Looking back on the last few years, I can say I only miss one girl. The thing is Nothing really happened.

I moved in with her family, and It was really shitty, I did so much for her and her family. I think that her mother knew, and her brother, but she never really noticed.

She started dating this guy after I moved in, and he treated her like shit, and turned her in to a tweaker. I left after that, I didn't want to see that shit happen anymore. I regret leaving, I always have. I really loved her at one point. I really feel bad about leaving her in the situation that she was in.

I went back once. I had just moved back home, temporarily. I sat out side her house til she came home from work, and one of my old friends stoped by too. We used to party a lot. He knew how much she meant to me. We talked, I guess I never really had my shit together untill recently. And now that I do, I want to go see her, again.

The last time I saw her, I told her that I only came because I missed her, and I wanted to see if she realized how much I did for her. She appologized and told me that she had forgoten a lot because of the meth.

She always used to dream really big. Fixing the whole world, making things better. I really do miss her.

So, who do you miss?

It's too embarasing to talk about, but there was only ever one girl who ever meant anything to me, and she still means everything to me. But she faded out of my life and I know it would be impossible for various reasons for s to ever be together.

quote:Originally posted by Hare_Geist:

It's too embarasing to talk about, but there was only ever one girl who ever meant anything to me, and she still means everything to me. But she faded out of my life and I know it would be impossible for various reasons for s to ever be together.

Thats the way life goes, I also had a girl, which taught me alot about pain and love and life itself, I couldnt bare to see her, but I know that if she asked for help, Id help her, even though be havent spoken i over 2 years.

Honestly...No one, really.

I miss ali.

She made a single post on totse a long long time ago in BLTC, recommending advice on dealing with meth addiction, so she may be reading this right now.

You can probably see the thread that I made.

Looking back I honestly have to say that meeting her was probably the best thing in my life. I quit fentanyl addiction for her, meth, and cut back A LOT on cigarettes.

It's just like none of it even matters right now.

And yes, all of this is true, and yes, I am only 16 years old.

[This message has been edited by I_like_pie (edited 12-26-2006).]

I suppose I miss my girlfriend because I haven't physically seen for close to 3 months. But I talk to her all the time, so it'sa not so bad

I don't really miss any girls but i do miss my dog that i had for over 10 years

I miss all my friends. With school/work/etc I hardly ever get to see any of my friends. I also miss my boyfriend...But he's only been gone for like an hour. He's playing hockey.

quote:Originally posted by Sick_Boy:

I also miss my boyfriend...But he's only been gone for like an hour. He's playing hockey.

I hate you

you always lose friends, hopefully new ones replace these, its true, only enemies accumulate. Sometimes i think hate is a far stronger emotion than true care, then i think back to star wars films... and the moments lost.



///Michael

[This message has been edited by MJR deus (edited 12-26-2006).]

quote:Originally posted by CHARGER89:

I don't really miss any girls but i do miss my dog that i had for over 10 years

whyd you have to bring that up?!

No one will miss me!

*cries*

*shoots self*

I miss me