u dont have to care

im just gunna put this here

i dont care

its just that

i rly like this chick, and she makes me feel so amazing like im on ecstacy and i used to be a huge pothead but ive been clean for like 3 weeks now which is alot to an ex-pot head

and im thinking so clearly and shes making everything around me beautifula nd more appreciatable like when i was on drugs

i havnt told her how i feel yet, i have trouble expressing those kinds of things, see we have one of those fun awesome flirty relationships and i rly like her for it and i want to be with her and love her but still have that fun goofing around kind of relationship, but im afraid that telling her how i feel might make it go sappy.

shes also been hangin around with this other guy everyone in my school digs, and im not sure but i dont think theyr rly "together" but it kind of seems that way

i just wish that i could just tell her how i feel, it hink she already knows, but i want to tell her. i dont want to send her a note about it i dont wanna write anymore songs about it. i want to sit down with her and tell her "you make me feel so AMAZING" but i barely get any time with her alone to tell her, and i dont want to get all emotional and b like 'i need tot alk to you...' i just want to hav fun and for her to hear from me how i feel

its just frustrating

no real focus of this post

i guess its

1)girls can make you feel like your on great drugs

and

2)why is it so fucking hard to tell someone you care about how you fele about them

i dont really care if anyone even posts back to this

i guess i just needed to get it out, i guess this is the way i did

and dont bitch about my grammar or spelling or shit

that gets so old, im typing fast getting my feelings out not letting grammar get in my way

~Pity Post~

quote:Originally posted by peter_pan:

2)why is it so fucking hard to tell someone you care about how you fele about them

Because deep down, in the deepest depths of your mind, you know that she was laughing at you, not with you. Eat shit and die grammar rapist, does your mother know you're a blithering moron?