It is really hard to see her everyday at college, to be just about 6 feet away from her and be able to perceive her delicious scent.

She is amazingly beautiful, even more than before; sometimes she dresses like going to a romantic dinner and that dress she wears brings flashbacks to my dizzy head driving me INSANE!!!

She is doing a lot better at school and her grades are greatly improving since last semester. Every time I see her I can’t help the impulse of mentally undressing her and making her mine once more. All day long I think about her, about the things we’ve done together, the special moments and the horrible ones too.

I try very hard to seep inside her mind and unlock her hidden thoughts and desires but she gives me no key, no clue. She’s become another woman. She does not laugh, she’s got no friends, and she barely speaks to anyone at all. She doesn’t even turns to have a random look at me once in a while.

Her arrogance, her lies and betrayal took her to a punishing solitude. I know she deserves to be unhappy for hurting me and playing with me. However, I don’t feel glad to know this. I pity her and my aching urge to hug and kiss her is becoming unbearable every day.

I perfectly know what I must do about this situation, but missing her so badly is not helping much………………………

oh...

fuck her again.

or, take a bat to her head (...again?)

but really, it seems shes just not interested anymore

I wish I had some good advice to offer, but I don't..

But things will get better, I know from experience.

quote:Originally posted by plehem12:

oh...

Her lies and betrayal should be enough for you to just say "Fuck it..It's over now. Who's the next lucky lady to get under the covers with me?!"

Move along buddy.

Similar situation here...being at a small college sucks.

You'll find someone else, no worries.

And the award for most emo thread in this forum goes to...

Yeah I know this is emo and gay...

I should better find another girl soon to feel better. I know like 2 o 3 other girls that feel physically attracted to me.

I asked one of them out and basically she said no. THe other two are hot but they are not really my type. THey are those kind of popular extroverted and party girls.

They don't fit with me at all.....

I understand, there was this girl, who I haven't talked to in nine months now, I thought she was the one. We just "fit" together, at least in my mind.

I caught her cheating on me several times. Every time she's say it was the last and she'd never do it again. That was just her. She wanted me for security. She played me so fucking bad.

I finally walked from her and it has been so painful. To this day I still just haven't found a girl who interest me like ****. Her, she has already been through four guys that I know of and there is probably more. She obviously didn't seem to be too bothered by the break up.

My point is, sometimes it just takes more time than other times.