 Psychopathic Ex.
It's scary, but now I finally know.
I finally understand why, some days he'd be such a jerk and the next day he'd be so nice.
Why the way I remembered things was never right. It didn't actually happen that way, even if I was the only person there, how would he know?
Why we'd have amazing plans, and he'd just forget, he'd never agreed to it.
Why every time I brought up a problem I had with him, somehow I'd end up appologising to him and making him feel better.
Why it'd totally confuse me when we were around his friends and he treated me so nicely.
why bringing up tiny things would get me "You're always mad, you're always unhappy you're always complaining"
"you're so negative." "you should have realized it was a joke"
"you're crazy, what are you talking about?" "that's so stupid that never happened" "oh yeah? what exactly did I say? you obviously don't remember so it didn't happen"
the threats, why on earth does someone need to threaten to leave me everytime we argue?
"If you really want a reason to complain I'll go sleep with an ex girlfriend"
"Moron, jackass, -you're a total bitch-, good job genius, jerk"
"I treat you like gold" "You'll never find anyone better than me"
"I'll give you until the end of summer to find someone who treats you better than me, and when you don't, you can come crawling back."
I finally realise why I always felt so crazy when I was with him, why I always questioned my judgement, why I was always so confused.. why things never changed, why I had to be on the defensive... why I was so convinced I loved him.. yet he didn't give me any reason to other than a day after he yelled at me..
Why we could argue for 3 days straight, and on the fourth day, he'd say it never happened and "We've had a great week, what are you talking about?"
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Year and 4 month emotionally abusive relationship. Where I tried harder and harder but it was never good enough.
Well, I dumped the guy 2 weeks ago. Now this guy who always said how horrible I was is saying he wanted to marry me.
Calling me, texting me, IMing me, emailing me.
Yesterday morning I told him it was never ever going to work out again. I said that if I knew I made someone feel how he made me feel I'd slit my wrists.
....so, he told his mother I told him to kill himself.
Later that day this 21 yr old's psychopathic mother shows up and screams at me about harassing HIM, threatening to call the cops.
Today he's trying to get in touch with me again. I told him if he doesn't stop I'll go to the cops.
>>>>>>Should I?<<<<<
>> And yeah, when I realised how pathetic it was that this mother was fighting her 21 yr old's battles. I started laughing, so I'm not feeling depressed or anything.
Just want it to stop. I'm mainly worried his advances will get more serious.
Edit: darn html not working.
[This message has been edited by ShouldTrip (edited 09-16-2006).]
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2006-09-16, 20:41
