This is a level 5 trip report of some Shrooms

Setting: Friday night at about 1 am

Comment: The BEST trip I have ever had.

Amount: amazingly only about a dime. These

were some WICKED shrooms.

I took the shrooms while I was driving around with some freinds, I was in the back seat. I ate the shrooms with some chocolate that would help kill the 'weird' feeling in my stomach. We smoked some good bud and cruised around outside of town. The country was so beautiful as the shrooms were already kicking in. I could start to see warped patterns in objects as we were driving by. I was then dropped off at my dad's office downtown as it was the perfect place to trip and the only person that would be there was my brother.

I arrived at approximatly 2:30 a.m. and sure enough he was there playing SimCity2000 on computer. I immediatly went up to him and started giving him pointers on how to improve his city and gave him the cheat code so that he could have infinite money. I started to get really sucked into the game as I could see the map start to warp and shift. The trip started to get really intense so I went to my computer and loaded up the cd "round room" by phish.

The music was astounding and I started really grooving to it. At this point I was at a loss for words, because I had only eaten a cap and a stem. I felt like I was tripping even harder than the time I took 3 hits of acid in one night I then decided to see how far I could go by taking the rest of my shrooms. So I figured "Why not because I knew that nothing could really hurt me." And I have tripped on shrooms numerous times. I had no idea what I was in for.

So I ate them with some chocolate of course. It was about 3:00 a.m. at this point and my brother left to go home and sleep. I went downstairs and sat on a couch. At this point I was too gone to really do anything exept sit down and wait for even more to hit me.

After about 30 mins, my ego shattered and I became everything and did everything at one moment. I felt my conciousness expand to an exponential level. I closed my eyes for one fraction of a second and them opened them and reality was no more. I was suddenly flying around space and went to visit the sun all of the stars and planets. The distortion of reality was so severe

that it is not explainable. I could not beleive that I was tripping so hard off of not even a dime of shrooms. Everything was easily broken down to one unifying equation:

"That all things simply exist the way that they are", no matter how weird it seems. I

was in the presence of God. The meaning of life was so clear to me, and with the meaning of life, life itself loses all meaning. I was ready to die, it was not at all a bad feeling for I was not afraid, fear had no meaning. I felt so complete, that I just wanted to no longer

exist. There was no longer an "I", for "I" was no more because it was too simple, for 'I' no longer mattered. 'I' was no longer in reality but felt complete and yet so incomplete as death was the

only thing that was left for me to experience. I wanted so badly to feel Death's touch and be

gone from this "Prison" ... this "Reality".

After what seemed like an eternity, I was starting to come down. I was glad to be back to reality but at the same time wanted to go back to the dimension of infinity but even more I want to simply die and become nothing. However, I am not a suicidal person and would never

think of commiting suicide, but I wanted to so badly. I must say that I can not wait until I live a long life and die of old age and then I will be TRULY complete. I am 19 years of age but I now believe that I am eons old, I will forever remember this night and will live on with a new perception.

If you are going to ever attempt to gain this level I will leave you only with these final words: You are beyond brave to even think of obtaining this knowledge. You WILL want to die, as some people that have gained this level have later commited suicide. You have been warned.

The choice of death is yours to decide but I choose to live on and find purpose in this insane world.

--PEACE

[This message has been edited by Maligo_Malus (edited 08-09-2003).]

Thanks for that man...nice report, Im trying to find a time to plan my lvl 5 trip...cant wait. I know that feeling...coming back is one of infinite sadness its like letting go of beauty, truth, ultimate love and understanding...just the essence of what everything is supposed to be...*sigh* come back infinte content! Come back!

nice report. cant say i ever tripped that hard on shrooms before, then again i never ate that much, then again neither did you. lucky you got some potent ones.

Very interesting. Sounds like I might be taking shrooms soon.

I cant wait for autumn over here. 1 more month or so, tops, then liberty caps will be flowing, and I'll move out to the forest and live with the trees for a while. Ah, I can feel it already... mmmm