I met this really cute girl a while back, It didn't really bother me untill I started to see her less, and started to act like an asshole.

I am not sure if she knew I liked her untill recently: She asked my friend

~* completely stoned out of our gourds *~ if I had a crush on her. He told her I did. And then we talked on the phone about how inmature we were acting about the whole thing. Bassicly we ended at "we have a lot of growing up to do" and that we will see eachother later.

On saturday, I met someone at this cafe, and she showed up. I wasn't really expecting her to. But she said these kids were coming to go to a party. I knew the kid who works with her, and we went to my place picked up a case of beer, two bottles of vodka, and a bottle of wine* for me.

I knew a few people there, and I met a lot of new people. Me and the kid got really stoned, and watched that girl, and her friends dance, and sing the ENTIRE RENT album.

I was happy, for the first time in a while, I really wasn't sure why. We then went to her stepbrothers house *I think*. We proceded to smoke, and then I went home with the stoner kid she brought, and went to bed.

It was a good night, and I saw her yesterday, again I was hanging out with people, and she came in. We all hung out, and talked. She got bored with My convosation that I was in on, and decided to move. I went with her.

We talked about recent situations, and stupid shit. She did these little voices, I rolled my eyes, because well. You know.

I am supposed to talk to the owner of the cafe today about going to take mesaurements for these new benches, that they want for the new store in cincinatti. And, drink/maybe smoke with this one kid. I want to invite her, but she always seems to have something better to do. And well, I can usualy tell if there is some sort of interest, but this bitch is hard.

quote:Originally posted by bushy:



I knew a few people there, and I met a lot of new people. Me and the kid got really stoned, and watched that girl, and her friends dance, and sing the ENTIRE RENT album.



disc 1 or 2? if it was disc 1, you should have gotten a lapdance or something when 'out tonight' came on. if it was disc 2, i guess that sucks for you.

Yeah, young party girls have short attention span and if you aint bringing the fun... There is no hope.

Didn't you talk to her about immaturity?

quote:Originally posted by bushy:

I want to invite her, but she always seems to have something better to do. And well, I can usualy tell if there is some sort of interest, but this bitch is hard.

She has classes and works more than 30 hours a week, so she's probably busy. And don't ignore the validity of what I have to say next based on a bias you may think I have against you, but I do know one thing for sure: she doesn't like you. She flirts with everyone. Don't take offense to the fact that she doesn't like you, you're just not her type.

And if she fights with you about smoking too much or doing stupid stuff, it doesn't mean she's starting to like you. It means she's looking out for you as a friend, the same way she would (or I would hope she would) if I was doing those things. Please drop it and move on. It's hard for her to stay your friend when you keep reading more into it than there is.

It's hard to deal with people when you can't even be nice to them and have them question your feelings toward them.

Perhaps her feelings for you remain the same as they always have. Move on.