First of all I want every poster to know what lies within this post is the complete truth. No more, no less. I only hope to inspire and prevent disasters like this.

Maybe a few of you will evaluate your relationships and realize a few things.

I met my now ex who we will call J to protect the guilty about 2 years ago.

The first night we screw at my place. She leaves, she stays gone for 3 months as we remain casual friends.

The end of the summer I go up to her place, over a few days we're rolling in the bed again. Things are going smooth, getting laid without any effort other than putting a rubber on.

A month later we're officially "dating" a term I still know nothing about. It's great, her mom likes me, her stepdad becomes a good beer drinking buddie of mine.

One day I take her to her mom's work, her ex starts running his mouth to me, I get out of my car and am jumped by three guys. One year later, almost to the date, I see him and violently assault him.

Ok, jealous ex taken care of. About four months before this I met J's mother's best friend, and her son John who's still a good friend and probley the coolest damn person I know.

Me and J spent alot of time smokin weed and drinking with John and his friend Ray. John and Ray were two people I could definitely say I genuinely liked.

One day J and I discuss the people we've slept with, she denies half of the people she's told me about, including the ex I went through hell to deal with.

This would be your first cue that something is wrong. Stupid me. Again this ex comes up again, her little sis and John are talking about it. I ask again, Denial. Not that I cared but I needed to reinforce to myself that I could trust her.

J's mom was a bum. She was in short a selfish whore. She would take my car keys

and run it out of gas. Consistantly.

When I said something to her, she'd make up an obvious excuse or lie. She slept all day, literally only getting up to go screw her boss or snort a pill.

J's lieing and contradictions became constant. I would break up with her only to take her back a day or two later. This was an endless cycle of self-defeatism. J had the ability to fake emotions and cry on demand.

One night I began to drink at her moms. J's mom and step dad had divorced. Her mom decided to take my car and run it out of gas while I finished off a case of beer. Bad mistake. J's mom had called her ex husband becuase I was "trying to break in and kill J". When in fact I was only trying to get the last of my beers and my cooler before I left. Then supposedly the neighbors called the cops.

He arrived, chokeslamed me into a couch, and left while I lay disoriented. I managed to make the 30 mile drive home before the cops arrived.

Again, I take J back. We break up again.

My best friend Ty and I go to John's to party and drink. John tells me how J called and tried to sleep with him, which looking back now, was probley nothing less than the total truth.

J calls to say she's pregnant. I call bullshit. I buy a pregnancy test for her to take, she get's angry and refuses. It had been weeks since I'd seen J, and her stomach was pretty damn big.

We go to the hospital. J has chlymedia, I don't. What a complete lack of surprise. Denial. Has no idea how she got it. I do.

Three month's ago. We go to get ultra sounds. Everyone's excited. Baby girl clothes flying out my ass from everyone.

Somethings off though. She won't let her mother go back with her to the doctors room. My mom isn't allowed either, or is her dad.

Not even me.

I get a call from my mom, the ultrasounds are way outdated, I also find J's hospital papers stashed under my mattress, she has a cyst on her overie(?).

J's not pregnant. It all adds up though she still denied it until I kicked her out. Haven't spoken to her since. She's just fat as hell, which can be explained through her constant eating.

I should be angry, pissed, with a feeling of loss or lonliness but I'm not. This experience has given me alot of knowledge and (as corny as it sounds) a better understanding of myself. As I said before, I hope at least I have helped someone going through the brutal hell of holding onto someone. It's not worth it.

You're better than that. Take care.

I read that

That whoring bitch

quote:Originally posted by KriminalMinded:

You're better than that. Take care.



Thankyou.

Thankyou for sharing.

And thankyou for everything.

Take care of yourself. Drive safe. Don't get into too much trouble.

Thats shit man. i have to say i would of been out as soon as i no longer trusted her, but i can understand about her faking emotions and shit. I hate women that do that shit!

Man that must of been a hell of an experiance over the lst couple of years!

All i can say is like father, like son... or in this case like mother like daughter.

The moon shines tonight

the forest echos with joy

a bitch bites the dust

...

Id hate it if it happened. I dont know how I would react. I just hope nithing like this happens to me or another person.

[This message has been edited by LiquidIce (edited 01-15-2007).]

MY GOD I am sooooo glad my girlfriend is not like that.

[This message has been edited by Strakynyar Krongoth (edited 01-15-2007).]

She is a dumb stupid white whore, she is white trailer trash. turn your back and fuckign run. Shes not worth it, but her brother seems cool to tell you the truth that she was sleeping around, he knew she was a whore. WHORE WHORE WHORE WHORE

wow I feel better

I'm glad you finally kicked her out for good, she sounds like a fucking idiot.

I'm happy my woman ain't like that. =)

What a stupid fucking bitch

quote:Originally posted by Uber_Apples:

I read that

That whoring bitch

Dayyummmnn

dont mean to be a dick but it seems to me it would be completely obvious to anyone with half a brain how this was going to turn out

That really sucks. Don't let it put you off love altogether, though.

wow why did you put up with her shit for that long? Thinking you were in love with that whore?

word of advice...

dont date trailer trash.

Thanks for all of your responses. I haven't given up on love, I know not every girl is a sociopathic whore.

China called, they want their wall back.

I just wanted to say I read it, Ive been wanting to post a couple of things like this just to get it out, so I know how you feel, sorta.