I don't care that most of the time long distance relationships don't work out. All I want is to be back with my ex from back home. I love her so much. More than anything. She's gorgeous, sweet, quirky, and can keep up with my partying habits. I was the first person she ever really was in love with, and although she is still in love with me, she doesn't want to be with me because of the distance issue. I feel like such a fuckign idiot for going off to school so far away. I'd transfer anywhere to be with her. I hate this obsession, it's no good for me and no good for anyone.

I hate that there's no one around me that I can love or be loved by (romantically, sexually, platonically) due to the fact that i can't connect with these people! It's miserable. I may not be trying hard enough, but it just seems impossible. Like I and they have these invisible psychic walls. There are maybe two people on my floor i feel like i could become good friends with, and plenty that i'm fond of, but i just can't connect with them You know what, I'm done bitching for now. You can close this if you want. Solidarity for all who feel me.

you stupid nigger. Get a job.