I know the subject looks a little off but please read. And its long so if you dont wanna read it dont.

Ive been dating this beautiful girl for almost 2 years now. She was my first gf, and we get along great, i love making love with her, i love being alone with her and watching movies, i love smoking pot with her... shes like one of my best friends.



but... shes one of the most jealous girls I know. I cant spend time with my guy friends or I hear shit about it, I cant do anything without telling her or she gets pissed. Shes even crazy jealous about other girls trying to get with me. Example: My best friends gf, is just that, my best friends gf, but for some reason she thinks i want her more than her, she saw a picture of me and my best friends gf together and straight up punched me in the nuts. I dropped on the ground and blacked out... it hurt. Shes been doing this kind of shit for 2 years now.

Ive had other girls want to talk to me, but i run them off with " I have a gf", but after this last nut hit, i kinda lost that want to run girls off ( I really dont know why) Like this girl on myspace starts talking to me and is like if u and her ever break up I wanna start talking to you, and I rly want to now, but it kills my gf to know that I want other girls... well I started talking to this girl but only as friends and I didnt tell my gf about it, i just couldnt she would freak out. Well turns out someone the girl was roomies with my gfs friend and well she found out. She gets pissed and breaks up with me. Now I KNOW deep down I can easily get her to go back out with me, but then again I kinda wanna start talking to this other girl.



Just recently I had a dream that I was trying to catch this giant yellow spider in this jar but it was so big it wouldnt fit and it would jump at me and scare me and shit.. then it jumps up in the air and spins a web in like 2 seconds and sits there. I look at it, and it says "run away"... I wake up, im scared as hell lol.. and I go online and look up what this dream could have meant.

http://tinyurl.com/2vf78h

i find this link, it basically defines that I feel like im stuck in a relationship and that I want out.... This is completely crazy to me i dont believe in horoscopes and shit, but it defines how I feel.



I guess what im saying is should i take this symbolicaly and just tell my gf hey, i want to see other people, or should i just act like it didnt happen. Sorry, just need some encouragement on this, ive been dating her for 2 years so this is hard!

please be easy on my typing, im typing fast because i have to be at work in 15 minutes..

quote:Originally posted by mattmro85:



I feel like im stuck in a relationship and that I want out... it defines how I feel.

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I guess what im saying is should i take this symbolicaly and just tell my gf hey, i want to see other people, or should i just act like it didnt happen.



If you feel like you want to get out, break up with her. Grow some balls, make a decision.

Your girlfriend sounds like a flaming psycho bitch.

break up with her before the spider consumes you. tell her upfront if she doesnt change her ways, you'll change your girl.

Well, honestly I just wanted to here some other opinions, so im going with this, my family , my friends, and now my fellow totseans are saying leave her. Deep down I want to, im going to do it. Ill prob cry and shit, but ive gotta get out of this mess.



thanks alot