i have been in a relationship with this girl for over 3 years now. by relationship, i mean completely plutonic. im gay/bi and we spend all our time together (yea, shes really fucking hot).

but for a while now, things have been turning to shit. we've both developed weird insecurities/social anxieties (sometimes hers get ridiculously out of hand, ie, can't go see Xmen 3 because she is crying ridiculously in the parking lot cuz shes scared to walk into a crowd), and have totally isolated ourselves from the world. we started it like a year and a half ago, where we decided that the world was an ugly horrible place and we'd rather spend all our time alone together...and we stopped picking up our phones to anybody who ever called. but then i think we forgot what was going on and started to feel sad and pathetic together about how tragically alone we always are. its sorta like this, i never ever EVER pick up my phone, but im sad when it doesnt ring.

anyways, our relationship is now starting(well....its been going on for a while) to go to shit, as we usually sit around bored with eachother really fucking stoned off our asses and cant possibly figure out what we want to do, and we have pretty much talked about everything there is to talk about. the only problem is that neither of us have any other options, as we cut all of those out long time ago.

and another thing, shes starting to get really fucking dramatic about 'reciprocity' and shit, as in 'i do this for you, what do you do for me" and its really starting to creep me out, and im getting involved out of pure spite. and granted, im quite the narcissist, but this girl is so selfish its ridiculous, she snaps at me if i even mention my sex life/love interest, but she sits and debates with me for hours about what to text message this random guy back.

anyways, i was wondering if any of you older totseans have been through a friend situation such as this. i really do love her, i just dont know how we can make things better....and im so BORED with my life. what can i do?! im so sick of the same shit all the time

this is my senior year in high school, i realize that this shit is almost over anyways and i CANT FUCKIGN WAIT

Fag.

Sounds like a bitch to me