I want a relationship that dosen't have the presure to go anywhere. I mean, its fine if it does, but I like what I have now, and I would only want to change that for the better.

I know this girl, she knows I like her. But untill I am actualy ready or she shows some sort of intrest in some sort of relationship more than what we have now, I am going to do what I do. Today, I went to visit her, I brought her chocolate at work. * I had to exchange my brothers IPOD shuffle, cause the headphone jack is broken, and I knew she worked, so I thought of something nice, and I knew she liked chocolate.

The funny thing was the other girls were like "OMG someone brought her chocolate" and they were cute, and I thought on my way home "Why don't I have a girl that I can do nice little things like that on a regular bassis" and thats what I want.

I realized that I like doing that sort of thing, and I want more of it. I was worried because I didn't know if that would be an unwelcome gesture, because she hasn't been looking for anything right now, but I wanted to show her what she could have.

She stoped by after work, and then went out for drinks. I went home, and drank and called a friend. We talked for a while about a few things, her current situation, my current sittuation.

I am still not looking for anything, but at the same time. I want a girl that I can be close with. I have friends that are girls, but I want one that I can do little things for.

I am still getting my shit all together, and I have a lot of shit on my plate. Not more than I can handle, but sometimes it feels like its going no where. These are the things that I don't even talk to my friend * the one I call when I need to hear a sexxy aussie on the other end*:P.



My new friend asked if she was seeing anyone, and when she left we talked about her. I lied to him, I kind of explained my situation, and the fact that she just had a hard break up, he understood, but at the same time I didn't feel it was appropriate to talk about her, so I avoided it as much as possible.

I know she isn't looking for something, neither am I. But I kinda wish that if she was she would tell me. Cause, I know I could be good for her.

i want ... alcohol ,

I want to be buried with an 'army' that exceeds that of Emperor Qin Shi Huang's. Because instead my army will be made entirely of robots (http://www.androidworld.com/Svedka1.jpg). Who will seduce and dismember all who violate the sanctity of my necropolis.

quote:Originally posted by Forgotten:

I want to be buried with an 'army' that exceeds that of Emperor Qin Shi Huang's. Because instead my army will be made entirely of robots (http://www.androidworld.com/Svedka1.jpg). Who will seduce and dismember all who violate the sanctity of my necropolis.

Wow, that's like a nice way to put world domination. *Light bulb*

And Bushy, sit down with a pen and a paper and

think about exactly what you want. Without the bullshit, just say what you want, come to terms with it. And then go for it.

The thing is I can only do half of it. The other half is on the other person, as far as what they want.

What you're doing is counter productive. You need to be selfish and work on yourself.

quote:Originally posted by BluryVision:

Wow, that's like a nice way to put world domination. *Light bulb*

And Bushy, sit down with a pen and a paper and

think about exactly what you want. Without the bullshit, just say what you want, come to terms with it. And then go for it.

It's also an extremely ridiculous way of telling someone that you don't get what you want out of life.