[quote]so how u been? I recent ly found out one of my favorite bands are from NSBM or natioanl socioalist black metal aka NEO NAzI . ive also started listening to some french black metal prettu good.

im supposed to get a 91 in class to pass the semester i got a 96

sory that i had to say this but im drunk for the first time they stole my fucking psp last week ive been alone for about 2 years now, i just want some body to hold me. sombody that i can lean on and tell all my problems to and she will comfort me. ive been depressed for a long time now no knwones. im a hypocrite i go a round all day with a smile with outmeaning. all the girls have some body fuck em. as soon as i graduate and go to college and graduate again im moving from this country. i just want to find ppl like me. people who live my style of live feel what feel when i listen to music. i once fell for this girl

realy deep and and made her a poem; i never gave it to her, fate? maybe when i shoed to some ppl they said that i sounded that i was in "FUCKING " love with her. i dont believe.the poems is just the way i would be if i found the right one.

i went to NYC last new year wasnt that great but i bought i me some boots that kicked ass i still wear them but by the looks i need new ones. i just cant wait till i make my band the most Satanic anti judeo/christianity/muslim band with some deep lyrics. sorry if im rambling but i got nothing else to do .U should listen to "i dream of u" by tiamat pretty good. i always fall asllep with that song. On tuesday this one girl got scared because she told me "are u SAtanic?" and i told "yes and if u dont stop asking so many empty questions im gonna fucking kill u" lol that shut her up pretty goo but later i told her i was just kidding. and last year for almost the same comment i was aboutt to get locked up. man ive changed a lot. i blame my music for this so many lyrics of hate/death/rape/satanism and so little about beauty and peace thats waht im doing roight now mixing the bad with the good in my band im gonna need some with some kick ass grunts and a woman with a angelic voice to show battle bettewn angels and d emons.btw did u see the movie "the da vince code?" i thought it was cool. hte even made a porno the about its " the da vinci load" i still havent seen it but will probably download it well good noght and take care[/qoute]

i wrote this to her when i drunk.

do u think she might see me different? this is what I exactly wrote

Yeah, she will see you as a fucking retard. Congrads.

quote:Originally posted by doornob_lightbulb:

Yeah, she will see you as a fucking retard. Congrads.

can my be drunkeness be justified here?

At least this way she'll stay your ex.

Not too bad as far as drunkmail goes, really. I've sent much more embarrassing shit to my ex while under the influence. Still, it's pretty awkward, you just kinda ramble on about nothing, it absolutely screams "desperate drunken late night attempt to reestablish communication". It's also way retarded.

If you drink then text, you're a bloody idiot.

Depends, if she saw you as a lowly ball-less pussy to begin with, then things should stay about the same.

No, no, no. When you're drunk you call your ex. It's only on Acid of speed that you write down things.

Amature.

hahaha, I shouldn't be allowed around phones when I'm drunk.

I get to this point where I just have this urge to call/text everybody. And usually not enough self-control to not do it.

I *remember* when I'd spend the best part of every day on xanax for a while. I was convinced that I wasn't doing anything odd.

When I stopped taking, I realised what messed up things I'd texted/emailed/told people.

quote:Originally posted by lord_vampyr:

can my be drunkeness be justified here?

i was gonna say no amount of drunkeness can allow for that time of spelling and grammer, but nevermind. And she's going to think your insane. You'll be on suicide watch for a while if she's a decent person at all.