Alright, I met this girl at this apartment complex, and Granted I know what someone looks like all cracked out. I was waiting out side for this dude to come out, and this girl opened the door. I thought she was cute and we started talking, I got her name, and that was all.

Thinking not much of it, I went on with my business, and a week later I was sitting at the library *right here to be exact*, and She came over, and told me "Hey, Tyler!". Thinking to myself I gave her a hug and responded back, with "Hey, Ashley!"

We sat there, and talked. Now I knew what kind of girl she was, and I had some work to get done. We talked a little, she wanted me to hang out with her, but I couldn't. I kinda felt bad.

Then a week later, I was getting rid of some shit, and I was invited in to the apartment complex. I was kinda sketched out, cause I knew the kinda shit that went on there. But, I got up there, and She was sitting there. She jumped up and gave me a hug, and started talking.

I hung out there for a few hours, and I was kinda sketched out. Considering it was a crack house. But I had a huge ass blunt. I smoked it with the most eclectic group of people, and She slept on the floor. I didn't really want to wake her, She looked like she needed sleep.

Around 12 we were kicked out * Ashely, this kid, and me * I took them to my place because they didn't have a place to go. They smoked Crack in my apartment, and she asked if I would be mad at her. I told her I wouldn't, and then when he left she told me she would quit.

For the last week and a half I was making sure she had a warm place to stay, and food. She kinda took advantage of the situation, and brought over random people * 28 year old fellons* She called them friends, and I was really really not happy with this decision.

Long story short, she got pissed off because I told her that she wasn't that bad ass, if she had to trick, and smoke rock. And that I knew my place was better for her than anything, at the moment. I saw some sort of change, and she left. She told me that we were never dating * I never said we were* Granted we did fuck, and I took her out to play pool, and drink, and party.

And that was it. I told her she could come to my thanksgiving, and she should come back Weds evening * tonight *.

I kinda hope she does, Cause I kinda miss her, although she took advantage of the whole situation. I don't really know. But I feel better, that maybe I helped someone realize that it gets better.

Congradulations. You successfully contracted the HIV virus. New room unlock. Bonus 17543.

No. I know I didn't. Flame on.

i think its very sweet you cared enough about a fellow human to make sure they had a warm place. Congratulations on proving that kindness among totseans still exists, lol.

but, I miss her and I don't have a way to contact her.

When she needs something, she'll probably contact you.

Don't get attached to addicts. It's not pretty.

Jx

I've been in your situation. I've given everything I've had to a girl like that, and i've come to the conclusion that no matter how hard you try...you just cant change someone like that.

The only thing you can do is offer them a means to change themselves, and dont expect that to go very far. Very few people are willing to turn away from the only life they know, even if it is complete shit.

quote:Originally posted by sweet_asCANDY_hot_asFIRE:

i think its very sweet you cared enough about a fellow human to make sure they had a warm place. Congratulations on proving that kindness among totseans still exists, lol.

He does this thing where he gets obsessed with a different girl every couple of weeks or so. It has nothing to do with caring about them, it's about being desperate and having low standards.

Hey Jill, not really. And since you don't really know umm Fuck off. EH!

Don't act like you know me, or my business. Since you know me SOOO well.

EDIT: as for low standards, ummm there is a diffrence between having standards, and having none at all. I have standards, and I realized that YOU do not fit them. Instead of putting up with your slander, and bullshit. I decided to not deal with it and gain some people, that I get along with. Instead of all the fucking drama associated with you, and your friends.



[This message has been edited by bushy (edited 11-22-2006).]

her name was actually Cheri

quote:Originally posted by firekitty751:

He does this thing where he gets obsessed with a different girl every couple of weeks or so. It has nothing to do with caring about them, it's about being desperate and having low standards.

Lol are you one to talk about desperation? Aren't you the one who was pissed because a guy wasn't interested in you and he wanted to save himself for marriage?

SLUT!!!!!!!!! Pot calling the kettle black.

quote:Originally posted by CarbonB:

Lol are you one to talk about desperation? Aren't you the one who was pissed because a guy wasn't interested in you and he wanted to save himself for marriage?

SLUT!!!!!!!!! Pot calling the kettle black.

She also throws her self at her friends Exs.

quote:Originally posted by CarbonB:

Lol are you one to talk about desperation? Aren't you the one who was pissed because a guy wasn't interested in you and he wanted to save himself for marriage?

SLUT!!!!!!!!! Pot calling the kettle black.

I never knew whether he was interested in me or not. I'm interested in him, and we've been hanging out at work and have plans to go rock climbing sometime soon.

So, uh, desperate? Because I like somebody for reasons other than sex? I just didn't know how to go about hitting on him. He's even acknowledged that, saying "yeah, girls don't know how to deal with me, I've found."

So, um, please dear, tell me how liking somebody for reasons other than lust give you reason to think I'm a slut?

And bushy, friends exes? How about ex's friends? Did you not break up with a girl only to fool around with her friend THAT NIGHT? Yeah, I persued that, but I hardly count their two week relationship as anything, and neither does she. She gave me her full blessing, warning me that he's a dick. I found out for myself, so it's all good.

^First off don't call me dear you condesending bitch. You aren't anywhere near being my elder or my superior.

Secondly, do I really need to pull the fucking thread up? Or did you delete it? Delete it to get rid of evidence?

You said that you were upset that this guy wasn't giving you the time of day, and you wanted us to tell you how to get him interested in you so you could sleep with him.

Basically you were trying to fuck up his good thing by him saving himself for marriage. You are a fucking bitch, you know it, bushy knows it, and we all know it. Don't try to play fucking innocent. Also, who was the person who slept with their half-brother/brother's best friend?

Was that you?

He does have a point!

I'd also like to know why she feels the need to start shit, like you know me. Your 18, and well, you aren't going to get too far with that attitude. Like you know everything. Yes, you maybe smart, but you sure as hell don't know me outside of Gypsy.

Not many people do.

Yea she sounds like a nice person. Just do what you wish, personally I say don't bring emotions to it. If you want her as a friend then sure.

Umm.. Holy shit...

http://www.totse.com/bbs/Forum4/HTML/024863.html

Been there my friend. I too have fallen for a crackhead. We have had crushes on each other for a few years and six months ago we finally met up and acted on it. Now I have feelings for her and can't get away. She denies the drug problems as rumors, and uses weak excuses for when she "borrows" money off me. This usually happens after we have sex or she gives me a blowjob. I do know she has some legitimate feelings for me though, and I actually think she is faithful cause I'm basically wholly supporting her and her habit.

I know this is all wrong but hey, you can't pick who you love, and I guess its better with me who cares about her than some random douchebag.

quote:Originally posted by gadzooks:

Umm.. Holy shit...

That's exactly what I was thinking.

Bushy sounds like a more flamboyantly gay/flaming homosexual version of gadzooks.

Carbon, I call everybody dear.

I wasn't trying to sleep with him. You can find the thread, I said it many times. And yeah, I slept with my stepbrother's roomate. My stepbrother was entirely supportive of it, and as I was leaving his room after I put him to bed (he was beyond trashed) he was trying to tell me how to go about doing it.

But, anyway, this guy from work. I really genuinly like him. I sort of assumed it would be different approaching him than guys that are all about sex... and it is different, but that's not the point. I don't know how else to say I actually like him, but whatever.

Bushy, you can't get mad at people for thinking they know you after hanging out with you for ages, if you were being fake the entire time. But honey, you're not that complicated.

quote:Originally posted by firekitty751:

But honey, you're not that complicated.

No, he's not. I live on another continent and I can safely and confidently say he has the true makings of a potential stalker.

He'll get there, don't worry!

quote:Originally posted by arquin:

Bushy is a fucking queerbait!

QFT!

...remember that time bushy was a mega faggy fudgepacker? Yeah...what an ass-pirate.



[This message has been edited by arquin (edited 11-23-2006).]

1) don't support her, it will bite you in the ass.

2) fireykitty didnt you make a way too long post like a month ago saying how you were sorry for bringing real life into totse?...so why are you doing it again. i dont care what you and bushy are bickering about or who is right, but i know its annoying and ruining this thread. please stop.

quote:Originally posted by oral fixation:



2) fireykitty didnt you make a way too long post like a month ago saying how you were sorry for bringing real life into totse?...so why are you doing it again. i dont care what you and bushy are bickering about or who is right, but i know its annoying and ruining this thread. please stop.

The thread was ruined before it started.

Carbon brought up a previous thread, which involves nobody here. What I said about Bushy relates to the thread.

If it annoys you, fuck off and don't read it.

quote:Originally posted by firekitty751:

If it annoys you, fuck off and don't read it.

it really wouldnt annoy me so much if you said you were going to stop doing it. and don't blame carbon, he was just annoied at how superior you acted towards bushy and doing his usual banter. if you didnt start shit, none of it would have been said.

and nice job cursing me out and being rude when i was just nicely asking you to stop doing something you even admitted a short while ago was annoying.

To get this thread back on track and bite my metaphorical tongue so I won't enter this unresolvable argument again:

Bushy, don't fuck crackheads. Seriously, not a road you want to go down. I'm not saying all crackheads are inherently bad people, but from your description this chick in all likelihood doesn't give a damn about you, or probably anything else but getting her crack.

quote:Originally posted by oral fixation:

it really wouldnt annoy me so much if you said you were going to stop doing it. and don't blame carbon, he was just annoied at how superior you acted towards bushy and doing his usual banter. if you didnt start shit, none of it would have been said.

and nice job cursing me out and being rude when i was just nicely asking you to stop doing something you even admitted a short while ago was annoying.

What she said was relevant to the thread. Granted she probably shouldn't have said it, but it was relevant. Carbon was the one who brought up random shit that didn't have any bearing on the topic.

Hey bushy...you just take anything you can get, don't you?

It's at times like this I'm glad I grew up with an alchy/druggy mother. I now have a natural aversion to drug users.

quote:Originally posted by firekitty751:



If it annoys you, fuck off and don't read it.

For some reason that reminded me of the fat women who go on riki lake/jerry sprinher/oprah/ect, and then start screaming at the audience "shut up! it's none of your buisness!!"

But what fucking right has that cunt to squeel and scream at people for it being 'none of their buisness' when she chose to fucking air her private buisness on NATIONAL FUCKING TV?!!?

Anyhew. Bushy, you sound like a desperate version of gadzooks.

I'm not flaming either of you. It's very sweet that you were both attempting to help these women. The sad thing is that neither of them actually deserved it.



YOu both need to get out there, find yourself decent girls who arent going to fuck people for drug money and tell you they dont or use you for your food and appartment.

quote:Originally posted by bushy:

but, I miss her and I don't have a way to contact her.

Do you know which 'Stroll' she usually works? Go down there & talk to her but realize she's workin' & that comes first.

quote:Originally posted by yoyobek:

For some reason that reminded me of the fat women who go on riki lake/jerry sprinher/oprah/ect, and then start screaming at the audience "shut up! it's none of your buisness!!"

But what fucking right has that cunt to squeel and scream at people for it being 'none of their buisness' when she chose to fucking air her private buisness on NATIONAL FUCKING TV?!!?



I don't give a damn what people are reading or what they're saying, but she told me to stop saying things. I told her to stop reading it if it bothers her.

/drunk rants

quote:Originally posted by firekitty751:



/drunk rants

Dont get drunk to the extent you have no control over yourself. Especially if you live anywhere near bushy.

quote:Originally posted by yoyobek:

Dont get drunk to the extent you have no control over yourself. Especially if you live anywhere near bushy.

What's she gonna do? set his house on fire?

quote:Originally posted by yoyobek:

Dont get drunk to the extent you have no control over yourself. Especially if you live anywhere near bushy.

I never let it affect my judgement too badly when I'm out.

When I'm safe in my home, however...

Get her a totse account. She'd fit right in!

Pimp her out here. If she's not too dear, she could be the unofficial fishy crack ho!

Always good for a blow.

quote:Originally posted by moonmeister:

Pimp her out here. If she's not too dear, she could be the unofficial fishy crack ho!

Always good for a blow.

..Would you really want to go anywhere near something that had, from choice, fucked bushy?

quote:Originally posted by firekitty751:

The thread was ruined before it started.

Carbon brought up a previous thread, which involves nobody here. What I said about Bushy relates to the thread.

If it annoys you, fuck off and don't read it.

You did say it.... your bullshit doesn't relate to this thread at all... it relates to your feelings towards Bushy... not his situation. If you don't have anything productive to say, don't say anything at all. Yes I realize that everyone else on Totse is going to flame and be rude... but you promised you wouldn't, so stick to it, or like you said you would.... get the fuck lost.

too cracked out/ didn't read

nah playin' i read it. sucks, but that's what crackheads do.

lol i didn't tl/dr you.

Yea, I know. I guess the point of this thread, is that people aren't inheriently bad. And that everyone needs a chance. Maybe the title is bad, but I was just saying it was kinda nice having someone around who didn't steal shit, try to kill me, and to clean up my apartment so that I could relax and play Zelda when I got home.

That is all.

quote:Originally posted by gadzooks:

Umm.. Holy shit...

http:/ /www.totse .com/bbs/F orum4/HTML/024863.html (http: //www.tots e.com/bbs/ Forum4/HTM L/024863.h tml)

Yea, it was kinda like that. But I got paid! srsly 100 dollars CASH!

The problem now, it the kid she was with and this older black man came around looking for her. And I don't know where the fuck she is, so I was kinda freaking out.



EDIT: Kinda like Hot Dog

[This message has been edited by bushy (edited 11-23-2006).]

quote:Originally posted by bushy:

Yea, it was kinda like that. But I got paid! srsly 100 dollars CASH!

Man-ho!

quote:Originally posted by firekitty751:

Carbon, I call everybody dear.

I wasn't trying to sleep with him. You can find the thread, I said it many times. And yeah, I slept with my stepbrother's roomate. My stepbrother was entirely supportive of it, and as I was leaving his room after I put him to bed (he was beyond trashed) he was trying to tell me how to go about doing it.

But, anyway, this guy from work. I really genuinly like him. I sort of assumed it would be different approaching him than guys that are all about sex... and it is different, but that's not the point. I don't know how else to say I actually like him, but whatever.

Bushy, you can't get mad at people for thinking they know you after hanging out with you for ages, if you were being fake the entire time. But honey, you're not that complicated.

I don't give a fuck if you call everyone and your mother dear. It is condescending whether you want to admit it or not. A way of exerting your control over someone else, a way to feel superior.

Also don't turn this shit back onto me, the thread I brought up WAS relevant to the conversation. You jump on bushy's ass, yet you sleep with a guy and then bitch about him getting attached to you.

What the fuck do you think is going to happen with a guy trying to get married? You know you aren't going to marry that guy, you are a fucking cunt that uses people. Your entire self-image is that of someone who is innocent of cruel deeds. Wake the fuck up, everyone knows, you are the only one that thinks people are buying the image.

Don't jump on bushy's ass just because he wants to rant about some bitch he is obsessed with, just because he isn't obsessed with your fucking ass. Also, you did say you were going to stop fucking talking about real life shit, and you are doing it yet again.

Oh, and yoyobek I agree with everything you are saying.

Actually, everything I said is based on threads he's made, although yeah, it did have something to do with how I know him personally. But if you have read his threads, you can tell that's it's true anyway.

Valmont says:

This thread is fucked.

Oh, and for the record. Firekitty's pretty much the only person not trying to detract from the original topic. She's defending herself when accused. Let's bring it back to topic, or delete it.

-Val

[This message has been edited by Valmont (edited 11-23-2006).]

Bushy is a loser, there's no doubting that.

You know dr. strangelove had nothing to do with love right? More about nuclear war. But apart from that I see nothing wrong with what your doing, just don't fall for people too fast.

She wore but a wee

Crack smokin' who're

But 'sad clown face' bushy

Said, 'Crack ho's is people too' &

How I'd love to do'er!

Bring her home! Ooooh!

My own personal who're...

...You be pimpin' boy!

quote:Originally posted by kAtE-:

Bushy is a loser

quote:Originally posted by moonmeister:

She wore but a wee

Crack smokin' who're

But 'sad clown face' bushy

Said, 'Crack ho's is people too' &

How I'd love to do'er!

Bring her home! Ooooh!

My own personal who're...

...You be pimpin' boy!

I love you, moony.

^So you going to fuck him too? Tell him you love him? Whisper things into his ear? Only to have him call you when he said he was going to call you, yet you don't pick up.

Now he's annoying, now he isn't good enough, now he's trash, now he is needy, now he isn't worth your time. However just a couple hours a go he was good enough to put his dick inside you.

To violate you, to be one on one with you, to tell you he loves you, to tell you he needs you, good enough then, but not now. What's your pussy worth? Worth a night of fun? Worth a few well placed words? A connection? Something you thought was true, but wasn't?

Your shit is cheap, your pussy is weak, everything you do you'll regret. Labeled as a whore you only fucks to get fed. Fed that attention that you desperately need, just wait it'll come back to bite you when you feed. A man who's going to crush you, put in a place you don't want to go. It's inevitable just wait.

Karma is a thing you can't stop, something you can't control, bitch you do people wrong, and how long can you go on?

fuck off i like firekitty, and if she is indeed 18, then she has more brains, smarts, and vivaciousness for life than you ever will bushy,so with all due respect, fuck off

im 20, and agree with firekitty 100 %, she acts more my age than her own. How old are you? 12?

^Bitch your name alone is enough to tell you to shut the fuck up. I personally don't give a fuck what you think, talking some bullshit about how you think he acts 12.

Do you see fucking 12 year olds fucking crackheads? Because I sure as fuck don't...

oh lord, like i havent heard the bitch routine before, its getting old, grow up dumbass

quote:Originally posted by sweet_asCANDY_hot_asFIRE:

oh lord, like i havent heard the bitch routine before, its getting old, grow up dumbass

You're not a bitch. You're just obnoxious. Being a bitch implies being able to be hurtful. To be hurtful you have to be able to pinpoint, and hit people where it hurts. That would require a shred of intelligence, something you do not possess.

[QUOTE]Originally posted by arquin:

[B] You're not a bitch. You're just obnoxious. Being a bitch implies being able to be hurtful. To be hurtful you have to be able to pinpoint, and hit people where it hurts.

I possess this intelligence of which you speak. I am tired, and dont give a fuck today, nor do I care, perhaps I will show my intelligence tommorow.

quote:Originally posted by sweet_asCANDY_hot_asFIRE:

I possess this intelligence of which you speak. I am tired, and dont give a fuck today, nor do I care, perhaps I will show my intelligence tommorow.

Good plan! Procrastinate on something as simple as showing intelligence till every one forgets that you'e a dumb slapper!

Lol, so you need to put forth an effort to sound intelligent? You sound fake as fuck to me, and not only are you a fucking dumbass, but you just proved my point about being a bitch.

This shit isn't even a routine, it's not some show I'm putting on to entertain you. You are a bitch, it's a fact. So calling you one is just identifying you by another name. That name just so happens to be bitch.

I always thought S&A was a much friendlier place. A few people are ruining it for the rest of us >=(

Oh wait, I hate handofzek.

carry on.

quote:Originally posted by sweet_asCANDY_hot_asFIRE:

im 20

You're 20? I thought you were younger. I must have missed that in some of your topics.

I like that this thread fights it self with out me around. Its kinda nice.

Well stick around, and have a row.

k, I think this thread has served its purpose.

What? Scaring off firekitty and her butch lesbian friend?

More along the lines of establishing that a.) You, Carbon, are a complete douchebag, and b.) Fucking crackheads is rarely, if ever, a good idea.

I got paid 100 dollars to watch her for a week, the problem is she left, and the guys that paid me to watch her came looking for her. I told them she ran off.

quote:Originally posted by CarbonB:

What? Scaring off firekitty and her butch lesbian friend?

You scared me off? And I have a butch lesbian friend?

Carbon, do you really think you know me well enough to pass judgement?

What the fuck happened to this place..?

Now every thread that has a certain combination of people posting in it explodes into a violent flame war.



*clutches guinea pigs to chest and dives from thread*

quote:Originally posted by firekitty751:

You scared me off? And I have a butch lesbian friend?

Carbon, do you really think you know me well enough to pass judgement?

I never said I scared you off, read my reply. I never said I knew you, but passing judgement is never based off really knowing someone is it?

So please, think the shit through, you are an idiot. You can't compete here, go scamper off and fuck someone. I am sure that will make you feel like someone loves you.

How good and how pleasant for the brethren to live together in unity. Psalm 133 v.1