well my boyfriend and i got back together. i realized during the break how much i loved him and i actually went over to his place a few days before i said i was going to start talking to him again. but anyway, so this past week has been great. we have been getting along very very well, i really couldn't ask for more.

now, before i really get into the story you should know something: ever since we got to college he has gotten WAY too much into the partying scene. he gets wasted, not just drinks....gets wasted and blacksout multiple times a week. this is completly new about him, and has put me off, but i try not to say things to him, hoping it is a phase or whatever.

the story: last night i was bored and just looking at facebook pictures of all different people at my college. i was on this one girl's page, some sluty annoying chick that lives in my boyfriend's building and both my boyfriend and i don't care for, and i decided to look into her picture albums for the hell of it.

now what do i see? a few pictures where my boyfriend is clearly wasted (look on his face) and he is ALL over a bunch of girls. i know he would never cheat on me...unless he was drunk. whenever he drinks too much he gets very very affectionate. and i just can't help but think he has cheated on me...whether he remembers it or not....and it kills me. and it is so retarded if he did cheat on me because i live in his same complex. it takes 2 minutes to walk from his place to mine. he has no excuse.

i haven't talked to him yet...his phone is off and he is working til 5. I just don't know what i should do. and as much as i am concerned about him cheating on me...the drinking is what scares me more.

Just one question.

Do you think you might be addicted to the drama?

So you've just gotten back together, and you're already having problems.

It will take a genius to see where this is going.

*gets on the phone*

Welcome to freshman year of college.

People who never learned to respect alcohol as being a potentially dangerous element in their lives get to find out first hand. I had friends that partied every night but sunday up until mid-sophmore year. He'll get over it eventually.

Goddamnit cut him loose. After you dozens of threads about 101 reasons why your relationship with him is going badly, I haven't a clue why you are with him. Do yourself a favour and MOVE ON.