totse.com | Animalism?

Hexadecimal · #1 2004-02-03, 01:06

Lately I've become more and more animalistic. I'm slowly becoming what many call evil, but I don't see it as such. I find no good to come out of denying myself pleasures, nor do I find any evil to come of the methods I use to satisfy my wants. I don't harm people or anything because violence isn't one of my major desires...what little violent nature I have I tend to take out right away with passive-agressiveness...animalism is great. I feel so...human, and it feels great. None of my character flaws are flaws...they're how I was meant to be and they are what I satisfy. I think everyone should give animalism atleast one chance.

---Beany--- · #2 2004-02-03, 01:18

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Right now, I feel like I'm dead. My body is completely numb yet completely mobile. My left arm feels entirely drained of energy. I've never felt this before. While I can't claim to be religious, I am rather spiritual to the extent most people define it...I just feel dead inside and out.

It wasn't long ago that you posted this.

Hexadecimal · #3 2004-02-03, 01:21

Your point being? I'm trying to see the connection between the sense of touch completely dying (and therefor instilling a feeling of etherealism) for a few minutes and animalism...

---Beany--- · #4 2004-02-03, 01:25

Doesn't matter. When you say that your feeling dead inside and out I just get the impression your depressed. It's an easy mistake. Either way your posting a lot of babble.

Hexadecimal · #5 2004-02-03, 01:29

Nah, I had just meant I felt like I was physically dead...no reception of pain or pleasure. How is loss of feeling or animalism babble? Temporary loss of senses is well documented, and giving into primal urges feels damned good. All I'm saying is, give animalism a try.

---Beany--- · #6 2004-02-03, 01:40

It reminds me of the Alpha State. Where your body goes to sleep but your mind is still awake.

So animalism is ignoring all spiritual thoughts or ideas from your mind? If you were good at animalism wouldn't you jut be going around raping girls, stealing meat from a butchers and acting like a caveman?

Hexadecimal · #7 2004-02-03, 01:53

If I wanted to rape and steal, yes, I would. Animalism is about satisfying your desires...if you don't have the desire to rape and steal then you don't rape and steal, hehe. I do have sexual desires and a satisfy them; I do have greed and I satisfy that as well. No need to rape or steal if the urge never advances past a basic urge before it is satisfied.

---Beany--- · #8 2004-02-03, 01:57

It sounds like you're giving up all control to your mind. I guess animalism is okay if you don't want to achieve anything, but to succeed you need to have some control over your mind. For instance, you may want to write a book, you start writing and then suddenly you get a desire to drink a cup of tea, and then phone your friend and then all of a sudden you've completely forgotten about the writing you was hoping to do. You need control over your mind if you ever want to develop. Sure it may be cool now but maybe in a few years you won't be able to do anything constructive since your mind will be leading you all over the place and getting you into trouble.

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Hexadecimal · #9 2004-02-03, 02:24

Hmmm, I have no trouble writing stories or anything. The practice of writing brings me great pleasure, as does the occasional rouse to get a drink, some food, and a good piss. You satisfy your desires in timely fashion in any accesible way...if you desire to write, you write...you want some food and drink, you get some food and drink. Want some poon, you pick a chick up or get a hooker.

Qoh · #10 2004-02-06, 03:41

Whats animalism, Do you have any links or anything?