I'm feeling weird.

autumn has just bust into winter and it's brought with it interesting things

The air is cooler and fragrant, i keep getting deja vu and people i havent heard from in ages are talking to me.

The other night a girl i was best friends with and then dated was raped and nearly killed. The guy who did it tried to suffocate her afterwards. I don't really know how i feel about this, the fact that i liked her so long and never had sex with her. Some guy just went and took it from her, she could have been killed and i probably wouldnt have found out.

ut then if she had been killed it would have put an end to certain parts of my brain still wanting her. Although now she's been raped, it's kind of taken the sexual attraction away from her. I haven't spoken to her properly in ages anyway, I'm not sure i even care that much.



I saw this girl who I used to go to college with the other day, she reminded me of the girl above. I sometimes sat next to her and very occasionally spoke to her. And when i spoke i always got a faint feeling of mutual attraction. I knew things would move on if i could only get to know her.

Well anyway a year later- the other day, I bump into her in the city and although we never spoke outside of class in college we walk up to each other and she stands quite close to me talking and the whole time we're looking at each others eyes, and i feel a pulling sensation. We talk away for quite a while seeing as she said she needed to be at a drama session. Then she leaves. She'll be at uni next year and anyway I have a girlfriend, so it'll never happen

It's a bit depressing but life will probably throw up some more interesting things eventually.

bump, above all inferior threads.

You posted this so that we could find you morally reprehensible?

I can't see anything to discuss.

Well then I've won.

I read this earlier and didnt post...



A girl who you knew quite well was raped. She has been through a scarring ordeal, and you are collecting thoughts on how this effects your personal feelings towards her?

Fuck you!

[This message has been edited by Docta? (edited 11-06-2006).]

Docta? makes me laugh.

excuse me, friend, but you're a dick. you have a friend who was almost killed, and you're guaging your sexual attraction to her? that alone is fairly fucked up. not only that, but you've got a girlfriend, and thus, shouldn't be worrying about it or the other chick you haven't seen in a year.

in case you need a refresher, the world does not in fact revolve around you.

He meant to say "Fuck you!" too, but got caught in the moment.

Just to refresh... Fuck you!

some friend...

I dont quite get what you're asking. Perhaps you could reinterate the question or discussion point.

quote:Originally posted by Mindless Xyzzyean:

I dont quite get what you're asking. Perhaps you could reinterate the question or discussion point.

I think everyone else has pointed out that there was no point.

Lol, well my world revolves around me. It's not

like she will accept sympathy off me, she has regular friends for that and if i call she'll just think i want her back and be all weird.

Plus she has fucked me around a lot so i wouldn't be over sympathetic even if I did talk to her.

quote:Originally posted by RogueEagle91:

the world does not in fact revolve around you.

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quote:Originally posted by deathtojack:

well my world revolves around me.

Great answer. Perfect.

all we are is thoughts in our own heads my friend .

Keep them calm and you will be happy