So... today has been shitty sense the moment i got up.

Nor do i know why.

My boyfriend is bitching at me.. because he thinks i am ignoring him.. which i wasnt walked away from my computer.

I just want to sleep the day away.. do nothing.. and maybe everyone wont get mad at me.

Anyone else get these days?

Everyday, sweetums?

Now. Just snuggle up over here & we'll ignore him & everybody else toozor!

[This message has been edited by moonmeister (edited 11-04-2006).]

quote:Originally posted by moonmeister:

Everyday, sweetums?

Now. Just snuggle up over here & we'll ignore him & everybody else toozor!





i am just not feeling good today, i am getting sick.

All i do is go on myspace.. walked away from my cp and walked back and i was in the middle of posting a bulletin.. he says i was ignoring him.. yet he wont even talk to me about it..

i am just not feeling good..

and crying doesnt help

Get drunk.

Every day all I want to do is hide under the covers. As if hiding from the world will make things better.

It doesent though. Hiding from the bills doesent make them dissapear.And ignoring friends and relatives doesent make them go away, it just makes them more persistent.



As shitty as life gets, you just have to grit your teeth and get on with it. Dont question why. Just do it.

Remember, chocolate and weightlifts are your friends.

yeah. i think that was the day i learned i was going through my first breakup.

It's not a good idea as it sounds... numerous times i've just completely given up on getting out of bed, bu ti've had to get up at some point anyways... and then i had to explain to my professors why, exactly, i was too depressed to get out of bed and go to their class. And then i had to make up the work, anyways.

Sometimes it's natural to have gotten short on sleep? You can only make up a little bit by extending your regular sleep? Too much sleeping in a stretch just makes you too tired

Naps can really help? Sometimes 15mins other times a couple of hrs. It helps to 'refocus your eyes'...? And your mindzors?

Remember, everyone has to be an ass every once in a while. If we werent always an ass to each other, then we wouldnt be human, would we?

I want to do that all day, every day, for the rest of my life. And I have a lot going for me right now. It's because sleep kicks ass.

Yeah, Its just so hard. Well yesterday was. I am over it now though. Atleast i think. I took care of the problem. I wasnt being ignored anymore.. oh and I explained everything to the boyfriend.. just hopefully it wont happen again.

I'd never wake up if I could. Sleeping is so God damn good.

I always hate getting up. It's when I'm at my weakest.

-deus-