i live in NYC and Ive never been to a sex party or a swingers club before. plus Im extremely horny and im a loser. theres a million and one ads for parties but i dont know whats the real deal. does anyone on totse have any experience in the subject and if so please help me out

Maybe you should work on not being a loser.

If you're horny and a loser, why dont you just buy a fleshlight?

i think that i jerked off so much that i cant think of sex in the actual normal sense. lately porns not doing it. its taking longer and longer to find something interesting to blow my load to. i think that i became a virgin again and ive completely forgotten what it feels like to have normal sex. this has inadvertently affected my porn lifestyle and i need the real thing. unfortunately its easier said then done. ive purposely allowed myself to become so wierd and intelligent that its become hard for me to talk to people in general. its to late for me theres no turning back please help me

Murder/suicide.