Ok... Im feeling lonely. For the past 2 weeks or so I have been stressed out to the max and generally getting down alot.

I'm still fapping to porn, but I've just wanted to actually be with a girl. To have everything that comes with it.

I've also been as horny as fuck. Like I'll fap, but then fap again 20 minutes or so after. (This has only happened about 3 times)

So in my head, I know the type of girl I want... Blonde hair (Pref. with highlights), Pretty face and a sense of style thats quite specific. (Well, Not really specific, I just like little things like using can ringpulls as necklaces, having stripey tops, wearing a skirt over trousers etc.)

Personality wise my tastes require a good sense of humour, a bit of intelligence and generally someone you can talk to.

So today I went out with a mate that I hadn't seen in a few weeks. We went to a nearby town where theres a shopping center, nice town center and park... all together. The day was nice and sunny and the girls where out in packs.

I felt, For the first time ever to be honest, like making an approach and actually trying to get with a girl. Rather then just waiting for a girl to come upto me.

Problem being... I couldn't find anyone that reached my "requirements".. It sounds shallow and horrible, But its true. I couldn't find any girls that came close, I even went to the music store and pretended to browse the sections that they'd go to.

When I have seen girls like this, I've felt that "Oh, Its not right to make an approach" or "How the hell can I make an approach now?". But the one time I was gonna throw my everything at it, (Afterall, I'd never see her again if I messed it up) I couldn't find anyone that I could actually link with.

Bump for desperavity.

how old ?