Alright, I'll make this short and snappy if possible.

Went out with girl A for 3 years, broke up after she fucked my friends than proceeded to continue onto others as well, I did the same in retaliation.

Now, Girl B. Met her 2 summers ago, kept it distant, moved to city (hour away from Girl A-girl B is now 10 min away)

Asked out girl B on the 14th, very hesitant, due to me been wary of getting hurt again. Girl B understands, we took it slow since summer.

Now, Girl A still loves me, as do I her, but not like before.

Party too hard in city, got evicted, I get a house on march 1st, so that means I'm back in my home town for a few weeks. (I moved because I was hurt by girl A, our hometown just dragged me down.. we are neighbors)

BUT now I am back home for a few weeks, and last night I ended up meeting with her, and getting incredibly drunk... partying with friends and than drinking privately...

Now the problem.. my fucking conscience is starting to kick my ass, like never before.

kissed Girl A last night, stopped myself before it went further.

Now girl A is awesome, but also terrible, girl B however has been with me for sometime, and I went out and did this... I try to justify it, but I can't. Because it's wrong.

Maybe it was just the booze, but I don't know what to do.

Never been so confused in a long time, I'm thinking it just because it's been sometime since I've seen Girl A, and thats why we fell for each other last night. So brutal, so wrong, so much hatred when I left this place... now it's just fucked.

any advice for me? anyone understand this unorganized rant?

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Who's hotter?

All things being equal, I'd stay stick with girl B. Otherwise fuck girl A and somehow fuck her over...tape it or some shit.

It was mostly legible.

A kiss is just a kiss. If you were drunk, I dont see it as grounds for ending anything. Especially since you stopped it at the time. That shows some serious maturity. Unless you think you want a relationship with girl A, i'd just explain to her that it was a mistake.

This is the sort of thing that can potentially come back to bite you though, so if you think girl B will understand, then tell her about it. You can give her the watered down version, saying something like you were drinking with old friends and your ex kissed you, but you stopped her.

But if you think girl B will freak out, then its really not significant enough to ruin the relationship over.

Just try and avoid seeing girl A for a while so you dont repeat your mistakes.

Hurt girl A as much as possible, stay with Girl B. The former will hurt you again and again, the latter seems like she weill make you happy.

SHE FUCKED YOUR FRIENDS?, dude... girl B is the way to go.

quote:Originally posted by genericwittyusername:

Hurt girl A as much as possible, stay with Girl B. The former will hurt you again and again, the latter seems like she weill make you happy.



That shit comes back to you. The past is the past, just let it go and work on building a healthy relationship. If you're gonna dwell over being malicious, and getting revenge, then I guarantee you it's going to affect your current relationship.

Thank you guys. Mature responses. Wicked!

Yeah, good point, she fucked me over real bad.. I guess 3 years just caught up to me all at once.

Like me and Girl A are the only 2 people that are 18 out here. For a good 15 miles around.

It's not a question of getting back with girl A. I told her last night if were both single in a few years, and she matures, than shit might work out.

It's not sexual either, both are damn hot, not like that'd play a role anyways. Yea, she did fucking hurt me bad! thats why I don't get it, I had so much hatred.

Oh girl B, may find out, gotta figure out if it's worth it or not.

I'm pretty hung over, that might be what adds to my emotional state as well.

[This message has been edited by Junkie-Wino-Creep (edited 02-16-2007).]