Alrighty, so if you guys had read my last thread, you would know what's going on. So, i have been living with my dad for a few days....it's been ok. It sucks though because all i get to do all christmas break is watch T.V.

So, my mom decided i could come over for christmas. Great, i though. Well, i came over, saw my two brothers playing there Xbox360, hanging out maxin out relaxing all cool. Well,every body went to sleep. I wanted to get my GF a present. So i decided to go to a walmart that i live close by. Well, as i was walking down my driveway, my mom started running out of the house. She must have heard me. She started yelling at me about what a waste of life i was. She threw me in the car, and started driving me to my dads. When she was about 4 miles away from his house the kicked me right in the jaw and told me to get out. I was just fucked up. I found a little corner of a building by a ditch, and tried to go to sleep. About two hours later, i woke up to my dad kicking me in the face. He was drunk as fuck. He called me a failure at life and a pathetic fuck up. He dragged me back to his apartment, i was almost unconscious. He threw me on the couch, and there i just passed out. Now i'm awake on Christmas morning, my dad doesent remember the whole last night, and im sitting at the buisness center, with a fucking mother of a headache and no presents. AND i can't see my GF today, so she might break up with me =/

Merry Christmas.

quote:Originally posted by Half-Found:

. AND i can't see my GF today, so she might break up with me =/

Merry Christmas.

If she breaks up with you because of that then she wasn't worth having in the first place.

Now how about you man up a bit?

quote:Originally posted by jackketch:

If she breaks up with you because of that then she wasn't worth having in the first place.

Now how about you man up a bit?



Yea, i should just fucking throw a party because my x-mas is SO amazing.

quote:Originally posted by Half-Found:

Yea, i should just fucking throw a party because my x-mas is SO amazing.

If you mean a 'self pity party' then I guess you're already in the middle of one.

Quit whinging.

no you should throw a party because you're not fucking dead. you breathe, live, eat, sleep, watch tv. some people don't even get that. so your parents are unglued a bit. at least you fucking have some.

Wait, you're a guy, correct?

Either way: First thing: don't be emo on totse. I'm sure most of the guys here believe that whole men don't cry bullshit that I think is crap, so you will get some sympathy from a female, but not a whole lot. Yeah, you're parents kind of suck, but really, be glad to be alive. Just because your parents tell you that you're a waste of life doesn't mean that you are. Don't wallow in self pity, stand up for yourself and make yourself into something. If no one else has faith in you, at least have faith in your self.

and if your g/f can't be understanding when you're going through hard times, well then fuck her and find someone who will.

End of story.

quote:Originally posted by albinoblacksheep:

Wait, you're a guy, correct?

Either way: First thing: don't be emo on totse. I'm sure most of the guys here believe that whole men don't cry bullshit that I think is crap, so you will get some sympathy from a female, but not a whole lot. Yeah, you're parents kind of suck, but really, be glad to be alive. Just because your parents tell you that you're a waste of life doesn't mean that you are. Don't wallow in self pity, stand up for yourself and make yourself into something. If no one else has faith in you, at least have faith in your self.

and if your g/f can't be understanding when you're going through hard times, well then fuck her and find someone who will.

End of story.

I'm not trying to be emo. I do belive in myself, but in times like these, it is hard. I don't need sympathy, all i wanted to do was to make some of you who think your christmas sucked because you didnt get that 360/ps3 think about how bad you really have it.

quote:Originally posted by Half-Found:

Yea, i should just fucking throw a party because my x-mas is SO amazing.

That's the best idea you've had all day. Get a shit ton of alcohol and throw the nastiest christams party anyone has ever seen at your dad's...

truth, done

quote:Originally posted by RedShift00:

truth, done

Wow, maybe i wanted some more oppinions/stories.

quote:Originally posted by albinoblacksheep:

Wait, you're a guy, correct?

Either way: First thing: don't be emo on totse. I'm sure most of the guys here believe that whole men don't cry bullshit that I think is crap, so you will get some sympathy from a female, but not a whole lot. Yeah, you're parents kind of suck, but really, be glad to be alive. Just because your parents tell you that you're a waste of life doesn't mean that you are. Don't wallow in self pity, stand up for yourself and make yourself into something. If no one else has faith in you, at least have faith in your self.

and if your g/f can't be understanding when you're going through hard times, well then fuck her and find someone who will.

End of story.

Wow good post, listen to her!

Ironically, your parents are the ''failure'' in life if I can permit to say so. By beating up his own son, drinkin' like a redneck, and get wasted and dont remember shit of what happened..I really dont think its a great example of ''winning at life''.

You know what, fuck 'em. Real hard. Your mother/sister/father. Everyone one, they aren't a good example for your life. Its between you and your mind. Do you believe in yourself? No? Then try to gain some self-eestem. Stand up for yourself, dont take shit from anyone. Need self-eestem? Go play some hobbit. Guitar, kickboxing anything seriously, could be games too. Anything that can set your mind free and think of life.

And that's how I did, I was kinda like you, alittle worst but it doesn't change the fact that you are living in hell right now, like me long time ago.

It's your life, don't take shit from you parent, do whatever you seem its good.

Trust me, don't cry. I know you gonna get flamed by your thread but I don't wanna be an asshole too. But you gonna move your little ass too. Life's cruel son, no-one is gonna give you the attention you need. I know you are probably say ''fuk teh world '' but its like that son. You can't change the matter the fact. Its just like that life. Life is meant to be a test, is either you failed the test or you passed it, for me.



Be a man. A man. Small word but a really meaningful. Trust nobody, juts nobody in this world. Only you and just you.

Look just take my example, I'm 18, living on my own with a roommate. I go a real tough childhood. I wasn't the luckiest kid in the world nor the happiest, I was bullied because I was small in school, I got backstabbed, beat up, got stoled. Anything you can imagine, I've been tru it and guess what? I've never ever been crying over it, ever. Always thought a day I would be living better, which I am right now.

But I fought back, didn't took shit from anybody including my parents (lol anarcky).

I've never ever and I saying..ever been complimented by anyone. And I mean it. You know the ''omg you are awesome, omg great job Gamba, omg wwithout you <insert a crap here>'' kind of comments. Never had them by anyone, including my family, probably got 5 during my entire life, no joke. I built my own self-eestem, my very own. It was between me and my mind.



I want you to remember this post, Half-Found, copy paste what I just said somewhere if you feel to. I wish someone just said what I've been just typing really earlier in my life but I wish someone knows that you aren't the one and there's always and I really mean it, always there's a light in the end of the tunnel.

Sorry deeply for the long post.

[This message has been edited by Gamba (edited 12-25-2006).]

quote:Originally posted by Gamba:

Wow good post, listen to her!

Ironically, your parents are the ''failure'' in life if I can permit to say so. By beating up his own son, drinkin' like a redneck, and get wasted and dont remember shit of what happened..I really dont think its a great example of ''winning at life''.

You know what, fuck 'em. Real hard. Your mother/sister/father. Everyone one, they aren't a good example for your life. Its between you and your mind. Do you believe in yourself? No? Then try to gain some self-eestem. Stand up for yourself, dont take shit from anyone. Need self-eestem? Go play some hobbit. Guitar, kickboxing anything seriously, could be games too. Anything that can set your mind free and think of life.

And that's how I did, I was kinda like you, alittle worst but it doesn't change the fact that you are living in hell right now, like me long time ago.

It's your life, don't take shit from you parent, do whatever you seem its good.

Trust me, don't cry. I know you gonna get flamed by your thread but I don't wanna be an asshole too. But you gonna move your little ass too. Life's cruel son, no-one is gonna give you the attention you need. I know you are probably say ''fuk teh world '' but its like that son. You can't change the matter the fact. Its just like that life. Life is meant to be a test, is either you failed the test or you passed it, for me.



Be a man. A man. Small word but a really meaningful. Trust nobody, juts nobody in this world. Only you and just you.

Look just take my example, I'm 18, living on my own with a roommate. I go a real tough childhood. I wasn't the luckiest kid in the world nor the happiest, I was bullied because I was small in school, I got backstabbed, beat up, got stoled. Anything you can imagine, I've been tru it and guess what? I've never ever been crying over it, ever. Always thought a day I would be living better, which I am right now.

But I fought back, didn't took shit from anybody including my parents (lol anarcky).

I've never ever and I saying..ever been complimented by anyone. And I mean it. You know the ''omg you are awesome, omg great job Gamba, omg wwithout you <insert a crap here>'' kind of comments. Never had them by anyone, including my family, probably got 5 during my entire life, no joke. I built my own self-eestem, my very own. It was between me and my mind.



I want you to remember this post, Half-Found, copy paste what I just said somewhere if you feel to. I wish someone just said what I've been just typing really earlier in my life but I wish someone knows that you aren't the one and there's always and I really mean it, always there's a light in the end of the tunnel.

Sorry deeply for the long post.



Thank you so much. That made my christmas.

I have saved this post. Do you happen to have a myspace? Thank you.

quote:Originally posted by Half-Found:

Thank you so much. That made my christmas.

I have saved this post. Do you happen to have a myspace? Thank you.

He has msn. And he is, the greatest. For izzle.

Do you have msn?

if so, add me.

albinoblacksheep09@hotmail.com

All I got to say, is how the fuck did your mom kick you in the jaw when you are in a car?

Secondly, how the fuck is your mom going to throw you into the car? You are a man right?

Also, if your dad was drunk as fuck, how the fuck did he find you near some ditch?

Story doesn't add up. Someone going to sleep is not going to flip out on you, they are too tired. I say you are full of shit.

quote:Originally posted by albinoblacksheep:

He has msn. And he is, the greatest. For izzle.

Do you have msn?

if so, add me.

albinoblacksheep09@hotmail.com

Im downloading msn now.

Don't double post.