So I went out with this girl.

She was my first kiss, and I was honestly in love with her. I broke up w/ her after my parents found my drugs and learned I was soon to be quite sexually active.

Two months later, a few days ago, I realized that I still had feelings for her. Strong feelings. Is this love, or am I just reminiscing about the times?

Should I try and get her back?

She puts on this facade that she hates me, but some of her friends tell me that she's just trying to pretend that nothing ever happened.

Do any of you have experience with this sort of drama?

How old are you?

Thirteen?

You broke up with her because your parents found your drugs?

Did you explain to her that you dumped her because you sooked out fearing the wrath of your parents?

She would do well to stay away from you.

[This message has been edited by bloodenangel (edited 03-04-2007).]

Oh, no, what I meant was that my parents discovered very sexually explicit messages to and from my girlfriend and they also discovered my little collection of illegal substances.

I knew that they'd not let me leave the house unaccompanied again, and I felt that keeping my girlfriend just hanging on and never actually being able to be with me other than at school was like keeping her "hostage."

But now, I can't fucking stand it anymore.

Hmmm, that sounds like a pretty legitimate reason for ending a relationship at that age. You did the right thing, you should be proud of yourself.

She, on the other hand, sounds like quite an immature cunt. She should understand why you broke up with her, and putting on a facade of anger is the classic response for everyone that is too immature and insecure to truly confront their own emotions and embrace them with logic and maturity.

So whether or not you "love" this girl is irrelavent, really. You want her, and it doesn't make a difference whether this be true love or just you remniscing. The bottom line, however, is that it is highly unlikely you wont encounter the same problems with this girl if you pursue her again, that is, your parents breathing down your neck and confining you to home.

So don't try to go for her again, it will only lead to more mixed feelings and problems.

I'm with Byss on this one, what you did was admirable..

Have you explained the siuation to her?

I think if you still care there might be reason to try talking to her.