okay, so there is this girl i like, and she likes me. all good right? well my friend was with me when i was talking to her and he is not a ladies man to put it lightly. he completely fucked up our whole convosation and maybe more. now i am freaking out, because i am usually quite funny and charming but now i'm making really bad jokes and crap...and i'm not getting heaps of signals in the last couple of days (on msn though, so who knows). i really like this girl, more than most others so i don't know. i just need to calm down because i don't even know if she likes me anymore.

totse, how can i calm down? i know it seems like i am being a little bitch about this but i missed my window of opportunity to go for her, and even though she has liked me for a month or two now, i don't know any more.

so how can i calm down? i am really hyped up, and i don't have access to drugs, but i really wanna talk properly to this chick to ask her out.