My life is meaningless. Right now, my parents are pissed because my grades aren't what they want them to be. I've changed my major to something they don't think is wise. I drink too much. I have self inflicted injuries all over my body. "Death to Birth" is constantly resonating in my head. Everyone is mad at me for some reason or not. I hurt so much. I want it to end. My wrists are bleeding. Down the highway, not across the street, remember that one kids. My eye fluids feel like they're boiling. My hair is turning gray and falling out. Break my bones. Let me feeling something real. Something I can grasp and say, "Fuck you. I can handle."

lawl @ teh emo

What do you want? Someone to convince you otherwise

I'm not emo. I just seriously have given up. No day feels good. I just feel constant pain and suffering. Not necessarily for myself, but for the world. The world is doomed, and I don't know if I want to be here for it. I enjoyed my life, but now I don't want to see the down fall of it. So I may just end it.

^ah internet tough guys, my favourite kind.

here's an idea. why don't you type out why you're so unhappy. You haven't mentioned much specific.

that aint nice don.

paul- i know how ya feel man. even if i am a pansy little highschool junior. i know how it is to want pain, something that is real, something that defines you and kicks you back into reality. but why your wrists? wrists are the cultural area to cut- no nerves, easy to see. cut somewhere you can hide that hurts.

pain is nothing, though. it doesnt do enough.

you need something else. you need to stop thinking about things. reality is a bastard. mine seems to run screaming from me all to often. what pulled me back into it was girl. i dont know what you need, but you need to stop thinkin only of the mental and physical pain and lift your head back to the world. we all get down sometimes.

i hope this helps some

-T

I'm sick of the world being so corrupt, and self serving. I volunteered to hand count votes to make sure Bush didn't get elected, and I was turned away like a plaque infected child. My grilfriend left me in ruins, because I guess, according to her, I suck as a boyfriend. I drink a lot so am not too productive to society. And I just have a general apathy for people in general.

quote:Originally posted by SnoKannon:

that aint nice don.

The world isn't nice.

We are not the fucking Samaritans! If lauren's forum was up I'd send this over but as it isn't [/thread]