...training my self?
I was getting sex. Enough to keep me content. But then when I ended shit I wasn't getting any any more. So I started masturbating, a lot (have a very high sex drive). Any way, when I started wanking, it'd take 15-20ish minutes. Well, that wouldn't do. I needed orgasms quicker! I do it in the shower, and Melbourne = Water restrictions. Any way, I didn't realise but I got my time down to like 3 minutes. I loved it, I was having almost instant orgasms.
Buuuuuuut, then I started having sex again. It's shit. I come early.
I was wondering, did I train my self to come quicker? And if so, can I just reverse it? Will constantly holding orgasms off for as long as I can help my time be better?
Sure I can just keep it in using the PC muscle (since that's what I've been doing, keeping her in the dark) but it still reeeeeeaaaally destroys my confidence knowing I come in only a few minutes. Which destroys my desire to keep going.
Help needed.
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