allright i apolgize in advance for any spelling errors or any non-sensical parts of this post.

Allright...well...i dated a girl for over a year...and she moved to phoenix...over 1800 miles away...about 9 months ago...she is the most amazing person ive ever met...shes very unique...makes her own clothes...absoultely beautiful...shes a model...half italian half mexican..all the same veiws on things and taste in music...needless to say ...as youve probly allready guessed it by now but...im completely in love with this girl....and to make a long drawn out story short....two of my suppoused best friends stabbed me in the back and lied to her telling her i cheated on her with some dumb bitch that lives near me.....well we broke up...like a week after that....but not for that reason...she has feelings for this guy at her new school....and they kissed ...which didnt really make me mad...because everyone human everyone has temptation...well...shes said at first that we would still be friends...which we are...but a week ago shes calls me crying saying im soo sorry ...that was stupid of me...i have to think if i want to hang out with him...hes not fun to be around like you....and that she thinks about me whenever shes with him...and that she wont let him touch her....and then tells me ...through her tears...that she loves me...and well i asked her...what do you want to do....and she doesnt know...so im stuck here...having these amazing strong feelings for her...i know that i would be very very happy to spend everyday of my life with her...she completes me ...makes me soo whole...and shes says all the same things about me..everytime we talk on the phone since then ...when we are about ready to get off the phone...if i dont say it she will tell me she loves me....well... ...im under 18 (17 turn 18 on 6 12 07)....so in order to see her i would have to stay at her house....and she lives with her sister and her husband...and her sisters husband is allways drunk and just an asshole...and wont let her vome see me or let me see her...beacuase her grades arent straight a....she takes all honors class so thats damn near impossible for her to do that......but what should i do....keep putting effort in the realationship hoping itll work?....let thinks rest untill im old enough to go there?...or visit her at phonenix with adult friend of mine at my own expense?...or what i just cant stay here and wait on things to be ok...i cant sleep...i dont want to eat...im really tore up about it all ...i cant even function...everything reminds me of her....maybe a girl in this forum could maybe give me some insight into youre minds?...is she tired of waiting or what?...or does she just want to be with him because im not there right now...but she really wants to be with me?....any help or insight at all would be great....thanks for reading all this

quote:visit her at phonenix with adult friend of mine at my own expense?

I think that's what you need to do, mate. You love each other. Go see her, risk everything, and good luck.

quote:Originally posted by Rockz:

and to make a long drawn out story short....two of my suppoused best friends stabbed me in the back and lied to her telling her i cheated on her with some dumb bitch that lives near me

Didn't quite make the rest of the post as short as this sentence did you?

Too many ellipses. Didnt read.

quote:Originally posted by SilentMind:

Too many ellipses. Didnt read.

I concur.

sorry..

Reading that actually almost made me throw up. Please revise it.

quote:Originally posted by Uber:

Reading that actually almost made me throw up. Please revise it.



once again sorry....im not going to change it though.