For a fair while i feel as if a part of my soul has been sucked from my unconcious body. Some valuable appendage to my soul.

Something has been missing for a long time.

I think it may be a part of my brain malfunctioning lack of correct testoterone and electrolytes and all that. But i cannot emotionally attach to anyone outside my immediate family.

I just Cant do it . I have tried a couple of times with different girls but convinced myself that i could't commit because i didnt love them enough. But this new girl i think she is amazing completely and utterly. When i am around her i dont think of anything else but the second shes gone im back to regular uncaring me.

I dont understand it .Has anyone else experienced this ?

Wonderful.

quote:Rastus is a nigger. Thug mugger junkie.

Black golly gob. Big horny monkey.

Pimp pusher coon. Grinning piccaninnies.

Send him home soon. Back to the trees.

Black wogs. Black wogs. Face Don't fit.

Black wogs. Black wogs. Ain't no Brit.

Ahmed is a Paki. Curry coffee queer.

Ten to a bed. Flocking over here.

Tax-sponging canker. Smelly thieving kids.

Ponce greasy wanker. Worse than the yids.

Brown wogs. Brown wogs. Face don't fit.

Brown wogs. Brown wogs. Ain't no Brit.

Stick together we'll all be white me and you

The only colours we need are red, right and blue.

Paddy is a moron. Spud thick Mick.

Breeds like a rabbit. Thinks with his prick.

Anything floors him if he can' fight or drink it.

Round them up in Ulster. Tow it out and sink it.

Green wogs. Green wogs. Face don't fit.

Green wogs. Green wogs. Ain't no Brit.

If the victim ain't a soldier why should we care?

Irish bodies don't count. Life's cheaper over there.

Green wogs. Green wogs. Face don't fit.

Green wogs. Green wogs. Ain't no Brit.

Green wogs. Green wogs. Get 'em boys.

Green wogs. Green wogs. Turn up the white noise.

Title reminded me of that song. Anyway... exercise more; you'll feel better for it.

Ok, first of all, that soul sucking metaphor was baaaaad

Second, depending on your age its probably something that your just going to have to get over. It depends on how much you think you have to commit. Don't get down on it, there's nothing wrong with it, since its happened shows its not a life-long personality trait. Don't beat yourself up if your not in love with a girl, you can't force yourself to love someone.

Girls, for guys, tend to do either two things 1) Make them care 2) Make them dickwads. If she makes you care its a good thing, just don't depend on her for making you feel that way, you need to make yourself do that on your own, but use her as an example to push yourself to do it.

Hope that helps, cheer up mate, not the end of the world.

Yeah the metaphor was a little weak upon reflection .



thanks for the replies . It isn't the end of the world you are right , just feels a little odd. Perhaps i just Love the wrong ones ? . heh

I've experienced that, everyone does. It simply takes an effort to avoid it.

Some people are unwilling to make the effort.

Yeah man, I've had that. Don't try and write creatively when you suck that bad at it.

quote:Originally posted by Euda:

I've experienced that, everyone does. It simply takes an effort to avoid it.

Some people are unwilling to make the effort.