Okay Totse. I am currently 16 years old and I have realized something quite disgusting and important. When I first started masturbating at 12 years old, I could get off to some rather innocent things, such as just models in skimpy outfits in an alluring pose.

Of course, those days are naturally long gone. Although I can't pinpoint any landmarks, considering I wasn't really thinking about it, I have since worked my way up from those days of relative innocence into where I am now. These days straight sex in porn hardly does it for me unless I go for a week or more without jerking. It takes some seriously sick stuff, such as very rough or creampies or gangbangs. Things I would have puked at not terribly long ago.

My problem is this. I don't like where I am heading! I don't want to have to need this, especially since I fear it will lead into even more depraved things that will end up making me a sexual deviant who couldn't get off with a single woman even in the flesh.

The only solution I can see to this is to get an actual woman to have sex with. That is highly unlikely. I wont go into detail, but just trust me when I say that given my current position and abilities and whatnot, this is out of the question. Perhaps at some future date, but I don't see that happening until I am at least in my 20s.

Is there anyone else who has had this problem though? How did you overcome it on your own? Is there a way to overcome this?

I sort of have this problem with erotic stories. For example, this was the last story I jacked it too:

http://www.literotica.com/stories/showstory.php?id=47899

I mean...it's absolutely ridiculous and written by someone deluded.

I am heading back to naked picz0rz and imagination, rather than stories that distort my perception of sexual normalacy.

Get a girlfriend. With any luck, you won't have to jack it. That'll bring you back in line.

-Dust

Porn pics/vids are good once and awhile but they can definitely desensitize me after too much.

I like to recall memories of past sexual experiences to help get me off, always works

Sometimes I'll also flash back to a situation where I probably could have gotten laid (but didn't for whatever reason) and replay the scenerio so that I hit that...

does anyone else do this?

quote:Originally posted by rabbitweed:

http: //www.lite rotica.com/stories/showstory.php?id=47899 (ht tp://www.l iterotica. com/storie s/showstor y.php?id=4 7899)

I can't believe I read that whole thing! I was laughing my ass off at the end when he's like "Fuck yeah! I want to go bowling!" and then the boys shout their agreement, it's hilarious!

gang bangs, cream pies, and "rough" are "depraved"?

What are you a church boy? ha. Seriously, I know where you're coming from though.

I started with normal old "nudes" when I was like 13, then worked my way through everything I'd thought was "fucked up".

Ie, BDSM, Anal, Piss etc

So, I decided to stop watching porn, and I've been quite happy since.

I guess I "got sober on reality", if you will.

It happens to everyone who spends long enough on fucking totse. Man, it's a shitty problem, start trying to reverse it before you get too deep in that shit. I've seen similar things from all sorts of users. Start going to beautiful agony or something, to try and bring yourself back to reality.

Getting a girlfriend isn't that hard dude, its really just about noticing who notices you and then your made. Don't be such a pussy and give up so easily.

quote:Originally posted by Easy Rider:

Getting a girlfriend isn't that hard dude, its really just about noticing who notices you and then your made. Don't be such a pussy and give up so easily.

This thread isn't about that, dumbfuck, so why don't you shut the fuck up and give some useful advice about the matter at hand? Besides, don't say shit you don't know anything about, bitch.

quote:Originally posted by Byss:

This thread isn't about that, dumbfuck, so why don't you shut the fuck up and give some useful advice about the matter at hand? Besides, don't say shit you don't know anything about, bitch.

Rape your way back to a normal sexual appetite.

A thread similar to this one:

http://www.totse.com/bbs/Forum4/HTML/026855.html



Maybe something there will help you?

Or...just stop.

I've done everything on that list you consider depraved , and I'm pretty vanilla.

Maybe you're being too harsh on your self. When you start having sex, with in 6 months you'll probably cover rough sex and cream pies (maybe not gangbangs, unless you're both that way inclined). You should continue watching porn, the same stuff you have, when it doesn't do it for you, take a 2 week break.

That way you still get to watch porn on a semi regular basis, and not progress into anything too sick.

[This message has been edited by arquin (edited 02-12-2007).]

quote:Originally posted by arquin:

When you start having sex, with in 6 months you'll probably cover rough sex and cream pies

I figure that, it's just I seem to find something wrong with watching it happen to others. Also, I think the common theme to all of my new porn viewing is that it almost all has to do with domination of another human being. I don't know, lately as I've gotten somewhat more reclusive and solitary I've also been having far more sadistic fantasies...

quote:Originally posted by RogueWarheart:

gang bangs, cream pies, and "rough" are "depraved"?

What are you a church boy? ha.

I don't really consider that stuff very bad, it's really just the thought that this could escalate into even more weird things that I am currently disgusted by like scat, watersports, or at the very worst snuff.

quote:Originally posted by Byss:

I can't believe I read that whole thing! I was laughing my ass off at the end when he's like "Fuck yeah! I want to go bowling!" and then the boys shout their agreement, it's hilarious!

You see what will happen is I'll get really close to cumming from other stuff, then try and find a story and masturbate to it even though it's crap.

Next time I have sex with a girl I am so going to dial up one of my mates when still in bed with her and grunt "Fuck yeah! Let's go bowling!"

You are 16 which pretty much makes you a walking erection anyways. I have two brothers that are 17 and our mom just caught one of them with some crazy shit on his lap top. You are a teen age boy with unlimited access to porn, so yeah, the vanilla stuff isn't going to do it for you for a while. When you actually are getting some real pink, you won't care if it's in the dark with almost all your clothes on, just as long as it's the real thing. Like some of the guys on here are saying, you will grow out of it.

Like any addiction or whatever, one tends to need stronger and stronger stuff, one starts to become desensitized. I realize I used to have a porn addiction, back when I was younger.

I only look at porn every now and again at the moment, but I realize it has been -and can become- a problem. I wish you the best in turning this around. I think it was a phase I just had to grow out of naturally.

Maybe spend all your time trying to get real girls, busy yourself in life, and don't have time for porn!

I'm in a pretty similar situation to you, and this thread has pretty much pushed me to stop looking at porn regularly.

Since stopping viewing porn, I'm much clearer in the head.

Shut the fuck up, you aren't fucking tough. I will beat your angsty bitch ass in real life.

quote:The only solution I can see to this is to get an actual woman to have sex with. That is highly unlikely. I wont go into detail, but just trust me when I say that given my current position and abilities and whatnot, this is out of the question. Perhaps at some future date, but I don't see that happening until I am at least in my 20s. Its not that difficult or anything, your probally just too butt crack nasty to maintain basic hygene, too much of a fucking pussy to actually talk to a girl, and too much of a homofaggot to dress decent. Its not like getting a girlfriend requires the mastery of the pythegorem theorem, fucking idiot.

quote:Originally posted by rabbitweed:

I sort of have this problem with erotic stories. For example, this was the last story I jacked it too:

http://w ww.literot ica.com/stories/showstory.php?id=47899 (http: //www.lite rotica.com /stories/s howstory.p hp?id=4789 9)

I mean...it's absolutely ridiculous and written by someone deluded.

I am heading back to naked picz0rz and imagination, rather than stories that distort my perception of sexual normalacy.

good site, good site

quote:Originally posted by Easy Rider:

Its not that difficult or anything, your probally just too butt crack nasty to maintain basic hygene, too much of a fucking pussy to actually talk to a girl, and too much of a homofaggot to dress decent. Its not like getting a girlfriend requires the mastery of the pythegorem theorem, fucking idiot.

...or he could just be ugly as sin?

Dont feel too bad bro. At 12, I was masturbating to naked girls. By 13, that didnt do it for me, and I needed to see images and more often video of people having sex. By 14, it was gangbangs and shit. By 16, it was rape videos, beastiality, and kiddy porn. By the time I was 18 i only fapped once a week or so, and regular sex stuff was enough. I'm 22 now, and looking back, it was just a phase. Every now and then i'll watch a rape video, but mostly its just basic stuff. I'm content with my girlfriend, and we dont do anything considered sick in the bedroom, unless you count the occasional anal. The teenage years are just uber-horny. You grow out of it.

Haha, I made a post exactly like this a little while ago. It's nice to see that your's isn't turning into a flame war, lol.

Anyway, the only advice I can offer is to just take a break from porn.

Sometimes, I type a reply to a post, and then realize that I have nothing very useful to say.

This is one of those times.

that story was fucking hot.

quote:Originally posted by rabbitweed:

I sort of have this problem with erotic stories. For example, this was the last story I jacked it too:

http://w ww.literot ica.com/stories/showstory.php?id=47899 (http: //www.lite rotica.com /stories/s howstory.p hp?id=4789 9)

I mean...it's absolutely ridiculous and written by someone deluded.

I am heading back to naked picz0rz and imagination, rather than stories that distort my perception of sexual normalacy.

0.o

Wow.

Yeah. Take a break. Its time... Loooooooong overdue in fact.

What ever happened to the good old days when you could handcuff your partner and do si do without your relatives butting in?

I wonder why teenage boys on totse are so crazy about these incest stories sometimes.

Creampies are fucking hot. One day you'll give a girl one and know why.

Sometimes it never gets better, I've become more and more perverse over time. The girls I have sex with only encourage my habits. Here's one, I just bought a speculum on ebay. This girl I'm fucking went to the gyno the other day and told me she get really wet. She confessed this after I told her I thought speculums were hot. We're going to indulge eachother.

Weird sex is fun, be proud, tell your partners and find common interests. I wouldn't go around tilling anyone but don't be ashamed.

ZOMB. You're 16. It's all going down from here man!

Incest ftw.