Well we are completely done. No more chances of getting back together. She packed up all my stuff for me to get while she's at work because she doesn't want to see me. Problem for me now is finding someone to go with me and a larger vehicle to take all the stuff back in. It's definitely going to be weird.

I've been seeing some old friends back home, though, so it's not all bad I guess. I decided that I won't just sit and pine about it. Life is too short to just sit whimpering on the past. What's done is done, eh?

The only time it has been rough is at night because I am used to going to bed with someone, but I'm sure that'll take care of itself soon enough.

As a side note, this is just another proof that 'taking a break' is really just the equivalent of breaking up without having the balls to do it. She only actually said it when, after a week or so of no talking, I sent an email saying "seems like you're fine, can you pack my stuff."

Still no real closure because there wasn't any problem for me, so that is kind of weird.

Anyway, looks like I have plenty of stuff to burn in the next coming weeks.

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As a side note, this is just another proof that 'taking a break' is really just the equivalent of breaking up without having the balls to do it.

So true.

Being single is pretty cool to, enjoi.

Her loss mate. She's taken the easy way out. Live your life, and you'll find a girl who'll respect you!

Rock on, livid, and full of beans.

be strong and keep on truckin'!

yeah herr loss man, time heals all wounds.

You guys make me think of Joe Dirt. Gotta keep on keepin on. Haha

Anyway, thanks for the support, people I don't really know!

That sucks man, all you can do it keep pushing on. Lifes a bitch sometimes but you have to deal with these things and try and make something positive out of it.

Think about all the things you can do now that you're single and not tied into another persons life. You can do what YOU want without having to factor a partner into it.

And who knows, you could meet someone even more awesome then you think she is

At the moment, I am planning on saving up a bit to move into an apartment in Pittston possibly. It's right smack dab between Wilkes-Barre (40k-ish? population) and Scranton (75k-ish pop), so there are definitely some job options from there. After that, I really just plan on saving up for about a year or so and going somewhere new to start over. Possibly Colorado, Nevada, Idaho or Utah.

It's nice being around my old friends, but I do feel like things have changed, so picking up and starting anew might just be what I need.