And i think my dad is the one to blame. It seems like ever since i was a little kid, he has never been happy with anything that i've ever done. Even if i got straight A's, he'd still say shit about how bad my grades are. He said that i need to be more masculine, just because he never saw me. He started shit with me, and i beat his ass. Never said anything else, not even good job.

Killing myself isn't something that i've just recently thought about, it's something that i've seriously been considering for a long time, just seems like i never get around to it. But today something struck inside of me, and it seems like i need to just get it over with. I feel like my mom is ashamed of me, and she's really the one person in this world that i actually still care about.

I'm sorry if this is all strung out, but i really dont care at this point.

So any advice, flames, tips on how to do it?

Eat shit you little fucktard, you are weak. If you cant handle the life you live at 16, then what makes you think you can handle growing up? You should kill yourself. You are a goddamn coward if you think it's worth it. Drown yourself in a cookie sheet. It'll only work if you REALLY want it to, otherwise just grow some balls and live life like everyone else does all day, every day, all over the world. It isnt fucking hard.

If you think that your mum is disappointed with you now, just wait til she gets a cop knocking on the door with some bad news.

Dude, you're 16. I know that a lot of people have already said this, but you've got two years until would be the normal time to haul ass out of the hall that is life at home.

Stick with it, and, if you care about your mum, do well in school, enjoy your life, and do some good in whatever you're interested in.

And if you do get professional help, drugs really aren't the only thing available. Sometimes, just dumping emotional baggage is all you need.

change your life

your young

if what your doin doesn't make you happy, go do somethin else, travel the world with a backpack and learn bout life for all i care. Or just move outta home in some way, hell i dunno. You have got about a billion options left wich don't mean depression, death is just one...the easy way out

MAKE U AN HERO!

Please, if you can't suicide on webcam, don't suicide.

At least help out the totse community's sex needs.

what are you doing to improve your life?

go get busy

quote:Originally posted by gmail:

I didn't even bother reading your stupid rant. I happened to catch "16" in there and thats all I needed to see. Instead of making an attention-whoring thread on totse, why the fuck don't you just go and kill yourself you little bitch.

I fucking hate people like you. Okay, sure, he will probably not do it and yes, he is young so not really thinking completely straight...but the fact is, that he is in quite a serious rut and actually wants/needs help. Also, how the FUCK is this thread any more attention whoring than, for example, the top 5 threads at the moment:

"is giving a bj really that difficult?" - a thread about oneself

"what the fukkkkk" - a thread about oneself

"what should I do?" - a thread about oneself

"apparently, my gf likes it rough" - a thread about oneself

"Help me calm my gf down (crying, anxiety, panic attacks, etc.)" - another fucking thread about ones fucking self.

jesus fucking christ you ageist bitch.

quote:Originally posted by jackketch:

I'm guessing as Mod and also as a kind fatherly guy I should say something helpful, give you some paternal guidance and make things clearer for you.

So read this carefully (http://tinyurl.com/4yrce).

(It won't save your life but at least it will prevent you dangling there gasping for air with your eyes popping out of your skull and piss running down your leg,looking like a total twat.)

HAHAHAHAHA! Ketch, you just made my day. Will you marry me?

I don't have much time. And i appreciate all of y'alls replies. Even the negative. But to the people saying that i have an easy life. You don't know me, and the shit that i've gone through. Not trying to sound like a hard ass, but i'm sure my life has been just as hard or harder than yours.

If you're going through hell, keep going.

quote:Originally posted by Maniak182:

But to the people saying that i have an easy life. You don't know me, and the shit that i've gone through. Not trying to sound like a hard ass, but i'm sure my life has been just as hard or harder than yours.

Just to be an ass...

quote:Originally posted by Maniak182:

I'm 16, heterosexual...

...and then you go on with...

quote:Originally posted by Maniak182:

above average intelligence, and fairly athletic. I have alot of friends

Nah. Just about any single one of those, your life hasn't been as hard or harder than most of the people I run with...

Friend of mine... got targeted by a criminal hate group... cops raided his house on a false kiddie porn tip. He was cleared, of course, about a year later, absolutely and completely... but not until living on the streets without a family.

He was about the same age as you.

...another friend of mine... ex-gf's gf, in fact... her foster father just flat-out raped her about once a night.

She's dead now. She died on the streets as a runaway.

...ex-girlfriend... she was about 3 when we met. Every now and then, she'd just casually mention when one of her mother's ex-boyfriends, after beating on her mom 'till her drunk ass passed out, would go into her room...

...she was serially raped by just about every man that entered her life between the ages of birth and two years of age. She just wrote it off as, y'know, *none* of the adults give a fuck about her... no one did.

Another friend of mine, in his 80s... has to figure out how he's going to die. *None* of the treatment options extend his life beyond about three months, so he has to figure out which one will make his slow, lingering death the least painful. None of them give good options.

Yes, I'm sure you do have problems. Yes, I'm sure they're even important in your life... but if you try to pull this "I have the hardest life on the planet" shit, you're dead wrong.

You're in your prime, you're heterosexual, people like you instead of trying to kill you. Those three alone leave you better off than damn near everyone I know.

Now go pop whatever pill gets you through the short term and work on changing your life until it's what you want it to be, and by any means neccesary. None of the people above gave up without even trying. What's your excuse?

quote:Originally posted by Pseud0nym:

I fucking hate people like you. Okay, sure, he will probably not do it and yes, he is young so not really thinking completely straight...but the fact is, that he is in quite a serious rut and actually wants/needs help. Also, how the FUCK is this thread any more attention whoring than, for example, the top 5 threads at the moment:

"is giving a bj really that difficult?" - a thread about oneself

"what the fukkkkk" - a thread about oneself

"what should I do?" - a thread about oneself

"apparently, my gf likes it rough" - a thread about oneself

"Help me calm my gf down (crying, anxiety, panic attacks, etc.)" - another fucking thread about ones fucking self.

jesus fucking christ you ageist bitch.

This thread is no better. He's fucking 16 years old. He doesn't have a bad life, his daddy just doesn't appreciate him. Big fucking deal. He's got 2 more years until he can move out.

You hate people like me? I hate people like you who sympathize with little whiny bitches with no real problems like this guy. You probably only called me an ageist bitch, because you're 16 too. Take your teenage emo problems elsewhere. Nobody cares.

When I turned 18, I moved into a Chevy S-10 and moved on with my life. My story is the same as your own

If your dad doesn't want to acknowledge you, fuck him. Leave and don't look back.

I'd like to have another input on this matter.

You're just being an attention whore. I dare you to kill yourself.

Anybody who brings up "16" again is a complete and utter fucktard. Who cares if he's 16? Being 16 doesn't mean that you should have to deal with this stuff. Have you talked to a doctor? Had a serious talk with mom? School counselor? My grandmother had this kind of thing when she was a teenager. And it never stopped. She killed herself when she was 39. Being 16 doesn't mean shit. You deserve to feel better. Don't listen to any of these people. Find a nearby place where nobody ever goes, and spend a day watching the clouds go by. That's what I used to do. Good luck. Don't kill yourself. Anybody egging a kid to kill himself over the internet doesn't deserve to be whatever age they are.

Do it! Do it!

There is more to life than even old men can comprehend. Dont do yourself the disservice of not finding out. Take a moment in your day man and ask yourself "What should I be thankful for?"

My computer?My mom? That hug? My strength? These shoes? Whatever. Keep going and you will go past the double digits of wonderful things. In your life. You have much to live for. Keep living for all of those things.

I understand what its like to feel like no one on earth cares about your existence. Loneliness is the most terrible pain there is. If you like manga I would say read naruto for inspiration. Read the manga online not watch the anime. Anyway...

You have many things going for you. Will you throw them away as if theyre meaningless? Of course not my friend. Carry on, blue day still shines and even fallen angels can arise. Ashes burned can still be turned to clay and be molded back to life.

To the OP: sorry, I didn't read through all of your post, let alone the majority of the responding posts... It just hurts too much at the moment.

If you really want to hurt your family, friends, and others who may care about you, do yourself in in a manner that will haunt them for years: however you die, it is prety much routine for you to void your bladder and bowels during the process. So you can pretty much destroy thier day by doing yourself in almost anyplace in the house.

The worst thing that you can do is to accomplish an "attempted" suicidie. That will just make a mess of things, both physically and emotionally.

If you choose an overdose, be sure to make sure that you swallow enough pills to ensure death, not just a coma. (those really suck)

And if you decide to slit your writsts, be sure to cut deep and lengthwise (not across) that is generally fairly effective. If it were up to me, I'd pick a good 12 guage shotgun to the head, but make sure it is pointed at the rear base of your skull, and not just a cheekbone injury.

In any of the above cases, do your family and friends a favor and do it out in your back yard, or a local store's parking lot. That way, it will be up to the local coroner or police facility to clean up the icky goo and remains, as opposed to your family having to wipe up your brains or whatever from the floor and walls of your home.

I say all of this, not as an encouragement to do yourself away, but rather as a reminder to you of what you will leave behind when you think you will leave behind nothing but your fond memory.

Death hurts many more than just those who die. Self-inflicted death hurts much more to those who are left behind. Make it as easy as you can to those who you will hurt more than you can ever imagine.

Age is important. 16 is a really stupid age for one to decide their life isnt worth living.

Now im not morbid... or anything... life is about making choices, no one else can make this choice for you... if you can't actually see a future for yourself... make other peoples lives miserable... or be a patriotic man.. whatever choice you make.. you will be remembered!

just don't be an "AN HERO" because you killed yourself over an IPOD



Alrighty... now if your killing yourself just for the sake of one stupid father.. your only going to influence...your father, and put another statistic on the board...

if your truly considering suicide... kill yourself later... when you can do it in front of public and traumatize everyone.. let alone destroy most childrens dreams of being somebody....

don't do the gun... the gun is too quick... hanging yourself out of a building would be the most proper thing to do if you are considering it...



or you can do it for a righteous act.. like not to smoke.. or animal rights or something...save the earth !!!

KILL YOURSELF IN FRONT OF THE WHITE HOUSE AND WRITE A NOTE ON YOURSELF EXPLAINING THE WORLD PROBLEMS!! I WOULD IDOLIZE YOU MY FRIEND!!!

Wow, your dad never really had your back, huh? That's too bad. You don't want to kill yourself. The void isn't something anybody wants to know at your age.

Your life isn't hard. I never really knew my dad, him and mother split when I was four. He kept breaking into our house to kill her. Eventually, we moved away. He died when I was eight. I still saw him from time to time. He was working on a plan to kill my family and run away with me to Mexico. There was a huge mess, and now I'm a sociopath.

Believe me, it could be worse for you. Your life is great, I don't know why you'd want to end it. Give it time, tell your parents about it, and for gods sake think about what you're going to do.

If you still feel like killing yourself, all things considered, at least do something cool about it.

when i was your age i was depressed because i was gonna die.. hows that for a contrast.. im blessed to have a good amount of relatively true friends.. there are a lot of dipshits out there so you better get used to it.. you dont owe your parents love they owe YOU love.. you diddnt ask to be born so youre not in debt or anything.. fuck em.. theyre stupid.. get out and move on.. there are plenty of things to live for.. also it doesnt sound like you have any friends because friends make you feel good about life and secure.. if they cant do that for you they aint shit.. they may just be henchmen or little bitches at your side.. or they may be using you.. or they may hang with you because theyve got nobody else.. find some real friends and thatll help too.. check out some girls..

People that commit suicide don't go to heaven.

quote:Originally posted by flash:

People that commit suicide are taking the bitch way out instead of dealing with their problems like a man