I'm going to have to start this off from the very beginning so that everything makes sense. This will be a long-winded, boring post. Don't read if you're looking for a story about hot sex, promiscuity, or fighting.



Back in March I got a job working at a small local restaurant. The time was convenient and the pay was decent, and I also had a friend who worked when I did. The restaurant is owned by a family. The entire immediate family works at the restaurant (3 daughters, mother, father). When I started working, only two of the daughters worked because one was out on maternity leave. She came back to work in April I'll say, when the baby was like two months old.

What they say about first impressions was right. This was one milf. I went about business as usual, and since I had already developed a relationship with the other employees, I felt comfortable. I forget how it started, but days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into months to the point where I finally had an established relationship with the new pizza girl, and I once again felt comfortable, and fairly close to the people in my working environment.

As time passed, we all got closer and decided to go out one night and see a concert. One of the girls who worked knew the guys playing, so we got in for free. We ended up jamming out, getting pretty trashed etc. Here's where the story starts.

I was very vague about my relationships with the other employees, but somewhere between the time (we'll call the newly mothered woman S) S started working again and the time we decided to go out, our relationship became a bit closer than it was with any of the other coworkers. There was an attraction that could be sensed. Thanks to that night of unwinding and a high BAC, we both ended up spending the concert outside talking. We talked for probably 2 hours, but it felt like 5 minutes. I don't remember most of it, but we both got the jist. We were both very attracted to eachother. She was constantly thinking about me, and I her. If it weren't for her previous commitment and establishment of a family, she would be mine. We left that night with an entirely new understanding of our relationship.

As time passed, I became more and more tired of work, the customers, my boss, and the other employees. In fact, I dreaded coming into work. The only motivation I had was seeing her. We went for months with this (un)spoken understanding. Recently, it's gotten much harder. She always does things to show her feelings for me, explains how she's always looking for my car in town when she's out, etc.

It's to the point now where were thinking about eachother daily. While at home with her SO, it's me she's thinking about. When I'm at school (I'm 18 a senior in HS) I'm thinking about her, not the cute cheerleader sitting in front of me. I come home thinking about her, I go to sleep thinking about her. Likewise. The only thing holding us back from eachother was/is the impossibility of the situation. She had sealed the deal on her life, and mine's still in the process of developing.

She finally explained the other night that she's almost losing site of her love for her husband because of what we have, but she can't love me. It's impossible. I've got nothing holding me back from devoting all my sentiments and emotions and energy towards her, and lately I have been at an overwhelming amount. I mean, I'm practically in love with a person and situation that will be impossible for me to call my own or be involved in. It sucks. There's no conclusion to this entire situation except for what we discussed tonight. I told her that it would probably be best if I left. I hated the work atmosphere, the people, the customers, everything. And most of all, I hated trying to maintain this emotional "affair" within the confines of my fucking job. All it did was make things harder. Every day is like a constant reminder of what I can't have. What we can't have. Of what there could've been if the dice were rolled a different way. I told her that I can't take it, and that it might be best if I leave, for the both of us. She doesn't endorse the idea, stating that she could be happy just seeing me every day and what we have. But I have nothing to fall back on. I cannot be falling for a woman who I will never have the chance to even spend time with. I mean, how could I? What could we do?

I came home tonight after explaining my thoughts to her, and asked my parents what they thought if I decided to leave my job. Of course, straying from what they said before, they said that if I left my job, I would have to rely on the money I already saved for my gas, private expenditures, etc. I've saved a grand, but I don't want to start depleting my money before I even really need it. Finding a different job is pretty much an impossible idea because the hours of the one I have now work perfectly for me. It's also in a very convenient location. I just have no fucking idea what to do. What should I do?

Oh come on, it takes literally like 5 minutes at most to read all of that. Not even the internet can help?

too long bro :\

Give me a summary.

My boss is married with a kid but is attracted to me and I with her, yet we can do nothing about it. Going to work is just a tease because it's like seeing something that will never happen, and strengthens my feelings for someone who will never be mine. She feels the same way, but neither of us can act on it. I don't see her outside of work or anything. I was thinking about quitting just to get it away. Then I realized this was unrealistic so I'll probably keep my job. I'm just falling deeper into love for someone that will never be mine, and vise versa.

i would fuck her before i quit

Immoral way to live your life (hypothetically):

Stalk the chicks house for a while.

Get a time when the kid/s and the dad are going for a drive. You might want to tap some phones if you have the ability.

Cut the brakes of the car before the dad and kids go for a drive.

Or alternatively. Don't cut the breaks, get some reinforcements on your car/get a big car that can stand up to crashes. Crash into the car with your strong car. Find out what the car is before hand, if its weak at head on collisions, do a head on crash, etc.

The woman will be distrought at the loss of her husband and son. Be understanding, be a good listener, don't make any sexual first moves, get her drunk, get the sex, have a few years of love, when it collapses get all her savings and move to Costa rica.

Moral way: Quit your job or scar your face.

You've got two choices. Either fuck her, literally. Forget that she has a husband and kid. They can get divorced, or you can just see her on the side.

Your other choice is to go to work piss drunk and high and use that to forget about her, while you get on with your life. MOVE ON. Get a GF, get a life, etc. It's just work, realize you won't ever get any, and either be really good friends or cut it off.